Nov 14th: Baby walking

First Ibwas helping our 7 weeknold daughter to walk and suddenly she was lika 14 and walking by herself. I got upset and said someone has switched our child.

Nov 8th: Daniel Craig, toilet in a car...

I'm not sure if all of this is the same dream or 2 separate, but here goes:

It was some seminar or party, and Daniel Craig was there. At one point we went out for a walk, hugged and talked a lot. The next day I was wondering is someone had seen us, and maybe snapped a photo, so I have proof that it happened, TO ME! Then I met A's sister and told her about it, and she was all "just a walk, look at these hickeys he gave me, he's such an animal". I was all bummed and though I should've kissed him! And though that maybe some magazine would write "Who's the mystery woman DG was out on the town with". Then I was in the hotel where the party/seminar was held. I went out on town to try and find an evening dress. I thought I could just wear the black Filippa K dress I have, unless I find a new one. I went to H&M and found some nice lacy night wear. At some point I also sat in a taxi, that was a toilet, in the middle of the street, where people could see me. The toilet paper roll was very far away, and I could not risk exposing my bare but to everyone. I had my period and a sanitary wrap so I though that my undies are not getting dirty, since I have the wrap.

I also had a dream, not sure if this too is a part of the dream above or a separate one:

I was at a job interview and I was super qualified, but the interview lady only talked about some girls brother, who had just been there for his interview. Then I got to show he in a real task, in a seminar, what I'm all about, and that I'm the best for the job.

Nov 2nd: Crazy mom

I was in the car with my mom and she was supposed to park, but there were no spaces and she said "Oh no, XX (a horse, can't remember which) has been difficult again so everyones parked lousy". Then she back over some ramps and stuff and I was thinking she's crazy. She did not care if something was to happen to the car, since she's getting a new one. Then she said, that if A want's a car to just play with, fix on for fun, he could get her's since it's going to be scrap metal in a few weeks anyhow. 

Our daughter had made such a pile of poop in her diaper it was up in to her ears, and even IN her ears. I was at my parents and needed to shower her, so my sister helped to get my shirt of that was covered in poop. 

I woke up and A was still at home at 7:20am, and I went to tell him to get up (he was sleeping in the living room). He said he's up... when he finally got up he put on my white Helly Hansen jacket. I told him to take it off and that he can't put on my white jacket to his dirty work (mechanic). Then I actually woke and it was 7:20am and A was still sleeping so I had to go wake him up :D

Past week

I still have problems rememberibg my dreams. The past week I've had drams but the only thing I remeber is dreaming that our daughter said her first word, and that A was about to install the new shower walls. 

3 weeks since giving birth to our girl

During the past 3 weeks, since our daughter was born, I have barely seen, nor do I remember any, dreams. I have barely slept, which explains the lack of or why I can't remember my dreams. There are only 2 that I remeber parts of:

A was supposed to watch over C, but he had gone to a party, with her. When I got there he sas wasted on drugs. He was laying on a high ta le almost passed out from acid, with out baby beside him, vlose to fall off the table. Some girl tried to hit on him. We had a huge fight, I called him a drug addict etc. 

My sister was beside me and she had poop on her pöfingers and was touching me with her dirty hands and I was all "don't touch me", and at the same time I needed to take a shit. 

August & September (pregnant)

I've been so tired and sometimes had lots of dreams, but most nights I can remember them only the second I wake, here's from the past two months, what I have remembered:

A nightmare where I was bleeding lots of slime and blood, while pregnant, and night terrors, where I couldn't put on the lights and kept yelling "stop bothering me". Then something about my older cats kitten and a steak, my baby showing it's hand through the belly kind and me showing it to my sister and her being all "ewwww". 

We were about to get engaged with A, but my dad said "The priest is already here on scene", so we got married instead, but there where no names mentioned nor rings given, just said "now ni are man and woman", and I bent A down and kissed him like a woman, and then we went on with our day, leaving the place in both our own cars. 

I had my car in a garage, and it was 2 EUR for the parking. I had 15 minutes to get my car out, but the ticket machine would not accept my coins so I had to pay with my credit card. 

Something about iceskating and a water truck, and I sucked at iceskating, which you had to pay for, and only got 30 minutes on the ice. 

Something about my boobs, and that I was walking on the street in just my bra, on my way to get a shirt. 

Something about perfumes. 

Something about colourful feathers, that someone was pouring over something. 

The Bus 42 went a much wider range that it normally does. A's cousin Nicolas was housesitting my parents house, and I was concerned that they'd leave the balcony door open, and something about downloading Torrents on my computer, ready for him, and emptying my desktop waste bin. 

I was walking down the street and past walked to men who were probably 3m tall. 

Lots of dreams with the numbers 2 and 4. 

A long dream: There was a party at my old job (DB), I was swimming and my make-up got all ruined.  Then there was food and some guy announcing he's putting up his own firm, and asking people who wants what, and started hiring people right there and then. Someone with knowledge in Russia had already been hired. I asked if he had something for me, a year from now, and showed him I was pregnant. When some of the positions were filled, my old Bos said "Soon I'll be the only one left in my team". The guys then said "Those who've been hired by me, or have another job coming, can leave now", so Gavin then left. Then I went to take a shower, to rinse off the make-up, got horny, and then started putting on new make-up. In the dressingroom and shower, there was a window, and I was thinking that if Gavin would walk past, I could flash him a little, but he was probably with this girlfriend, arranging their wedding. Some Russian ladies then came to the showroom to use the toilet, but I showed them where there were other toilets they could use. Then A came in to the shower and I asked if I could play a bit with the shower, and he was all in, until the water hit a cut he had on his penis and he wanted to stop and said "besides I already came a bit". 

A lot about Gavin. He got caught sending me messages, so we were wondering how to get a hold of each other, and figured out it is possible to do it through songs on Spotify and leaving messages there.

Something about the hairdresser, my eyebrows and my eyelashes. Then I was at Nico's and then painting doors at my old job (DB). I realised in the evening before it was supposed to be finished that I had missed and forgot to paint here and there. I went to finish up but some guy had put an intern to do it. Then Bon Jovi "In these arms" started playing and I was sexy dancing with Donnie Wahlberg, and painted white paint on 3 girls, who were dressed like they were straight from the 80's. 

I was driving in my old job (DB) garage, 2 days, past Gavin. The second day, I waved at him at the gate. It was winter, cold as hell and snowy. I offered him a ride, and asked where he was going. He said this place close by, since he had to "give these Cider's to (my friend) Mary-Ann". He was quite cold and rude, and did not comment on my pregnancy belly at all. 

I was on holiday somewhere aboard, with turquoise clear warm waters and lots of sandy beaches. We had a treasure hunt, and was to go look for it with or without scuba gear. Before that, I went and had pizza. On my way back, I wanted to take a picture of the whole gang, but had problems with getting every one to fit in one picture, so I had to divide it in 2 pictures. Then Tara wanted to go have pizza with this one hot guy in our group, who I also was interested in. Then suddenly he grabbed me, kissed me, and said he want's me to come with. Tara got a bit mad and started walking towards the pizza place with someone else. 

I was alone at night in the hospital, no baby, even though I had recently given birth. I had my normal clothes on, and had to go poop, but didn't manage to do it, even though I sat quite long in the toilet and tried. When I got back to my room, my mom was laying there with her broken leg, and they had brought my baby beside her bed. I then told my mom who I can't even take a dump. Then I was thinking about holding the baby up so my mom can have a look at her. 

