Only bits and pieces

Lately I've been dreaming a lot but I can hardly remember anything from my dreams, later than a few seconds after waking up. Before this I had a week or two when I couldn't remember anything.  What I can remember, looking back a week or so, and last night this is what I've dreamt, in the order newest on top.

Something about trying to have sex with "A" but he said he was only thinking about taking a shower. 

I was in L.A. and looked at this map. I was trying to copy the map into my head so that I could find a bike. I started walking, I was looking for a health centre after which the bikes that were for rent would be.  I thought the centre looked quite nasty, and nothing like a hospital. I went inside and saw really sick people and tried to find someone. Then I realised it wash't a normal health centre when I saw this poster or paper on the wall/door, where it said AIDS, HEPATITIS,.... (and some other deadly disease). I went out, trying not to touch anyone too much but still a little so that no one would attack me. Outside I started walking to where I thought the bikes were, but there were none. I just ended up at the end of a road, and there was a carnival or something. I remember thinking about or having a view of the future where I had cool pictures of the booths at the carnival type of place. I started walking back, I then got some guy to join me. He was some old child movie star. He was there to help me, kinda like a "big brother" (even though he was way younger than me). Suddenly I was joking about staying there and going "Mexican". Then we found the bikes, and I could imagine the map in my head. The guy was telling me why I couldn't go "Mexican" or an illegal immigrant. However I ended up being forced to "work" for free at this mani-pedi place. When I got there, the older Thai woman who owned the place was saying my nail polish was wrong and my feet too dry, she was going to do a pedi for me, because I couldn't do customers looking like that. My toenails where painted light blue and then suddenly I had one toe red and one peach coloured and she was telling me how none match and something about the blue and red. The next thing I remember was that I was supposed to make some ornament or something and was outside. It was winter and there was snow. I was trying to find pine tree cones. I had to hit agains a tree beside a house, and it's walls so get some to fall and to not get caught by the people living there. Inside I wanted to watch a program from a tape, but the tape jammed and the VCR player made a weird noise. I only got to watch a part. It was called "Stars" and my co-worker, his girl friend and another guy and girl where in it. They were snowboarding and just hanging out. At one point the other guys girl got a bit too close to my co-worker so they filmed his girlfriend getting super jealous and mad at the end. More towards the end all of the other episode people joined and were all making flips at a pipe. Then the VCR machine made a high and loud noise so one of the Thai men who sat in the same room turned it off. 

Some woman had me wait or come inside this building. I did not follow her orders as to wait, but followed her. It was really dark, the building was like a big factory or machine room, or server room. I went trough this space between tables or shelves and saw the machine going nuts, starting to blow up parts of itself and people's working booths. I hid under a table but soon realised that it was after me. It or I said something about it not stopping before it's killed me, so I took my bag and carefully went back the same way I came in. 

I had 3 boobs. When I didn't have my bra on, I had 3 boobs. I was freaking out, how would I ever find a bra. And how would it look if I stuffed one boob in one cup and two in the other. And what would my boyfriend think and how would it look at work. Then I had my bra on, and everything looked normal, like I had only 2 boobs. 

I was at the office, printing out pictures of houses, like I was looking for a new place. "Gavin" came and asked if I was moving and I said "no, just looking". Then he came close (I sat, he stood) and I leaned on him while we were talking. Then he had to go (something about his girlfriend) and I just felt his body still on my cheek. If I remember correctly, I saw my boyfriend walking towards me (or maybe it was his girlfriend)... However what is weird is that our office, was again like a huge hall made of dark granite and we had our cubicles and small lamps with dim lights on our desks. So quite the opposite of our real office.

"Married" doesn't change anything

Haha I finally remember what dream I was supposed to write about, a dream that has been haunting my mind since I saw it. It's hilarious.

I was at work and this "Gavin" had gotten engaged suddenly, and not told anyone. How this came to my information I've forgotten. However, I then wrote him on our internal chat "congratulations" and he replied "oh thanks". Then everyone started talking about it. I was angry at him because he was getting married. Then he asked if I wanted to come and check out the place and I was hesitating and then he said "But you have to see the dress, it costed 10.400". I thought "Who the fuck pays that much for a dress and why the hell is he so excited about a DRESS!". He showed me this space in our office and told me they were getting married there (in just a few hours or days). I thought it all sounded insane. Then he said "you can come if you want". But I told him that I didn't want to and he kept saying that I should come. Then I said "Do you really think that I want to see you get married" and he said "Well it doesn't change if I get married" and I said "What? So you mean nothing will change.. yeah right" and he said "Me being married won't change anything. Things between us will still be the same" and then he stroke my cheek and was close to kissing me.