June 24th: Old job + Mission Impossible (pregnant)

I got my old job back (again). People were sitting in long lines, instead of teams. I was unsure what my tasks would be, because the temp, who took my place, was still working there. Me and a colleague figured I'd get my old tasks, since no one is as good as I am doing them. Besides, my colleague told me that temp only works 3 days in a week and people are not very satisfied. 

I had a true Mission Impossible dream. I was at a camp or something. I was to collect 4 briefcases, before some bad ass dudes would get to them. They were all in different rooms, in water. The second last room was like somewhere abroad, with a pirate ship. The ship broke and started to overturn so I jumped, in to the woods or something. I found the briefcase and took it with me to the next room, which was like a huge aquarium. There were whales and big fish and mermaids, with diver masks on, in the water. I was supposed to paddle the water with my hand, to make the tank/pool turn so that I could reach the briefcase. After I got it, I went to this office room, where I met Sara's friend. We tried to hide the briefcases, but they were too big, so I opened one. Inside was a big silver gun, a ninja star and some black electronic device (like an old beeper). I took the 2 of beepers from the suitcases and put them in my black fleece jacket pockets. Then I hid the pockets bu pulling my other coat on top of them fleece. Sara's friend hid the rest between a school notebook, that she had in the backpack, and then it was time to get out with the devices, without the bad guys knowing we have them. 

Past 1½ weeks (pregnant)

I had such a bad diarrhea that I did not make it to the toilet, and shit started running along my leg. 

I was at the gym, wondering what muscles to train. I was touching my body and muscles to see where I have muscles and wondering what sort of training would do. Then some woman came and said "Hi M".. and I had no idea who it was.

My old kindergarten friends, Jones', girlfriend or brother had died, and there was news about it in the paper, and I was on my way to pick up Jones. Then something about me going to the summer cabin with my grandparents. Then I was licking some girls tits, while getting ready, and there was something about sexy lingerie. Then someones dad came home, and I was away to go meet some guy. 
(WTF!?!?!)

A dream about work, where everything was a mix of my current and former workplace and co-workers. 

I was putting pieces of sticky tape with "A" and "M" on the wardrobe shelves. Then I was supposed to make a wet sandwich for my dads cat, and read him a story. 

I had the balcony windows open and my cats almost jumped out. 

Again a dream about work, where everything was a mix of my current and former workplace and co-workers. 

We were on holiday with A, somewhere like Turkey or something. We had only been out in the evening when it was dark outside. I was looking out the hotel window at these white stone houses and said to A that tomorrow, which was our last day, we have to go out while it's light outside. 

I gave my phone to A, because he was supposed to do something regarding the pictures. Then I started thinking that what if he goes through deleted photos and finds some that I don't want him to see. So I remotely emptied the deleted photos, where there actually was pictures of my boobs/bra pictures etc. that I had never sent him. 

Some sex/touching myself, nearly coming dream...

June 6th: Shower in the street (pregnant)

I was a t work, about to take a shower, when I had to do it outside, where there was some construction going on. I wasn’t naked, and stood there in the street rinsing off the shampoo from my hair. Gavin was there, all “wink wink”. I had a plastic bag with me, and the construction workers had given it to some prison guys, who I then beat up. And then there was something about shopping… 

June 4th: Travelling and an affair (pregnant)

This mornings dream was super weird!

I was with my sister at some spa or swim arena, in the showers when I wanted to go swim but she was against it. I said I'd just go real quick, so I warmed my white swimsuite in warm water and put it on. I was wondering why I've chosen white, since it might be seethrough. At some poikt Input my wallet and phone/ or keyes on a bench. Then There were my old co-workers from DB. I had something with Gavin. Others had something going on as well. Things are a bit blurry. The next I remember is having sex with this one weird guy (who I would never ever fancy or even think about in real life, gross). It was late, I was supposed to take the Bus to the airport back home (from Germany). We were having sex at a Bus stop! Then Insaw Alex walking to the Bus stop in her red pants and white jacket. I said to the guy Alex is coming. When he was done I threw the dirty condom on the ground and started walking asay. The Bus came but I had to go shower, besides the flight wasn't until 7/8/9:30 pm and it was only 5:30. I was walking theese steps (like a million) to get up to the top to my ounts house. On my was I had to check my pockets, to see that I didn't leave my wallet and stuff at the swimarena. I was also thinking how I could have sex with that guy, why I didn't just leave it at Gavin, and that I've been cheating on A, while I'm PREGNANT!! The area I walked through wasn't supposed to look like it did. It was too dirty and slum like. I got to the house and it was really messed up. I thought it doesn't look anything like it should, but it's at the same spot where it should. It had these really narrow steps so I climed up and looked at the names on the doors. Some had just soma kids drawings by the door. An old man was helping me out, since he forgot on what level his apartment was. We found his, but he followed me all the way up, to where I knew it was my ounts apartment, because there was a GANT keychain and an expensive brand scarf. I opened the door, with was like a hatch and had problems climbing in, but I got there. The woman with me (can't remeber who it was), showed me how it was supposed to be done. 