I had 5 kittens and an old co-worker Tamara and my sister were at our place. My sister was supposed to cook dinner, white salmon and "light" salmon, with her new boyfriend, who just made a mess. I told them they could have the white salmon, and then the guy put the spoon he had used the wrong way in the dishwasher, so the basket got stuck. Then Tamara came and said the kittens need food... Then they were following me, while I was mopping the floor from mud cake stains. Then I cleaned their litter box, and found a tiny black kitten, buried under the litter. Luckily it was still alive, so I rescued it. With the kittens and mommy cat's there was also a horse, which I was afraid would step in me or hurt me, since I was pregnant. 

A was helping some mormon family at the horse stables. My sister was also working there. My sisters horse wanted to cuddle, and not stay inside the fence, so when I left his booth, he followed by crawling under the wire. Then him and another horse started jumping around like crazy, and my sisters horse jumped over his fence to the other horses booth. Then some woman came and wanted to talk to A, and asked where J (A's dads name) is, even though she ment A. I pointed at A, who stood a bit away, having a smoke. When A came to us, I introduced him and said "his name is A, this is his dad J". Then A went back to working and said "I hope I don't have to take all the horses outside". I yelled "yes you do".. but he did not hear, I tried many times, but then gave up, because he didn't hear, and I felt sorry for him. 

We were laying naked in the bed with A, and he asked if he could pee in my ass and then that he thought I had a loaf there. 

July (pregnant)

Here are my dreams (those I've been able to remember more than the second I wake up), from the past month, oldest to newest.

My next door neighbor was also pregnant and had a belly as big as mine. She said their baby is coming any minute, although it should wait 3 more months. And I was thinking "nooo then I have to listen to their baby cry to, although then the upstairs neighbor has to listen to 2 babies cry". 

Me and A had been drinking, at my parents house. I went out in my pajama pants and a top to buy breakfast. I went to the store close by and bought 6 croissants for 10 bux. Then I went to a bigger store to buy butter and cheese, because I though that there's none at A's dads place. I gave the croissants to the cash register lady while I was shopping for other things. The cash register lady gave them to the next, who then wondered where I had bought them, and I tried to find the receipt, but couldn't and I thought that "I think I took it, or did I say I don't need it?"

I had really cool tattoos here and there. 

Being in a car with a driver who was super old and could not drive at all and almost hit everything along the way and I was shit scared... and something about a snail and my sister and Andrea. 

My sister became her bosses assistant so I told her I can work part-time during my mother leave. 

I was plowing a huge amount of snow that had suddenly just snowed at the terraced houses we were living in, and my dad got in to a fight with some neighbor. 

Some car chase thing...

I wanted to buy a similar E cup bra, in white, as I have, but I was supposed to go home to someone or a store. I chose the store. Upstairs it looked like a sporting goods store, and downstairs like a beaty saloon. I asked where I can find the underwear and a lady told me "back there". On the way "back there" I saw rooms, with naked ladies in them, whores... It was a brothel of some sort, and the underwear were not for sale, it was sex costumes. Some guy was there going at it with another man, when he stopped my mom and me and asked to see our boobs. He thought my mom had "wow" awesome boobs and even though mine are huge, he did not think much of them, because my nipples were too dark (pregnancy boobs), and I showed him I'm pregnant and he was still all "meh". 

I was a t work, and a client of another bank wanted to make an investment at our bank, so I transferred the call to my Boss. He did something wrong and lost the call. I then started writing the client, thought I'd tell him about a Fund we have. I went to my Bosses computer, very secretly to check the clients name.

I had a tick on my heel. I noticed something hard, when I was to have a foot rub. The tick got away and I had to chase it, just to flush it down the toilet so it would drown. 

Our gray cat was outside in the rhubarb bushes, and something about the backyard of my parents house. 

The office toilet was outside the office, in the street, without any walls. 

Gavin was about to buy a new car, a Volkswagen (even if he's an Audi man).

Apple had removed the possibility to take selfies with an iPhone. However, I was able to take selfies with mine, in front of a tree with some weird hanging things that looked like super long rastas. When I showed the pic to my sis, she started asking about it and telling me how you cant take selfies anymore... even though I had been able to take one. The tree was somewhere with a really nice view, in the city, where I was with a bunch of people. The sky was light pink and foggy, and there was a sunset, only near the tree.. and some weird sounds.  

I was driving with a bag with towels, soap and such. Parked at the other side of the main road close to us, and I ran over the road, because I couldn't bother to wait for the lights to turn. Then I remembered I had my keys in the car, so I went back. On the roof there was a small slot with my keys, sunglasses, wallet etc. and I thought that I can't just leave them here for someone to steal, so I took some of the stuff and put the rest inside the car. 

Some guy who had tanned only the front (and totally pale in the back HAHA), needed a permission slip to take the Bus. He had to show his ID to the driver, and only did this if everyone else in the Bus would also have to show theirs.I had already showed mine since I didn't have my Bus card with me. I sat there pregnant, thinking that I want to get off the Bus, and luckily it was only 100m to the next stop. When I got off, there was someone who had not heard about the deal to lie about having to show the ID card to the driver, to keep the "insane" guy at ease, so he started to go crazy. Some guy got off at the same time as me, and I said "luckily we got out before that happened" and the guy said "yeah, the last time that guy was on the Bus he sat next to me and said that we should start singing now". 

We were going to bake a cake with my sister, when I suggested that we'd just go and buy the base so we get it finished more quickly (since I wanted a strawberry-whipped cream cake NOW), but my sister wanted to bake it from scratch. 

I was on a plane with my sister, which was more like a luxury cruise ship on the inside. 

I was flying with my sister and mom, and it was like being on a roller coaster. 
I was in Sweden with A and his family. We were up in the mountains, at some hot spring spa/ swim stadium. When we were leaving A only thought about himself. We went to a restaurant, were he started poring beer on the floor (because drunk and clumsy) and his dad had ordered a huge amount of hot dogs and shots. Everything that I could not enjoy, while pregnant.

I was in the hospital, my sister was the nurse. Something about the bed, some pills and a heart doctor.  

A had started smoking weed all day long and did not care about me at all. I threatened him with leaving him and him never seeing his kid. He did not mind, he said he's going to find someone else! And his brother was supposed to start driving him to work so he can stay high all day. 

I was messaging Nataly about her move to Denmark. 

A had forgot the balcony window slightly open and the balcony door open, so I lectured him about how our cats might have gotten killed if they had jumped out. 

Some salad with shrimps, and I took a lot of the shrimps.

I was in the hospital, giving birth to a baby girl, standing upwards. The baby kind of just popped out, and it felt like I had pushed out something as big as an orange. I took a picture of her and then I was already walking on the street, when I came to think that I should tell A that i already delivered the baby, and send him the pic, and that we can pick her up in 2 days to go home. 

Since I could not wear my fave hockey player t-shirt to the game, I had it on my tummy during the game. 

Some farewell party at the office, and I went upstairs to get a pieces of cake and buns, and went up and down with the elevator. At one floor there started to come in water in the elevator, and I missed out on my lunch. Suddenly I was in the woods jogging, when I saw a slow worm, which I threw in the bushes. The worm then started to fight with a squirrel. Suddenly the worm turned in to a raccoon dog, which started to follow me back to the office. 

I was bleeding something slimy and bloody stuff. 

