tiistai 2. tammikuuta 2018

Jan 1-3rd, 2018: Sex

I haven't been dreaming much for the past 6 months. I've been stressed out and slept very poorly. But after a New Years Kiss, something changed, and since, I've had sex in my dreams, every night:

Jan 1st: The guy who kissed me, Newbie, on New Years Eve, was in my dreams. We were hanging out at my place. H looked at my sheets and asked when I have changed them. I told him within a week, they looked like they were just changed. He still asked if I could change them. Then I lay on his lap and he was rubbing my boobs. Then I was touching his chest and his tattoos (which he don´t have in real life) and he was looking at mine. I really needed to go to the toilet (poop) so we both went to the bathroom (separate) and cleaned up before having sex. 

Jan 2nd: I had sex with John Beaver, also a friend from the New Years party. Can't remember much more than the kissing before...

I also got an offer to come back to work. But I had my school (I'm studying to become a nurse), so I was struggling with going back or staying in school, of if it was possible to do both, since there was a risk that I'd have work 2 years and then again get laid off because of cost cuts. 

Jan 3rd: I was visiting my old job, which had moved to new premises. They had a party and I saw Gavin flirting and then kissing another old co-worker. I asked if he was like that since I left and another co-worker told me he's been sleeping around with all the girls. And that his wife (or fiancé) knows it.  I pulled him aside and asked what the hell he's doing and why he's after that nasty woman. We fought a while and then decided that we're going to go have sex. So we took a hotel room  At the respepion the lady told she only had one room left, and it's nice byt has ants in the sink. Gavin hesitated and I told him we're not going to need the kitchen so does it matter? However we got another room, and went and had great sex. Afterwards it really felt like we finally had the best sex.