October 3rd: Gavin again (single mom)

I was having lunch with Sally, Gavin and some other old co-workers. I sat across the table from Gavin, having my feet close to his under the table, thinking about playing under the table. I had ordered 3 t-shirts for him, and had them at my desk (secretly). He came by my desk and said "Could I have that newspaper" (meaning the newspaper with the bag of shirts between it). I handed over the bag, and he was all "no no no" and looking around to see that no one is watching, so he could hide the bag inside the newspaper. Then when he already had the bag, I remembered that there is my address on the package.

I was walking home, and at a round-about there was one black boy (20-something) and one muslim. They both had triggers, and pushed a red button. I realised they were suicide bombers and was just waiting for there to be enough people to kill. I started running away from them, took cover from a street sign and then found a tunnel in the ground. In the tunnel there were 2 US soldiers. I told them about the bombers, and they said they know about them. Then I heard 2 loud noises, like 2 bombs went off, and then the soldiers said "the danger is over, you can go now". 

October 2nd: Travelling (single mom)

I was on a huge cargo type ship, in the middle of the night, in the middle of freezing winter. It was super beautiful, with a black sky, light blue icebergs and a dark sea. I was sitting at the edge in the front, taking pictures and sending them through WhatsApp to my parents. Then I almost slipped, and realised I have C inside, sleeping, without a lifejacket. 

I was in Greece with my mom and dad, and we all were hanging out at the pool. Then suddenly we were on the beach, where it was really shallow water for as far as you could see. I was thinking about taking pictures and posting them on Instagram, but I didn't have my phone on me. Then we noticed a snake, which we all followed, to a place where the beach was divided by a fallen tree. The other side was super dirty with garbage and pieces of trees on the beach and floating in the water.

September 29th: Shitty gig (single mom)

I was with my sister at a concert. It was a topless Russian DJ, who sucked! She was terrible, just putting on a record and then pretending to DJ. I had to go to the toilet, got a terrible diarrhoea, and luckily missed out on most of the show. When I got out of the toilet, my sister was waiting for me and told me that the show is cancelled and everyone has to leave because there is a risk that the building will collapse. Then we walked to my car.

September 28th: Someone is out to get me (single mom)

I was sitting in a jacuzzi when I heard someone say "I'm going to kill you". I got up and went to take a swim instead. I made a really nice jump, but the water was like jelly, and bouncy, so I was never able to land head first. Then I went to the sauna with the 3-4 other people I was with, when one of the people said that he/she died of lung cancer. That was what mu cough was, cancer, and I was dead. 

September 22nd: Just walking trough (single mom)

I was with an old colleague Erik, walking in to Gavins house, through his balcony. We came through he window in to their kitchen. He was home with his girlfriend. Erik was supposed to stay for dinner, but I was just walking through their house, down to the front yard, taking a shortcut to the Bus stop. 

I was visiting my old job (DB), which was like a book store. Gavin, who had partially gray hair, was super cold towards me. There was a cash register, and my old classmate Cami Funck was the cashier, and when I went to talk to her, another old classmate, Kitty, was super unkind and telling me that Cami can't talk to me because she has customers. I was then wondering where C is, and rememberder she's with Cami. I walked to Cami and C was playing with her and 2 other kids. 

September 14th: Pokemon eggs (single mom)

I was walking in the city center and there were poké syops evertwhere and I got eggs from all, and one super egg, until I had 9 which is the most you can have, and 2 was in an incubator. 

September 10th: Work starts now (single mom)

I got picked to be a web editpr but the work started that morning. I was folding laundry when the future Boss told me i got the job. I had C home and talked about 2 weeks notice to kindergarten, but my Boss said I need to start working right away. Suddenly I was at work, only a few old collegues reacted to me being there, Gavin did not even look at me. One old collegue asked whar I was doing there and I just gave a hint. Then i started wondering how I could leave C at home alone, at only 11 months and that I need to get home. I lookes at the security vamera and she had went to bed, although she actually should be in kindergarten since it was a Tuesday. It started raining inside (the fire alarm must've triggered it).

I was at a sauna with collegues and A, aupposed to go swimming. There was no privacy to shower, and I told A that I can't stand naked infront of everyone. I went to the batheoom and then realized I had forgotten my bathingsuite. 

September 7th: Running into Gavin (single mom)

I was supposed to go drop off clothes I sold, to a woman at her make-up company headquarters, but even if I knew where I was going I endes up at the company shop close by. I decided I'd look around, even if I barely use or need make-up. A's sister Sarah's friends were there and then suddenly Gavin walked in. He was suoer happy to see me, asking how I've been. I just talked about C all the time, and asked him how he was. He was just smiling and telling things are good and that he's having coffee with Sarah and her friend, Ella, who was already there, waiting with some other friends. I thought it's super weird, and got jealouse, that Gavin is having coffee with them. I acted a little distant and then he said we should have lunch someday. I thought it'd be great but probably still not happening... When I walked away, to where I was supposed to go in the first place, I was only thinking how bad I wanted him, started thinking how it'd ve to kiss him... Again... After such a long time...

September 4th: More kids (single mom)

A wanted to have another kid, even though separared. I said we can't afford it or have time and not even living together. He said he'd really love to have another with me. I started counting that it might take up to 2 years, but there's the risk that I'd get pregnant on the spot again, and/or we'd have twins. 

Aug 26th: Some crazy shit

I was going to have sex with A and my friend Jones. 

I was at a zoo with my dad, and he ws taing picures of a bear, when a lion grabbed his arm and almost ripped it apart. 

There was a lake, in the city, which was used as a parkinglot during the winter, since it was frozen solid. I wasn't sure if I should leave my car there or not.