A told me I had to wear a thick scarf when I go out, even though it was summer and fairly warm, and I was super hot. He was concerned that I'd catch a cold while pregnant. 

Our gray cat ate a "Dreamies" treat, when given to her (even though she doesn't normally eat them). 

June 24th: Old job + Mission Impossible (pregnant)

I got my old job back (again). People were sitting in long lines, instead of teams. I was unsure what my tasks would be, because the temp, who took my place, was still working there. Me and a colleague figured I'd get my old tasks, since no one is as good as I am doing them. Besides, my colleague told me that temp only works 3 days in a week and people are not very satisfied. 

I had a true Mission Impossible dream. I was at a camp or something. I was to collect 4 briefcases, before some bad ass dudes would get to them. They were all in different rooms, in water. The second last room was like somewhere abroad, with a pirate ship. The ship broke and started to overturn so I jumped, in to the woods or something. I found the briefcase and took it with me to the next room, which was like a huge aquarium. There were whales and big fish and mermaids, with diver masks on, in the water. I was supposed to paddle the water with my hand, to make the tank/pool turn so that I could reach the briefcase. After I got it, I went to this office room, where I met Sara's friend. We tried to hide the briefcases, but they were too big, so I opened one. Inside was a big silver gun, a ninja star and some black electronic device (like an old beeper). I took the 2 of beepers from the suitcases and put them in my black fleece jacket pockets. Then I hid the pockets bu pulling my other coat on top of them fleece. Sara's friend hid the rest between a school notebook, that she had in the backpack, and then it was time to get out with the devices, without the bad guys knowing we have them. 

Past 1½ weeks (pregnant)

I had such a bad diarrhea that I did not make it to the toilet, and shit started running along my leg. 

I was at the gym, wondering what muscles to train. I was touching my body and muscles to see where I have muscles and wondering what sort of training would do. Then some woman came and said "Hi M".. and I had no idea who it was.

My old kindergarten friends, Jones', girlfriend or brother had died, and there was news about it in the paper, and I was on my way to pick up Jones. Then something about me going to the summer cabin with my grandparents. Then I was licking some girls tits, while getting ready, and there was something about sexy lingerie. Then someones dad came home, and I was away to go meet some guy. 
(WTF!?!?!)

A dream about work, where everything was a mix of my current and former workplace and co-workers. 

I was putting pieces of sticky tape with "A" and "M" on the wardrobe shelves. Then I was supposed to make a wet sandwich for my dads cat, and read him a story. 

I had the balcony windows open and my cats almost jumped out. 

Again a dream about work, where everything was a mix of my current and former workplace and co-workers. 

We were on holiday with A, somewhere like Turkey or something. We had only been out in the evening when it was dark outside. I was looking out the hotel window at these white stone houses and said to A that tomorrow, which was our last day, we have to go out while it's light outside. 

I gave my phone to A, because he was supposed to do something regarding the pictures. Then I started thinking that what if he goes through deleted photos and finds some that I don't want him to see. So I remotely emptied the deleted photos, where there actually was pictures of my boobs/bra pictures etc. that I had never sent him. 

Some sex/touching myself, nearly coming dream...

June 6th: Shower in the street (pregnant)

I was a t work, about to take a shower, when I had to do it outside, where there was some construction going on. I wasn’t naked, and stood there in the street rinsing off the shampoo from my hair. Gavin was there, all “wink wink”. I had a plastic bag with me, and the construction workers had given it to some prison guys, who I then beat up. And then there was something about shopping… 

June 4th: Travelling and an affair (pregnant)

This mornings dream was super weird!

I was with my sister at some spa or swim arena, in the showers when I wanted to go swim but she was against it. I said I'd just go real quick, so I warmed my white swimsuite in warm water and put it on. I was wondering why I've chosen white, since it might be seethrough. At some poikt Input my wallet and phone/ or keyes on a bench. Then There were my old co-workers from DB. I had something with Gavin. Others had something going on as well. Things are a bit blurry. The next I remember is having sex with this one weird guy (who I would never ever fancy or even think about in real life, gross). It was late, I was supposed to take the Bus to the airport back home (from Germany). We were having sex at a Bus stop! Then Insaw Alex walking to the Bus stop in her red pants and white jacket. I said to the guy Alex is coming. When he was done I threw the dirty condom on the ground and started walking asay. The Bus came but I had to go shower, besides the flight wasn't until 7/8/9:30 pm and it was only 5:30. I was walking theese steps (like a million) to get up to the top to my ounts house. On my was I had to check my pockets, to see that I didn't leave my wallet and stuff at the swimarena. I was also thinking how I could have sex with that guy, why I didn't just leave it at Gavin, and that I've been cheating on A, while I'm PREGNANT!! The area I walked through wasn't supposed to look like it did. It was too dirty and slum like. I got to the house and it was really messed up. I thought it doesn't look anything like it should, but it's at the same spot where it should. It had these really narrow steps so I climed up and looked at the names on the doors. Some had just soma kids drawings by the door. An old man was helping me out, since he forgot on what level his apartment was. We found his, but he followed me all the way up, to where I knew it was my ounts apartment, because there was a GANT keychain and an expensive brand scarf. I opened the door, with was like a hatch and had problems climbing in, but I got there. The woman with me (can't remeber who it was), showed me how it was supposed to be done. 

Past 2 weeks (pregnant)

I've had some dreams, but I can barely remember anything in the morning. I remember small parts the minute I wake, but unless I write them down, I've forgotten 99% when I get up. I've had at least one dream about my cats and a couple about Gavin, where he's been interested in me, again.. and not avoiding like in many dreams lately. Last night, or the night before that I had a dream about being with Gavin and then A telling he's coming home and me thinking that I was supposed to be with Gavin.. something like that.. or that now Gavin has to leave right away.. or something..

May 31st: Where's my shoes? (pregnant)

I was somewhere abroad. I gave my shoes to my dad, because they were broken and he was going to take them to a shoemaker. When I was to pick up the shoes, we could not find the place. My dad parked the car by the road and waited for us. I told my mom we should take the stairs down, but my mom wanted to take the stairs that went up. We came to a level that was just a big electronics store. I started to feel sick and asked one of the employees where the shoemaker is. She told me in German to go down stairs, then out, through a tunnel and to the right. When we got there it looked like a second hand / flee market store. The queue was super long and some girl started complaining that we should go behind her since she was there first. Then suddenly I was with A, in my sisters Bosses some house, that we had borrowed for a weekend or week. I went to lock the door, when I saw a bear take a dump on the front lawn. I went out to pick up the poop, when 3 bear cubs attacked my feet and started hanging in my clothes. I tried to get rid of them before their mommy would come back and tear me apart. When the finally all let go, when I gave some corn to them, a puma was approaching. When I went back inside, 2 cats run in. I was thinking “nooooo…. they can’t catch our cat and make babies since we already found a perfect boyfriend to her”. The cats were stray and in really bad shape, dirty and nasty, and super aggressive. I got them out of the house. Then the people we had borrowed the house from came home while we stood in the bathroom with A. A said “It’s nice that you’re you again”, meaning that I’m horny again after not being for a while now. The owner asked how long we’d be in the bathroom and we told him 2-3 minutes.

I was at the horse stables and super mad at my sister for getting everything, always. Now she’d borrowed a Porsche. I told her that I didn’t to do anything on Thursday with her!

