Still not getting any

Crazy weird dream and I'm starting to forget things so here's what I remember:

We had some sort of a family reunion weekend that happened partially at home and partially in Austria and partially in Sweden. And to this family reunion attend half of our family, a friends family and "T". First there was just some planning. We were just us kids, at this really cool house with a pool. We had something going on with "T" and then the next thing I know, it was morning. I had totally blanked out and had no idea of what had happened. 

Something, something...

We discussed last night with "T" which led to me starting to remember something, us being in a hot tub (like a huge one) that was outside. I was stressing about what he might have thought about my body, but did not say anything. 

At some point we talked with "T" about if I'm drinking tonight and he said "I still don't know what sex with you feels like", hinting that we'd sleep together. 

Then we were at some amusement park. I think we took some train there. We wanted to go to this water slide but there was always such a long queue. One ride was this weird shut down thing, but the mechanic came and put me in a seat and said it was fine, that he's been keeping it working. During the ride I almost flew off since I had to hold on tight because the saftystrap was missing. The end of a ride was like a car wash. As the last slide we went to this other water slide thing where I got so much water in my nose I thought I'd drown. 

Walking away from the amusement park we saw a hole and 2 cameras outside this market. My sister went to look. It was a body grave, in the middle of the city. Someone had been murdered and the cops had found a scull. My sister started kicking the ground and I asked her to stop since she can get busted for interrupting police work. 

At some point when looking out the window we saw our neighbour kill another man. Later we found out the "killed" man was a cop trying to catch that neighbour guy and he'd been wearing a west so he was pretending to die. 

At the family reunion dinner we were divided into 2, due to space and language issues. So "T" was put in the downstairs dining area with the other family. A friend of mine who's pregnant came there with belly where you can already see the baby and she asked me to feel it move. I didn't feel anything because she was holding the baby in her arms. It had a really flush nose and vas really crying out of pain. She was petting it like a cat and while the baby boy got calmer, started to purr like a cat. I wanted to start drinking so that we could all get mixed up and not be divided in to 2 tables, so I could join "T". Who sometimes was "T" and sometimes was a friends cousin, but just the appearance changed, not the fact that it was "T". When I asked my dad what there was to drink he said "white wine and beer".. So nothing for me? I luckily had some drinks of my own and took 6 and my sister asked to get 5. A while later I was checking out the other group of people but "T" was there in the middle so I thought I'd get some more courage to steal him away a little bit later. 

All I got again during the dream was some dirty talking, kissing, thoughts about having sex and looks...

Roller coaster subway ride

I've started to forget bits and pieces so there's not much to tell but this is what I remember:

We were on some company business trip and about to take a subway ride. The Subway was more like a underground roller coaster and one "train" could only fit 3 people. I sat in the front, "Mike" in the middle and "Tracy" in the back. I was shit scared that we'll crash and die. The ride wsa dark, with only some red lights. At one point I was looking down at our feet and "Mike"'s feet were hugging mine, but he had no shoes. I asked him if he "won't get too cold (or was it hot?) since he's not got any shoes on". At the end of the ride we finally came to a Subway station, which looked like any normal Manhattan station. We got of and... then everything is blank. 

Underwear shopping

I was buying underwear online, for when I'd have a sexy night with "Gavin", which was sometimes soon to happen. I was imagining what fabric, color etc would look the best agains my skin and on my boobs. I wanted them to be tiny, but classy and sexy, and bring out the best in my boobs. 

I also dreamt that a woman walked by with black stripy (I can't remember if they were horizontal or vertical stripes) stockings. I was thinking that I need to buy a pair of those. Not for any sexy time, but to wear with work wear.

Buying a new apartment

I had 2 friends who were moving. One in the same building as where I live and the second in the City center. Both apartments had white walls and white or light wooden floors, double as big as my current and more rooms and space (of course)  Both had really big and cool balconies, since they where on the highest floor. I was thinking I could put a Jacuzzi there. The one in my building had a weird opening, where my friend had put a closet, so I was making plans on moving it and having that space open. That apartment also had a swirly staircase that led to the top floor with 2 bedrooms and the kitchen (and balcony). It also had a swirly staircase that led to the attic. I was wondering which to buy, since both had it's perks. The on in the same building costed 125.000 and the other 135.000 (very low). I said I'd call my banklady in the morning and take the loan. I still hadn't chosen witch I wanted to buy. Then I started thinking that what if I can't sell my apartment, then I'll have a 225.000 loan to pay, and started counting the monthly payments for an amount like that. 

Remembering dreams

I'm adding pictures to my previous dreams, dating back as far as 2-3 years ago. While reading what I've dreamt I can still see those dreams/scenarios in my head like it was last night. I remember the sceneries, the colours, the feelings, the touches and kisses... like it's all been really happening. I wonder if it's normal? I really do have a weird mind...

