An unsafe candyfactory

I can only remember small bits.. We we're going to some fancy old building and there was this weird old elevator which barely had no walls and was unstable so we all had to sit or stand still or it would tilt. There were several levels but the only one I can remember was this place where they made chocolate and we got to taste some and really ate like we haven't seen food in a week… but they were so good. Some where in a walnut shell that had yellow balloon type wrapper. Since me and my friend were sick, the guy who gave us the tour said that they have to calculate how much we owe them because of contamination. When getting back on the elevator thing, we had problems and it tilted so much that I almost fell of (and we were up at the 47th or 49th floor, so falling down would've been deadly). I decided to not take the elevator, and managed to get off. I took the star is instead, to some place that was our "home base".

Way too real

This dream felt so real that when I woke I was really confused. I can still feel how it felt when this guy held my hand and the feeling of his kiss on my cheek. AND.. I had another dream after this one, so it's been a few hours since. So well to the dream…

I was driving to this place and suddenly noticed I had taken a totally different road and thought that I'd probably would have run someone over if they were to run over the road since I can't even remember how I drove to where I was and why I had taken that road. I needed to get gas o I headed to the gas station. However I went inside this café instead. I sat there, I think I was kind of working at the same time and then I saw this co-worker guy (same as always), with his friends, outside coming in. The guy had his kid in a stroller. When they were seated, I kind of looked at him like I'm mad because of something that had happened, what he had said to me earlier. He did notice me but since he was with friends he ignored me, just gave a quick head nod hi. Then a lot of people started coming in there and that guys girlfriend with some of her friends, to check up on the kid and so on, since she was going out for a girls night. When she got in, I saw this huge (like half a million) diamond ring on her ring finger and just thought "So he is engaged, it's just like with the kid/pregnancy, won't talk about it so I don't hear about it". I was just about to leave when he came up to me and said I should come and have a look at their baby. I said "I don't want to, I'm leaving". He tried to stop me and I was really mad at him. Then he grabbed my jacket and said "You have to see the baby, it's the cutest thing". Then we got to the baby and he was so proud of it and sure it was cute and all but I just really wanted to leave. Then my ex/bf (whatever he is) came in. At this point the guy from work and his girl started screaming at each other like really fighting about who's been out drinking more and just going at it. So he grabbed me in his arms, from behind, took my hands with a butterfly grip and said something about "Yeah well maybe I'll just be with X (me) instead, since you're just yelling and I really like being with X (me)". I tried to go away but he didn't let me go. I tried not to smile but still did and then to cover the smile I tried making faces so that she'd think he's just kidding. But then he started kissing me on my neck and cheek. I said "I really don't want to come between you 2". I saw my bf/ex who was seeing all this and I left with him, and as we were walking I laughed about what had just happened and said my co-worker was acting weird and that I have nothing to do with it. We went outside and in the car and I was really annoyed at him because he wanted to have the window open (the front window) and I could not really see where I was driving and got mad and said he can drive himself then. We drove up this hill, outside what seemed like a church. There were some people outside and some going in. We were not going to the church however. When outside the car, we were walking and I saw this airplane crash (a brand that has never crashed before). And even if it was quite far away the flames and smoke reasech far and then we saw some buildings started to collapse and there was smoke coming up from the ground where we were, and it was because some underground pipes that the fire and spread and the ground was collapsing. I started thinking about what part of the city the plane hit and realised it's where that guy from work lives, and just kept thinking how I wish he wasn't at home, or anywhere close, since he was on the way back to the city. We started running and I did not know where, since it was dark and the smoke holes just got bigger and the ground was collapsing. Everywhere I ran seemed to be the wrong direction and I had to run back or to the right, so I chose to run to the right towards some really dark area with a couple of trees…  then I woke.

Just a small re-route

I was in Sweden and about to fly home. When getting in the airline there was only 4 empty seats left and I picked on in the front row, which was just right behind the cock pit, which was open so I could see everything. I saw a bunch of kids (I guess some daycare group) was closing in on the plain doors and my friends was with me and she got held back in line so I held the seat next to mine for her and hurried her quickly so the kids don't get on the plane (kind of mean :D). Our seats we're huge and comfortable and when I looked back the normal rows started 2 rows behind us, just looking like a normal airplane and fully packed with people. I remember listening to the captain speak and looked at him and got a bit insecure about the whole flight. But then we started moving and we drove the plain like it was a car, on the normal roads. People stood up and looked out the windows and were "wowd" about the house lights and things, even my friend was all "I wan't to see" and I was thinking "Geez, it's just lights and houses". When we were at the point where we should take off, the wind had gotten really bad and it was snowing. The captain announced that we're re-routed through Stuttgart (Germany) and then from there to Russia. I said "Hell no! I'm not changing a on hour flight to 2  3h flights" and then people started getting of the plane. When I got off, I wasn't with my friend anymore, I was with my ex and it wasn't Sweden, it was Amsterdam. I asked if we should just find the same hotel as last time for the night and then fly home tomorrow. The only thing he could think about was going to a Coffee Shop, and did, to the first one and I just stood there outside mad at him. Then I remember thinking that we really need to keep a low profile since my co-workers girlfriend (who was a flight attendant in the dream) had flown in and since he was there, they would be together, and I did not want to run in to them so I was looking around and kind of trying to be invisible. After a while, I realised that I had left my suitcase on the plane. My bf/ex had his back-pack with him so I got all worried about my stuff and the company laptop which was in it. So we had to go back to the airport...