May 6-7th: Twisted (pregnant)

The night before last I was going to the bank to get a loan, and suddenly I was at the same place for a job interview and it was a marketing/ customer survey company. There was some weirdness with the luch and it was my first day and I was supposed to work 3 months. 

Last night I dreamt about my cats having heat, and the gray one bleeding since she didn't make any babies (like a period). 

June 3rd: Ultra (pregnant)

I had a long dream about going to get an extra ultrasound check and there was all kinds of problems with getting to the actual apointment.. And at some point I was sitting on a toiletseat when 2 friends of mine (brothers) came in with their wifes and I showed the closer one that I'm pregnant. Also the toilet seat was in the middle of the nursing room with all the new borns. 

June 2nd: Left out again (pregnant)

A bunch of my friends were at Razors party and I was not invited. My sister was going though, but she did nothing to remind everyone that I had not been invited. I then messages with this other girl who asked me to come to the party. So I went down to the beach. No one treated me lika I wasn't invited becuase maybe someone had just forgot. I sat at one of the tables, had some food and red wine. Thought I can drink half a glass. My sister sat close to me. She then started talking about how much I drink and all fat/thin/drunk/unhealthy.. I had enoug. I told her she won't be a part of my babys life, and certailnly not the god mother, Sarah is enough. I got a text from that other girl saying she'd be there at half past (maybe 6,7 or 8). I still walked away. Towards me walked my friend Tony who I asked to speak with. I told him everything about how my sister is and who is she to tell em how much to drink when she drinks till a limit where she is totally embarrassing. Tony was so on my side. 

May 30th: Cat in the pan & brown foam (pregnant)

My younger cat jumped in the fryingpan and lay down to sleep while I was cooking, and ofcourse I paniced and picked her up an gave her a lecture. 

It was a festival or something and I was just checking it out, not partying, because pregnant. Then I hang out with Sara. Suddenly there was a wet pool where se stood a minute ago and Sara said "oh no I think I peed myself". It wasn't her, it was me, and it wasn't pee, because I was still leaking. I thiught it was my water, but it was more like a light brown, odorless, foam. I needed to go to the bathroom to see what's going on. It was an outdoor toilet made of wood. I got a candle, even though there was a flashligt. The toilet seat hosever was really high and there was a ladder, which I had problems with becuase of my poor balance with my big babybelly. 

May 25th - 29th: Random dreams (pregnant)

I've seen a lot of dreams every night, or barely any. If I have I can remember them the second I wake, but not in the morning when i get up.

Last night I can only remember that one co-worker asked me to fix his broken leather wallet. I told him I can't sew that tiny, so he asked me to go get it glued. I then went out while the guys were going out for lunch, and I had a feeling they were all mocking me, like I was really simple minded. 

May 19th: A night full of dreams (pregnant)

My sister had a thing with the "Porsche man". She just left her boyfriend to be with that other guy and I was furious at her and screaming at her. He had liked her "bimbo-head-tilt" pictures and she was all after him and his fancy car. No one else cared that she just dumped her boyfriend to that other guy. 

I was a the movies, and I had 4 tickets to the same show. Some at row 4 and some at row 9. I saw an old co-worker and gave him 2 tickets. Then the next dream followed (with the same old co-worker).

I was at an old co-worker who had a really cool house, with tropical atmosphere inside. Suddenly everyone was naked or in a towel, and he was standing there bare nude. My c-worker didn't even notice that I had a a huge belly bump. Suddenly there were some hobos drinking and bbq:ing in his back yard forest. My co-worker was also babysitting some maybe 10:ish girl, and they both got up in a tree to spy on the hobos. My co-worker was all mad that some random hobos were on his property. Then the cops came and took them away.

I was outside a rave, with my friend Hannah, and there was something about antibiotics. I hade the baby wiht me in a stroller, and Hannah and I were smoking. My Dj friend Denis told us not to take any pics, and everyone was wondering if it was my baby with me. I showed them my tummy and said "yeah, but here's the newest". Then an ex of mine, J, had told everyone I had sex with him. Then I was cleaning up at the back yard and someone told me, I have my co-worker Tim's eggs, 6 of them. When I came back out, Hannah grabbed the eggs, and was about to take them to Tim. Then some crazy bitch came and tried to steal my baby, and I had to try and protect my belly while chasing her. i got my baby back and went inside a flower shop where the owner helped me. 

Some school, where there was the old building and the new. The new did not have any seats in the classrooms, instead there were big beds, so that everyone could relax while studying. Then when it was time for gymnastics and the shower, I noticed that the girls showers had huge windows, towards the classrooms. The curtains were somehow so that we could not close them from inside. So everyone could see straight in to the showers. 

Random dreams during May (pregnant)

I was supposed to take a pee-test (infection) and my pee was blue. I thought my water broke, and that the baby had pooped in the water (since it can turn green if the baby poops in the water). 

There were some Estonian guys in our apartment building and one tried to hit on me. He even followed me to our door and would not stop even if I had a huge baby belly and I told him that I'm not interested AND I'M PREGNANT!

I had delivered our baby, and he/she was really tiny. I was afraid I'd break his/her neck, so I held the baby on a pillow all the time. I put the baby on the floor (on the pillow) while I was taking a shower, and the baby started moving and jumping like our younger cat. 

Gavin's gray toothbrush was in A's drawer. I thought I have to get rid of it before A comes home and uses it. 

My friend Anna had dumped her boyfriend Max and started dating one of his friends. 

may 6th: Partying and baking (pregnant)

I was in a bar with my friend Tony and out "crew". Everyone was dancing in the middle and towards our booth, to the wall, everyone started dancing like a dance wave. Tony asked me to join him at the bar. I doubted at first, but then I went with him, since 3 girls started to hit on him and he needed help to get loose. One of the girls was hanging on him at the bar, so I helped him by pushing her away. Tony then asked what I wanted to drink, and I said I can't drink anything, and showed him the tummy, that wasn't even swollen at all. He got a bit shocked and sad. When we went back to our booth, the 3 girls followed. They were pretending to be really super smart (even though such bimbos) and that they were good at different languages, like french. I started speaking Swedish to them, and they did not understand a word I was saying. Suddenly we were at my grandmas drinking some really weird coffee, and eating dessert. We started talking about our cousins, the "B's", about them not being that beautiful, and that their grandmas family was some really rich English financing family (although, LOL, that's my grandpas sister in real life)

I was baking a mothers day cake, and when I was finished I had a look at the recipe, and it said I had to put some gauze between the layers, so that the layers won't melt together, but I thought that they probably wouldn't melt all together to become one piece... 

May 6th: An affair (pregnant)

I had an affair with this Thai guy who I used to go to school with (no one I'd EVER fancy.. eww.. not my type at all), while I was pregnant. We had sex (luckily my dream skipped the whole sex scene) and I told the Thai to leave before A comes home at 8. The Thai got mad, and A suddenly came home. I told A that we had a school project. I had forgotten 3 bags of tomatoes in the bed... A had bought me hair dye, so that I could dye my hair butterscotch color, but I told him that if I dye my hair with that, it'll get bright red. Then he went back out to get something he forgot, and when he was back he asked if my boobs had been too warm. I wondered "What, why do you ask?". He said since my jacket is down by the pool, which meant that the Thai guy had borrowed my jacket when he was downstairs.

May 5th: Drinking (pregnant)

I was in the summer/harbor city and was starting to run home or to our summer place (even though I was pregnant). Then I met some girl, and walked on the beach, and then I started to drink cider. Suddenly I was drinking vodka or something and I was really drunk. In the morning when I was at home I couldn't find the baby's heartbeat. 