Play

I've been talking to a friend about our old affair and my tongue piercing. So then last night I dreamt:

Me and that guy from work were having really hot foreplay. I was playing around with his penis, giving him a hand job to warm him up. It was really intense. Then we fucked and it was great, but we didn't finish. We lay on a bed (or couch) which was in some weird room, like a really low budget cheap hotel room. I took his penis in my hands, we've been talking about my tongue piercing. I said I was going to play with him so he was watching me lick his penis, in the most tense places. Suddenly he said I had to stop since his penis was so sore. I looked at it and it was so red and sore from all the play and sex we've had. 

Motorcycles and Ethan Embry

I had this really cool dream but I can barely remember it. What I do remember was:

I had a motorcycle (I think it was white). I was driving it and it was awesome. At one point I was driving on this road with a huge dent in it and I drove around it, when a bunch of teenage girls, ugly ones, were driving past me with a moped car (the kind for invalids and old people), and laughing at me for driving like I did. Although I was a perfect driver, just dodging a dent in the road. When I'd dodged the dent I stopped and got of my bike. I was talking to my ex about the girls, since he was there too. Then I took my bike to this house, where there were lots of people (friends). Later there was a party. I had something going on with 4 guys and I did not know who to choose from. My ex, that guy from work, someone else and Ethan Embry. I had something really hot going on with Ethan. And I also was in love with my ex and that guy from work. And I wanted them all but did now know who to choose. It was a great dream, felt wonderful all the time and no drama nor weird feelings. 

This is the second time, within a week that I dream about him, and I'm always somehow in some sort of a sex or romance relationship with him.

Gunrange

I was at a gun range. I was there alone, since no one wanted to come with. There were all kinds of people there, anything from kids to really old folks. I was a bit confused that kids were there with guns. I was set up for a training session. I held my gun and asked if I was supposed to aim a bit higher or lover to where I want the bullet to hit. I asked several times but no one answered. I remember holding the gun and aiming on small things on a wall. Before I got to go shoot on the range I sat at a table, like lunch canteen in a big military hangar or prison with a lot of police men and all the people who were there to practice shooting. It was a police house which was a lot like a military base all around. I was unsure with the gun I had been given. I could not figure out how to make my gun safe so I won't shoot anyone accidentally. So while sitting at or table with my "coach" or "team leader" I accidentally touched the gun and it started making a weird noise, like it was loading and I quickly grabbed it and turned the pipe towards the ceiling, and boom there was a shot. Everyone was looking at me like I was so retard, and then they continued eating, talking and minding their own business. I asked my team leader what button to press so I won't do THAT again and she pushed down this one beige plastic button. I was thinking how damn weird my gun is.

Then I was walking around, going to get ready to shoot. There were 4 different booth like shooting areas. They looked like ski-lifts or something. In one people were queuing kind of on a some sort of a transfer belt and one girl got on to this thing that looks like that ski lift that's a stick and a plate, but in stead of begin dragged she sat on it, and swung in the air. I was a bit behind since of the episode with my gun and I ahd to hide all my stuff (keys, tablet, phone, bag), beneath someone else's things so no one would see my fancy stuff and steal it. Then I was ready to start shooting. All the areas or booths were fully lined up but my team leader put me up for the one most to the left. Just when I was ready, some guy and his kids set up a picnic right behind the small dark blue plate I was supposed to shoot. So, that area was closed. My team leader asked me to come for a ride. We drove with a Jeep (or similar) to this area which looked like a military base (but it was for cops) and I was gonna get to shoot cakes.

The dream did continue for a while longer but I can't remember what happened...

Getting peed on and shower sex

There was some over the night company thing and we were all sleeping in this big room, some on the floor, some in beds. My sister was also there (I don't know why though). I was taking a shower and then when I got to the big room and made my way over the mattresses without falling and dropping my towel I saw that guy from work. His girlfriend was there, and she was pregnant. They slept on a bed so she was looking down on me and nagging about something to "that guy" (my co-worker). I let the towel slide a bit, but not exposing too much. Then I asked someone to give me some room so I can get to my t-shirt. Before I knew it, I was laying down, getting PEED on, by my co-worker. I tried to fight it, I grabbed his penis, but he just went crazy and peed so it flew everywhere, even in my mouth, and I could taste the warm bitter pee. I told him he had to give me his towel since I need to shower, AGAIN, and mine is all in pee. Then I was back in the dark, blue tiled shower room, taking a shower, and my co-worker was with me. He was behind me, touching my body and I was touching his clean shaved firm balls. He started fucking me from behind (not ass) while we were standing there in the shower... 

Yellow moped and snowstorm

I was driving in really shitty weather with some sort of an old moped, that had a seat on the side (like a bicycle seat) and a small crane on the other. It was yellow. I was driving at night, behind a black car where my sister was, with her friends, on a way to a party. I had my sisters dog on that "spear" seat and it was covered in shitty wet snow and it was so sad. When we got to the city center my sister got out of the car at a roundabout and I tried to tell her to take her dog since it's sad. She was all about partying and got back in the car. I took the dog in my arms and carried it through the wet shitty snow, until I finally got my sister to take the dog in the car. At that point my "car" was gone. I was searching and searching and the worst was that my bag was also gone. Luckily I found my bag, untouched in the snow.. but my "car" was gone.