keskiviikko 30. toukokuuta 2012

Topless partying

I had a fight with "A" yesterday, was really bad and I haven't heard from him since. As usual, when we're having problems, or he's shutting me out, putting me on "hold" and I dream about him, always some crazy dream with younger girls all over him but at the end I'm the one who's with him. So last night I dreamt that I was in a bar with my friends. There were topless girls all around and we we're in small tops too. I was partying quite a lot, but sad and mad, missing "A" so I decided to leave. I thought I'd go over to him, see if he's home. Once again, I took a weird subway/tram I don't quite know what it is (but it's also been in my dreams before). When I got to his building (which looks the same as his real building, but it's higher and has more houses attached to it than the real building has, just like it looks in all my dreams when I dream about his place) the yard was filled with drunk partying people of all ages. And here too, younger girls dressed in barely nothing and/or topless. I was scared "A" would be partying in the middle of all this, since I met some of his friends on the way, who told me he's is upstairs in his apartment, that there's a party in every apartment. I got scared and didn't know what was waiting for me. I realized the party was the housing company's spring volunteer work evening, which had just got a little out of hand. On the way I met lots of people, young, old and everyone was really drunk. When I got to "A"'s apartment, the door was open. I saw him sitting on the edge of the sofa, with his head hanging down, like he had passed out. He had 2 or 3 young blond girls hanging on him, trying to hit on him. I went inside and pushed away the bimbos, lifted his head to kiss him, but he pushed me away. He was really really drunk. He though I was some bimbo too, trying to kiss him. Next I remember was when he was lying on the kitchen floor all drunk and confused. I sat on him, struggled with his arms and tried to get him to focused. We talked some but I can't remember about what, he was just really drunk, something about us. I got a kiss from him, and then I was clearing out the apartment from all the people and we were again, together, just us, hugging.

lauantai 5. toukokuuta 2012

What a friend...

A friend of mine was coming over to take me to a party. I had totally forgot, I was already in bed so I got up, tried not to wake "A". Then my friend acted like no one else was at home, and especially not sleeping. I tried to make her see that "A" is sleeping and we need to be quiet. Suddenly some guy was at the apartment, acting all hyper and tried to steal stuff from "A" and when I told him he can't take his things he got all defensive and then said he'd leave the stuff alone. Then when I turned my back he started it again. I asked my friend who the hell that guy is and she'd better get rid of him or she can go alone to the party. She said she'll deal with him and she just kept laughing. I got so mad I started yelling to the guy that he has to leave, if he wakes "A", "A" will beat the crap out of him and then he'll be mad at me for my friends waking him. They continued and I asked my friend if she want's "A" to leave me because of what she and some idiot friend of hers are doing? She got serious for a minute. Then when I was gonna go change my clothes "A" woke. I told him I'm going to the party that I'd forgot. When I went out of the bedroom my friends idiot friend had taken his clothes off and was going to take a shower. I got so mad I opened the door and threw the guy out, with his clothes after him. My friend then came to the door and said nooo, I didn't get to see his penis. He bang on the door and to not make "A" wake I told my friend she could go with the guy, that I don't want to go anywhere with her, so I threw her out too. They left laughing, I started cleaning up the mess they had made. Then I saw them walk outside, him naked with his clothes in his arms and her all laughing and like she was in love with him. I went back to bed, sleeping beside "A".

keskiviikko 2. toukokuuta 2012

Unisex showerroom

I dreamt my gym had made one big unisex showerroom and a very open one so no way to hide from ugly fat men looking at me, so I decided I would from here on shower at home. Also the infra-sauna was more like a lounge, people sat there in their normal clothes like jeans and so on, reading books.