Some weird dream about my job... 

May 2nd: I got my old job back (pregnant)

I got my old job back, but wasn't sure if I had gotten it back when I was there, since no one seemed to know I was coming back, or if it was all just a mistake that I got an email with my contract that said I was again working there. I then went to see my old Boss, and he said "it was an error in the system". Then he said "If you know something about Australia, saynora!"... as if there was an opening, and I did not have a job here, but one in Australia. 

April 30th: An avoiding Gavin (pregnant)

I was with my old job, at some company "thing", ski trip, or something. Gavin was avoiding me, so I walked past him so that my back touched him, but still no reaction from him. We were then supposed to slide on the ice, but the ice had half melted and I sunk in the water. The water was really warm, so we swam to shore, and then we were all soaked. I then sat down on some stairs, next to Gavin and asked him how he's been. He told me "not much, I'll start working at Pohj**a on Monday". Then we didn't talk much more. Then a meeting started, and I sat so that Gavin could not see if I text anyone, what I write. I wrote my friend Nilla everything about what had happened. My co-worker from my current job, tried to see what I was writing and to try and hide that he's snooping, he was asking if I had a iPhone 5. 

April 28th: Sex catastrophe (pregnant)

We were sleeping at A´s dads and were about to have sex, but the curtains were so see trough that A covered them with a blanket. We however did not have sex, since A wanted to go to the toilet and then shower first. He did not wipe nor shower properly, since some poop got on to the towel. 

I was making breakfast to a bunch of people at my mom and dads. I put a slice of toasted bread on my plate, so I could have one right away. Then some man said "am I so greedy that I won't get any", when his brother took food before him, when I replied "No I was about to put it here, he's more greedy than you. Then my sisters boyfriend was trying to reach my mom regarding a lift somewhere.

April 27th: Sex dreams (Pregnant)

A few dreams about sex and boobs...

April 24th: Stressful situations (Pregnant)

I was at the maternity clinic on a regular check up, taking my urine test, but the cup was leaking, so my pee was running along the wall. Then i noticed my appointment was in 2-3 weeks. 

A overslept and left for work. He came back shortly, crying that he'd lost his job because he was late (just by one hour). 

It was sunny and I was driving in the city when I had to make a u-turn since there were police men with weapons and dogs standing on the street catching a suspicious truck. I had to stop at a raid and take a breathalyzer test. I was chewing a gum, that flew through the straw while I was blowing and some forensic person had to review my test result. I had forgot to turn on the turn signal, so the police had a long talk with me. I showed the policeman that I'm pregnant, and have not been drinking. When I got to leave, there was a toll stop at one of the bridges. When I finally got to drive on, the whole bridge was higher than normal, with bunch of metal, and it was like driving on to a ferry's upper car deck. It was though really uneven and I was really scared. When I was at the other end, a bridge worker had to lower the "road" so I could get my car down. My car shrunk to a toy car size with a pulling handle, and I was pulling it behind me, as I half slid down from the bridge and walked through what looked like a building site. I got some black oil on my hands. When I got out from the tent covered construction site, there were some teenagers outside. I then walked to my car, which was now parked in a spot where I usually leave it when I'm at work. I was wondering how I'd walk/drive and park until they are finished with the bridge work, since it will take forever to get over it every day, and it wasn't very pleasant. 

April 20th: Work stuff (pregnant)

I was on my way to my old job, and met my old Boss and he wanted to talk, but I was leaving, so he asked if I wanted to take a ride with him, and if I need to go to the store. Then when we were already in the car, driving, he asked if I was going to eat in the work place canteen. So we drove back. At the canteen there were only sandwiches with filling that I can't eat (like prawns and such), or plain chicken breasts. 

I was working with my old colleague Jen, and my ex Jonny came and asked her to do some cool stuff for the electronic party Club Colors. I had promised my friend Caroline to do 2 night shifts at another party. Jonny asked me where I was going to work. I then realized "Shit, I can't work since I have to pick up my parents at 5 pm and I can't even stand for long periods due to that I'm pregnant and I have hernia". 

April 18th: Rewriting a book and travelling (pregnant)

I was in Thailand, with one of the people from Temptation Island. I was reading a book, that a young cash register girl had written, but it wasn't well written so I re-wrote some of the text. She was then wondering how I can write so well, with such passion, about lusting someone. Then I was pondering if I had enough money for the Bus. Then I noticed that I wasn't at all tanned, and I had only 4 days left of my trip, but it got cloudy the minute I wanted to tan. Then something about choosing the right bikini... I sat at the balcony door opening and tried to tan, and thought I should go down to the beach and tan by the water to get the maximum tan. 

April 17th: Gavin in my dreams (pregnant)

I was on my way to a Marc O'Polo store to work, which was next to my old job. I was pregnant and I had problems with getting my clothes to fit. I went inside my old working place building, and there was a seminar (on a weekend morning). I saw Gavin, and thought I can sneak to the bathroom before he notices me, but he shouted something about "4". Gavin was super drunk. I went to the bathroom, only to add some blush, even though I wouldn't have needed any. While I was peeing, I almost fell asleep. 

I was a the harbors, up in a crane, and I fell asleep in the crane chair. While, a fuse burned and I had to glide down. I was super scared that I'd fall and die. When at the ground, Sara wanted to steer the crane on some rails. Then something about food... 

Gavin said "I want to touch you", but I hadn't shaved my private area. I tried to find shaver in a perfume/ make-up shelf. I wanted to have a smoke before I shaved, but I only had "red" smokes, and I wanted light, but I didn't get any, only an offer to get a couple of puffs, but the woman who was giving the smoke to me, threw it away. Then I was trying to smoke a garlic baguette. I was back inside, trying to find clothes, but everything was dirty, so I put on a hoodie and underpants. Gavin sat and waited on me, among other people, alone on the bed. He asked me something about A, and I was all "no...". 

April 14th: Weird dreams continue (pregnant)

My sister  told me I have to wear rubber boots (because it was going to rain). 

I was in a jungle, with trees filled with fruits. I then picked some, paid for them, and thought I'd give them to the animals in the jungle. (WTF!!? The animals can eat them for free straight from the trees)

I was in a ski-resort with some guy (might have been A, might have been Gavin). There was something about sex, and then I was late from the last Bus. The guy told me I can take the train. But then I'd have to walk 20 km from the station home. I wondered if I could just stay the night, since it was shit cold and in the middle of the night. I then asked if I could have a smoke. Instead I got a really thin one, and only 4 "barely any smoke" blows.  

I was bleeding like crazy, and thought I had miscarried. It turned out it was pouring bloody water from my ass. 

A customer wanted to have some more information on Saturday. When Saturday came, I was at my Moms parents, and it was super dirty, like no one had been cleaning in ages. I remembered at 1:20 pm, that I was supposed to be at work, and checked my phone to see that one of the assistants hadn't even tried to reach me, so I thought that maybe she'd also forgotten. Then suddenly I was on my way to the Bus, near my mom and dads, on a normal working day, and ti was 2 pm, and I hadn't even informed my Boss that I'm not coming in, because I'm on my way to the hospital because of bleeding. 