Fighting over a sex affair and chasing burglars

I don't know if I had 2-3 different dreams or if they were all a part of one another. I've started to forget things but this is what I remember:

I had a sex affair with the guy from work (whom I've dreamt of before) and then I saw him going at it with another girl from work. I got so mad I was like WTF? We were somewhere, like a boat or hotel or cabins and I tried to get an answer on why he started hooking up with her after all he said to me (about how much he wan't s me and so on).

Then I was in my hotel room with my stuff and went to bed. The next day when I got to my room I found a note which said that some burglars had stolen my laptops but I should't worry since I'd still get a new company laptop for free and they left me a camera instead. I was looking at it, if it was recording or what the hell. I was then calling the police and trying to solve the whole burglar thing and the sex affair, and I was so sad and mad at that guy for fucking that other girl.

Then at some point there was this wagon type house with sells and young kids (5-15) running and someone shouting that the ones who can't find a sell is left out, and people where pushing to get in to these sells, where they were supposed to spend 1 year. I think my mom was there, but not as in she was the one who had to spend a year in a sell, just taking up one space to show that so many people can fit in one.

Then there was some boat, kind of a hotel, but it was a boat and I was feeling woozy and something about the sex affair, I had a talk or argument with him.

The last thing I remember was that I was chasing this guy I know and his 2 friends, supposed to be the burglars. Me and "A" were driving behind and we saw the burglars car slide on the side through this tunnel so when it was our turn to turn, we made a small loop to the left and slide thought he tunnel as well and then just drove after them. At one point we lost them, since we took some shortcut throughout the woods and came to that old friends place before they were there. We waited, hidden with guns for the burglars to arrive and when they did, we had guns at them, asking why they stole my stuff and that I want it back.

Ooh and at some point, might be another dream but had to do with that co-worker I supposedly had a sex affair with who I was supposedly mad at. I was in my apartment building and the elevator was token. If I wanted to go to the 4th floor it took me to the 5th, at one point the door was so jammed I had to jump out when it was possible and then at one point the elevator started going down with super speed and I was trying out different positions on how to stand when it all comes down, so that I won't get killed. 

Weirdness continues

Lately I've been seeing super weird dreams (again) but I haven't had time to write them down and I've forgotten most of the dream by the end of the day.

1. The Red Balloon
Me and my sister we're hanging out and suddenly we sat in the wooden outside toilet and my sister was holding a red balloon. I remember thinking that it's a pretty weird situation and why does my sis have a balloon? We we're waiting for someone or watching someone. When we left the toilet the balloon broke. 

2. A baby brother
My parents had a baby. They are both between 50-55 so it's not likely that they would have another baby and dad and I was walking down the hospital corridors to go see the little fellow. On our way there was a nurse (in her 50's too) who came and hugged my dad and I was thinking "seriously? another affair? AND you just had a baby with mom!". My dad pushed the woman a side and said "not here and now" and she got all whiney and pathetic and he said "I have an App for you, I'll use it later" (WTF an "App"?). When we got to the nursery a nurse brought the baby in. First of all he was wrapped in outside clothing, mostly green colors, which were heated up. Then when I saw his face I was chocked, he was Asian! It was my mom and dads, and they did not think it was weird and just something with the DNA or some but I was looking at it and thinking "that kid will be bullied in school". I was also looking at his feet and thinking he had pig feet, even though they we're like a grown mans feet but only 3cm tall). Then it (he) started talking it was not any language I've ever heard and the whole situation was just so weird. 

3. A screwed up family
I had to leave my bf, against my will, but I had to. I still love him more than anything but I had to show him that because of one thing, he's now also lost his loved one. Anyhow the dream was about me trying to make my boyfriend stop using drugs. I even told his mom and all she did was support his drug use, instead of make him stop. She had him rather take drugs than be with me. I remember screaming and crying and trying to make them understand. 

4. Mistakes
This was a long dream last night, but I can only remember a few short parts.
I was looking at my iPhone and WhatsApp messages when I saw the conversation from my (ex) bf disappear. I got really sad and mad that he'd deleted OUR conversation and asked myself if he hates me that much for leaving him. I tried to write him, but never managed to do it. Then I was in, what was supposed to be, my workplace canteen  Then there was cake, 2 different sorts of chocolate cake with frosting, some party with people from my work, and someone trying to stop me from getting to the 3:rd piece (last kind) of cake. During this whole time I was thinking about the deleted message. Then I was outside, in a big city, going (having to sneak in) to some I don't even know what it was. The guard let me and my ex in like anyone else but we had to leave our cameras (I had a system camera around my neck) but got to keep it as long as it just wasn't on my head. Then we got two pairs of mens black leather winter glows and had to wear both on top of each other. I sat in a chair behind my ex. He commented on the glows "Can get pretty warm if we have to have these on". I put my camera on the chair next to me, on the left, and in the next 2 chairs there were to Asian tourists (or something). On the front rows there we're people with violins, bass', cellos. I started talking to my ex about "Don't you ever have something you regret?" and how I regret leaving him, but I had to, but I still just want to be with him so much. And I asked why he deleted the conversation and he said "so I won't bother anyone ever again". I told him how I'd want to have the message thread in my phone so I can look at it. Then the talk got to marriage and he said he doesn't see the point because .. (some bureaucratic bullshit). Then I saw that we were sitting in a Catholic building and there was another couple on the row in front of me commenting out marriage discussion "Don't they know that we're not married?".. we we're never talking about them, we we're talking about us. I was just really sad and annoyed at my bf/ex that he did not understand to choose me over things that just makes his life miserable. Then the alarm woke me so I don't know how it would've ended.