Past 2 weeks (pregnant)

I've had some dreams, but I can barely remember anything in the morning. I remember small parts the minute I wake, but unless I write them down, I've forgotten 99% when I get up. I've had at least one dream about my cats and a couple about Gavin, where he's been interested in me, again.. and not avoiding like in many dreams lately. Last night, or the night before that I had a dream about being with Gavin and then A telling he's coming home and me thinking that I was supposed to be with Gavin.. something like that.. or that now Gavin has to leave right away.. or something..

May 31st: Where's my shoes? (pregnant)

I was somewhere abroad. I gave my shoes to my dad, because they were broken and he was going to take them to a shoemaker. When I was to pick up the shoes, we could not find the place. My dad parked the car by the road and waited for us. I told my mom we should take the stairs down, but my mom wanted to take the stairs that went up. We came to a level that was just a big electronics store. I started to feel sick and asked one of the employees where the shoemaker is. She told me in German to go down stairs, then out, through a tunnel and to the right. When we got there it looked like a second hand / flee market store. The queue was super long and some girl started complaining that we should go behind her since she was there first. Then suddenly I was with A, in my sisters Bosses some house, that we had borrowed for a weekend or week. I went to lock the door, when I saw a bear take a dump on the front lawn. I went out to pick up the poop, when 3 bear cubs attacked my feet and started hanging in my clothes. I tried to get rid of them before their mommy would come back and tear me apart. When the finally all let go, when I gave some corn to them, a puma was approaching. When I went back inside, 2 cats run in. I was thinking “nooooo…. they can’t catch our cat and make babies since we already found a perfect boyfriend to her”. The cats were stray and in really bad shape, dirty and nasty, and super aggressive. I got them out of the house. Then the people we had borrowed the house from came home while we stood in the bathroom with A. A said “It’s nice that you’re you again”, meaning that I’m horny again after not being for a while now. The owner asked how long we’d be in the bathroom and we told him 2-3 minutes.

I was at the horse stables and super mad at my sister for getting everything, always. Now she’d borrowed a Porsche. I told her that I didn’t to do anything on Thursday with her!

May 6-7th: Twisted (pregnant)

The night before last I was going to the bank to get a loan, and suddenly I was at the same place for a job interview and it was a marketing/ customer survey company. There was some weirdness with the luch and it was my first day and I was supposed to work 3 months. 

Last night I dreamt about my cats having heat, and the gray one bleeding since she didn't make any babies (like a period). 

June 3rd: Ultra (pregnant)

I had a long dream about going to get an extra ultrasound check and there was all kinds of problems with getting to the actual apointment.. And at some point I was sitting on a toiletseat when 2 friends of mine (brothers) came in with their wifes and I showed the closer one that I'm pregnant. Also the toilet seat was in the middle of the nursing room with all the new borns. 

June 2nd: Left out again (pregnant)

A bunch of my friends were at Razors party and I was not invited. My sister was going though, but she did nothing to remind everyone that I had not been invited. I then messages with this other girl who asked me to come to the party. So I went down to the beach. No one treated me lika I wasn't invited becuase maybe someone had just forgot. I sat at one of the tables, had some food and red wine. Thought I can drink half a glass. My sister sat close to me. She then started talking about how much I drink and all fat/thin/drunk/unhealthy.. I had enoug. I told her she won't be a part of my babys life, and certailnly not the god mother, Sarah is enough. I got a text from that other girl saying she'd be there at half past (maybe 6,7 or 8). I still walked away. Towards me walked my friend Tony who I asked to speak with. I told him everything about how my sister is and who is she to tell em how much to drink when she drinks till a limit where she is totally embarrassing. Tony was so on my side.