April 8th: Party and sleepover (pregnant)

It was time for the monthly Hallmark "rave" and I thought I wouldn't go, because I'm pregnant, so I turned around at the door. However, I saw Gavin go inside, so I did too. He never said "Hi", but he sat close to me and Jo. After Hallmark, I slept at Hannah's place, as did Gavin. He never said a word to me. When I woke, his shoes were gone and Hannah didn't sleep. I was looking around the bedroom, and noticed that they slept together and had sex. I was raging around and told Hannah she's not my friend anymore!

April 6th: Sleepover and flowers (pregnant)

I was at this huge house with my 2 friends Hannah or Heidi (let's call her H since I can't remember which one it was), but there was also my sisters Boss' whole family. Then there was this guy. The guy, H and I were all in the bathroom, and he asked if we could hug, naked. Then he got a boner while hugging me. Then I needed to pee, and H wanted to hug him, but he didn't really want to. Then we all went out, on the street. It turned out that the guy was only 17, and I asked when he's turning 18, and he said "the 5th".. ("Phew" I though). Then I bought some orchids, that were meant for A's sister and Niccy. I got big and small fuchsia or lilac colored and white ones. Then I thought about how cool it will be for my sister so see all the orchids bloom, because we are there (somewhere abroad)  already in the spring (May). I then came to a hotel, where I showed A's sister and Niccy the flowers I bought, but there were also a bunch of people from my elementary school class, and they were all yelling "Heeeey!". A's sister was going to go buy more orchids, because I've bought ones that were just one flower on one branch. Then I was outside, on a balcony with the guy, and it was like he was A, but just not, and younger. 

Then I had a dream about my friend Tony talking that his girlfriend is coming home in 2 days, and he finally gets to see some boobs. 

April 2nd: Boating and an ultrasound (pregnant)

I was boating in May, and it was as warm as it's normally in July. Then I saw only baby pink and then I went to the doctor, for a 3D ultrasound. Everything was good with the baby, no Down's Syndrome. then the baby turned and opened it's eyes and looked right at us. 

March 27th: Grocery shopping & Miami (pregnant)

I was in the grocery store with my sister, and a soda bottle fell on the floor. Immediately a snot nosed 18-year old security guard came and asked if I was asked if I was going to order someone to collect it, or will I throw it myself. Then we were at a market-place and bought lettuce etc., but I did not have cash, so I had to go withdraw some. When I paid, everything I had bought was all mashed up in my bag. Then I bought some honey melon.

We were on holiday in Miami, on a gig/show, and A's cousin Niccy flashed her boobs at A every time he got close to her. On the last day, my sister and I almost forgot that we had a flight back home, so we did a one last quick road trip in a hurry and snapped a lot of pictures (since we hadn't taken any). Then something about 2 sisters, or half sisters, who were in love, and their underwater date. The woman's mom then went something on about shit and when he was giving in.. something about him then being gone, under her grave, in some dungeon. 

March 26th: My old working place and Extreme living (pregnant)

I was at my old job and I saw Gavin sit in the new Boss' room, and he never even said hi to me nor looked at me, he was just super cold. Our old Executive Assistant was on her way to the dentist, because half of her tooth had broke. Then I was talking to Erik. I tried to get Gavin's attention, but he had left.. the rest is way too blurry..

Something about jumping out of a helicopter/armored car, but I said we can't jump out on asphalt without a helmet. I was really horny and tried to come, while something about a helicopter and picking up my sisters boyfriend, who was living in the house where my grandparents live. He had cancer and was supposed to get to the hospital to get more medicine. We were to take his motorcycle/ scooter with us, so that he could drive home himself and not wait for my mom and dad to pick him up with a car. 

March 18th: Fucked up dating and Gavin again (pregnant)

My sister was dating my "Tinder ex", Danny, although her boyfriend T was with us the whole time. We were driving and I was steering A's red Audi, and he got really pissed off. Then we stopped and I found my sister and her best friend at Danny's and my sister was drunk and fooling around naked, so I got super mad at her for being a total idiot, Danny for dating my sister and A for wanting to stay at the party, because his friend P was also there. Before that we were all driving around with mom and dad, and were supposed to eat something, when it was raining a lot, until it stopped and then it was super nice and sunny, middle of the summer. 

We were supposed to have a showing of our flat, so I was cleaning my desk at work, which was in the same space as A's garage. I was however working with Gavin and Tara. Tara was pregnant, and had a really weird thin pouting tummy and super fat cheeks. I was wondering about how to tell them that both of the girls in our team is pregnant. And how would Gavin take it. He was again looking at me, with that far angry look. 

March 15th: Nasty weed smokers and shopping (pregnant)

Me an my sis were walking to the city where you go by boat to A's summer cabin. We had to go by sea, so then we had to swim. Our friend Sebastian had a tiny row boat that he was hanging out in, next to us, while we were swimming. I found a lot of junk in the reed, at the edges of the harbor canal. I wanted Sebastian to take a kids tricycle in his boat, for my kid, so I had to tell him that I'm pregnant. I was thinking that I should probably be at home. So then when I was home, A was supposed to go to his grandparents house, and he'd already rolled up a vanilla joint, so I got really mad at him and started hitting him and throw his clothes and yell at him that he was supposed to quit before the baby comes, and this way he's never even going to see the baby. He didn't listen at all, and then his friend P was there and A lit up the joint. I had to open all doors and windows, to not inhale any of the smoke. Our cats where there, really close to me and happy that I was home. Outside it was sunny and nice. Then suddenly some other A's really nasty smoking buddies were there, who started smoking inside. I started yelling at them "Don't you get that I'm pregnant and A's never going to see his kid because he can't quit smoking!!". Everyone just continued smoking, and I tried not to inhale, but still did some. Then A's super nasty friend, Sini (or something like that) with her boyfriends to our bedroom to have sex in our bed. I started pulling people by their hair and yelled to everyone to "GET THE FUCK OUT!!!" and continued hitting A. 

I was shopping for clothes. I tried on this lovely blouse, but my back was killing me. I thought I'd get another size, and while at it, a bunch of other clothes to try on. While I was in the fitting booth, there was 2 other girls, looking over the drape, using my mirror. The sales person didn't think the blouse fit, so I got another one. While I was away, someone had taken my booth, and I was thinking about asking if I could have my clothes, I was yet to try on, so that they are not in her way. Outside there was the sister to the person who was in my booth, and her son. The baby boy was smiling at me, so I went over to tickle his feet. 

March 13th: Monkey (pregnant)

I was about to get on the Bus, when I saw a monkey run across the street. I stepped out of the Bus because I wanted to save it. It jumped in a birds nest that lay on the ground. Just when I was next to it, the monkey ran in to the woods. I went after, and met my grandpas wife, who was out with a dog. We went together to have a look if the nest was the monkeys, but it was some kind of a hoax, for celebrities, but there wasn't supposed to be any real animals, only a fake one. But still, the monkey we saw was real... 

March 3rd: Boating (pregnant)

I was out boating in the middle of the winter, with super speed, and it was so cool. Then we went trough a shallow point, where people were laying on the beach sun bathing, and suddenly it was summer. I said to my sister that we've been there as kids, and that we need to get a boat, or walk there if it gets so shallow that we can walk. Then it became cold again and we were supposed to train to save a boy, and how to help if someone has hypothermia, or how to avoid getting it. Then we went super fast again, through a big ocean. Then we unpacked the boat, and someone said there is a chapel in the boat, and I said to Anton "this could be the boat where we get married". Then I found a Race Marine jacket and thought that it must be Gavins. I then was about to go off the boat, and Gavin and two others walked next to me, even though Gavin had avoided me the whole boat trip. They were on their way to this karaoke bar to have a few beers, since Gavin had fought with his girlfriend about the furniture in their living room. He was quite open about us hooking up, and I was wondering if he can see my baby belly, even though I'd tell him that the child is dead (as I thought it was at this point, since the doctor had not been able to find the fetus). Then I was in a hurry when I looked at the time, since I was on my way to an ultra sound. It was a really short straight walk, but I was like I was in another city, with lots of long stairs, colorful houses and I had to crawl under a door, in some nasty hobo district, so that my lips touched the ground and I was grossed, and I was at least 10 minutes late at that point. 

Feb 25th: Gavin and other weird stuff (pregnant)

I was at some public toilet when I saw Gavin talk to someone, and I hoped he'd notice me. He noticed me and came and asked "How are you?" (with a little wink in his eye), so I showed him that I'm pregnant. He didn't have the chance to say anything before Erik and and a few other old colleagues came to say hi. 

I sat with a cafe in the part of the city where my grandparents live. There was some really nasty hobo, and some old lady who said "Oh if you would revenge against people by telling others everything you know. I was texting with Nilla to come to the city center, where I then went. In the city center my cellphone battery was almost empty, the weather was super nice, and we were talking about me going sailing on the "words largest sailing boat" that was 17 something in length.

Something light blue... 

Feb 24th: A friends birhday (pregnant)

My friend Max had his birthday out in the woods. It was summer, warm and sunny. The woods were filled with pine trees, and big sand dunes. My sister only cared about the guys, and was all about doing everything for the party, even though I was supposed to. She kind of took over the whole thing and credit for everything. She didn't even invite me, who's been friends with Max longer. At the same time my grandma was in the hospital, and mom went over to check that she's eating. Later it was mom who was sick, but was out, around the hoods were the party was. My sister suddenly had a big baby belly. I was jealously looking at the party crowd. I walked past, to the back of a grocery store, where I met with Max's girlfriend. She was being painted to look like she's been murdered, and said she'd rather just had a simple theme, like "light blue", than a masquerade, but it was my sister who had changed the theme. I was spying on the party, and when I saw the cake on a sand road, I got so angry that I hit my fists in it and threw it in a puddle. Then there was something about some "bad guys", and we hid under a rock, which then grew huge and we were floating out in space in it. 

Feb 23: Crazy dreams (pregnant)

Something about going to the sauna, at someones house, and borrowing a towel. 

Something about my ex "Nick" and his apartment, but Nick was kind of a mix of Nick and A. 

My old schoolmate Jen and my friend Caroline were performing, with a song. Then some crazy person started to attack people by injecting nerve toxic in to them, so they got paralyzed. We were running for our lives. Some toxic stuff flew on me, but we got away, and then I threw two water bottles to distract him. I tried to hide under a shelf, but I didn't fit since my ass was too big, so I hid on a pile of boxes and a sofa. The crazy man found me, but we got him and injected him with all the syringes and poured a bottle of thyroxin and water down his throat. He just got more crazy and came after us. He started throwing toilet seats at us and we started hitting him with baseboards. Then i noticed baby pink baseboards and lamp shades in a room, and thought "that's what I want when we renovate our apartment". Then suddenly we were at someones house. The man was also there, though he didn't look the same. He slept on a sofa with a snoring machine, and said "well at least I got this one, she's promised me that I can sleep in the bed if I have the machine". We girls were in a toilet, talking about the woman's pregnancy and ovulation tests, while she was talking about pillows (which meant positive pregnancy tests) and then the next day about negative tests and that sperms give a positive test and the ovulation is 3 times within a few days, that soon she'll have eggs "all over" and showed with her hand around her body, including her armpits.  

Catching up on old dreams

Again I've been too busy to write down the dreams to the blog, so here I go, from the end of Feb until last night.

Ice Hockey (pregnant)

I was at a game with my dad and sister. My sister was totally in love with one player, who bonded with my dad and me. During the intermission some immigrant kids were playing, and the goals they made, was added to the real game's goal count. People went down to the ice to complain about this, as did I. Luckily they decided that the intermission kids goals can't be a part of the real game. A level below was a animal park, with reptiles, that you could go look at. I was eating popcorn at every intermission, and when I got back up from having been looking at the reptiles, I stopped at a food stand to get another bag of popcorn. I went back to my seat and then realized that I hadn't even paid for the popcorn, that I had just picked it up from a rack. 

Chinese food and a friend (pregnant)

I was having Chinese food for lunch, with a friend Heidi. She said "let's see who gets her's first", since both were pregnant, but I didn't know she was. I saw Gavin and Erik from my last working place in the food line, where I was hugged by someone. Then I saw a young Down syndrome girl in a pink shirt, at the napkin stand, who took me by the arm and asked "What are you doing?". I told her "I'm working" and she said "Oh.. working...". The because I wanted rice with my food, I had to go to another building, witch had really steep icy steps to the door. I was close to being stuck in the super freezing ice. Then I found the different sauce's, and I was eating with my hands, while I walked around and looked at the different dishes. I had an urge to their pancakes, which were hanging on hooks, where the rest of the desserts and coffee was. 

Roadtrip (pregnant)

I was going with my aunt and her husband to our summer cabin. We were laughing at the Navigators pronunciation of the street names. I lay in the car, with my feet at my sisters throat. There were really nice houses on the side of the road.We stopped to buy salty crackers and ice-cram that had totally melted.

Someone broke in to A's car (pregnant)

First something about sterilized cat food and then I had forgot to lock A's car, so someone called Lukander had stolen a bunch of things from A's car. A called the cops, and then his dad, and sent a picture of the thief, and took pictures of the car, and then he realized that his brothers friend knows this guy. 

Flowers (pregnant)

A dream about a field of flowers and my younger cat being like Simba (from The Lion King) and running and I was calling her Simba, then some flower bucket and a small camera, with lots of pictures in it. I was thinking "I have to take a photo now, until everything withers away". 

Feb 17th (pregnant)

Something about being pregnant, my sisters boyfriend Chris' flight being delayed and hornets. 

So many dreams (pregnant)

Since I'm pregnant, I've been having even more weird dreams than before. I also have lots of dreams, but have problems remembering them, since I wake up fairly often during the night. The ones after this post is everything from February 17th until last night.

Dreams from the past three weeks (from when I've been pregnant)

I've had lots of crazy dreams. First I had problems remembering any, and now I can see 5 dreams in a night (at 5 weeks pregnant) and I can remember them all. I'll write the oldest first (as well as I remember them from my notes).

Me and A were going to a Slipknot concert. The toilets were really narrow and super dirty, with clogs, poop and pee all over, no seats, no paper etc. A started drinking a lot and then puked so I got some on my shoes and my bag while we were at a Bus stop, outside. Then we sat on garbage cans, down by the frozen sea. The support artist was Sunrise Avenue. A said "Look there's my brother". Not everyone with a floor ticket could not get in and see the show at the same time, so people were standing outside waiting for their turn. 

Mom had a terrible hang over and called me to ask if A could buy sweet rice pastries. 

I was taking a shower at my parents house and this old co-worker came with my parents from the store. His car was parked on my parents yard, and he needed a ride. When I asked how they knew each other, they didn't.

Gavin was Max who was Gavin. We were having lunch and Gavin was walking around nervous and just staring at me. Then something about "when someone goes down to the car".. and Gavin following me down to the beach where the car was. It was some party with old and new co-workers. 

Something about me being at work (old job) and Gavin was staring at me the whole time. 

Many dreams about my cat "P". E.g.: 

• I was looking at the piles of cat food cans and thinking they will last several weeks. Then suddenly there were only a few cans left. P was eating 3 times the amount she eats normally. 
• I was in my walk in closet and P was moaning outside, but the moaning was clearly transmitted through the air ducts

A coworker at my current job was the sister to my best friend at my last job. I run in to her while I was out on the town during working hours with my co-worker Chrystal. I told the "sister" I was thinking of buying "Nilla" some flowers. When me and Chrystal were done I asked if we should go back to the office, but Chrystal said "nah we don't need to go back", and I told her I have to check my email. 

I was watching a TV show with this actor from one of the shows I've been watching lately. The guy tried to save another guy, by pressing on a leaking hose with his rock hard penis. It was like the hose was a blood vein of the guy in trouble. This was a totally "normal" TV show. Then there were just a bunch of hard cocks everywhere. A wanted to watch a TV show with me and was talking to me (back towards my laptop with the freakish amount of hard cocks) and I only saw the cocks and had troubles concentrating on what A was saying. 

I was at my first ultrasound and the doctor had to leave almost immediately because he was having his floors done at home. So I was there alone with a nurse watching the screen from quite far. There was a baby as big as around 4-5 months pregnant, even if I was at this point only 4 weeks pregnant and the ultra was supposed to be at 8 weeks. 

I was about to have sex with this guy "Tim", from work (which I do not fancy at all). We couldn't have sex since he had such a big penis. When we did succeed it felt weird so I asked him to stop after only one push. I was thinking that this isn't right, since I'm pregnant with A's child. Why am I trying to have sex with Tim, and should I tell him that I'm pregnant. 

There were moose, or elks, on the road. We stopped to take a picture. They came really close and I got really funny close up pictures of one of them. 

I went to the toilet and I was bleeding, like a heavy period. A had not been at home all night, because he'd been out partying, and I was miscarrying. 

My younger cat had pooped in the toilet sink, and then when I had cleaned it up and I was about to go to bed I saw she had pooped two pieces of poop on my bed. I took a piece of toilet paper and cleaned it up. There was a trace of the poop on the sheet, but I thought that it's on the top layer and the parasite that can be transmitted from cat poop and can be harmful for the baby will appear latest in 24H, so I can sleep and then change the sheets in the morning. 

I was going to the hairdresser and it was in the backroom of a video rental store. I was there helping the registry for a while, while waiting on my hair dresser. Then suddenly I was in a shopping mall, trying to find a lecture I was supposed to attend. I found the auditorium where the lecture was held. 

A was outside on his way, when he came in and said he's not going. I asked why and he said someone had stolen a piece of his car. When I asked what, it was the tarpaulin. So when his dad has driven him and his brother home, someone has driven by and splashed dirt on his car. And then someone had stolen some small piece so the car is not driveable. And then something about his clothes being in the car. I asked if he'd been naked yesterday if his clothes were in the car. 

I was talking with A about going to these 2 paradise places in Thailand. Monique from work was out swimming in a black bathing suite, trying to find corals. I slipped down a pretty steep rocky hill to get to the beach. I tried to find the same kind of corals. All I found was some stuck to ugly rocks. Then my sister was there and she was showing me a turtle that was clinging to a rock. Then she pulled the rock away and gave the turtle a new rock. 

I was with my sister and I think A and some others at some place with a kindergarten or home for the elderly next door. We opened our door and a pink animal (a crab or some tiny fluffy animal.. I'm not sure anymore) got out from it's box and under the door and started running around the kindergarten/elderly home. The door was unlocked so we opened it. I was watching the "animal" run around like crazy and saw a woman sitting in a rocking chair looking a bit judging at us. I said I'd just come in quietly and grab the animal, but it ran back towards me and in it's box. 

I was at a Slipknot concert and after the show I got backstage and was able to meet Sid after a long time. I asked if we could take a picture since we never did back in 2008. He was goofing around so I only got a blurry picture and I asked him to get his shit together and focus for one good picture. 

Cats, dogs and tattooed men

I had 2 really long dreams during the weekend. I can't remember everything, but here's what I do remember.

I went upstairs to our neighbor to talk about them making noise. The lady invited me to sit for a while and talk. I found out they had gotten the report from the sound measurements, and it said that the dB that acme through the walls was too high. Then her husband came home (who I can't stand). He was not happy that I was there. later there were lots of other people, and we were talking in 3 different languages, switching from one to another. I had my cats with me. The cats were playing with a third cat. Then suddenly there were a lot more cats and kittens. I was trying to sort out the noise problem and make everyone understand how impossible it is to live in a house where I can hear everything my neighbors do, while I was looking out for the cats. At one point some cats jumped out on the yard from the balcony window, and I was scared it was my cats. Luckily it was some other cats. Then some escaped trough a window, again not my cats. Then there were lots of cats and lots of dogs there in my neighbors apartment. 

Some dream about really tattooed men, dogs, a party, some flirting, some nudity (in a sexual way) and my sister. 

Full Moon

Over one week back, around full moon, I had a lot of dreams again, but had problems remembering them. I've been eating Melatonin pills before bed, and sleep like a baby for 7 h. I dream, but then have a hard time remembering things. So lately I've only been able to remember a few things, before I forget them too. Here's however what did last long enough for me to write them down:

I was working and living in my own apartment, but I was also studying and had a study apartment in this huge apartment building which was bright and light inside. My apartment was small and simple however, like just a room with a bed. I had problems finding my apartment. I was with my friend, Hannah, and we went to the 8th floor, then I realized that it was on the 7th floor. We had to look at a nameable to see where the apartment was. 

I was at work and had to sign a paper my Boss gave me (it was a she, although my Boss in real life is a he). She took my pen, so I went to the assistants room to get a new one from the drawer. A while later, my Boss came to me with my pen and said "Sorry, I think I took your pen".

It's been a while since I last had a dream about "The boy on the Bus" Matt...I had gotten a kitten from him. I soon realized some fake piece of crap jewelry was missing. I knew he had taken it. I went over to his house to get my stuff back. I broke in and thought I'd steal a kitten while I was there. I took my jewelry (which was really ugly, with orange and other colors). I then went to the kitten and I grabbed them all. I was afraid he'd figure out it was me, since I took the kittens. Later he came to my house to ask why I had taken his kittens and I told him he stole my jewelry first. He was never mad.. he was just wondering why. 

I was cleaning some really fancy car with my sister, in the shopping mall garage.We had only a few coins to had to work fast. It was still dirty when we were down to our last coin and instead of putting the settings on water my sister chose wax, and we could not change it. I thought that "oh well, maybe we can get it clean when we wax it and make it shine". However the wax got stuck in the dirt and it seemed like an impossible mission. I woke before the dream ended...


It was a clear black night and lots of snow everywhere. We were at some cabin at a party when I found out that A was going on a trip to Florida or Cali "tomorrow" (with his buddy "Spike", who I can't stand) . I was so angry at him and hurt. I was yelling at him and crying. We were outside in the cold. I just screamed at him that if he is going on the trip, then he can stay there. He has no home to come back to if he goes. He promised to go with me, and this was the 4th trip without me.. so no more. It was me or the trip.