perjantai 6. tammikuuta 2012

Billionare/Trillionare

I had won the lottery. So typical freaking out when you realize you have the right line, but then on top of that when I looked at my gambling account and it said I had 86 or 68 (can't remember which) billion or trillion (LOTS of zeroes). A weird thing about the line was was that there was two number 4, one 9. The rest I can't remember but what makes the line weird is that there can't be the same number twice, but I had it and the winning line had it, and the money had already popped up on my account.

Crazy week

I haven't had time to write down my dreams from the past week, but here is what I can remember:

Tuesday:
Some knocked 4 times on my door, when I heard it I woke and it was 4:44am.
I'm not sure if the knocking was a dream or not but I think it was, since my bf usually knocks and doesn't ring the bell and we weren't sleeping together that night.


Wednesday:
I was a man, sometimes seeing the dream from my eyes, sometimes from a bystander (like whey you're watching a movie). I was dropping off my kids at some friends house, his mom and he was supposed to look after them. When there they drugged me and took the kids somewhere I couldn't see them. After a while of trying to fight it I passed out and when I woke i could hear that guy and his mom arguing. Everything was blurry but I could see the door was open so I ran out, hitting the walls almost falling all the time since I was still drugd. The guy who was supposed to be my friend noticed it and started running after me. I ran through the yard, which had this small play house on it, then suddenly I was in the woods and it was really dark, I could barely see anything. I ran as fast as I could hitting my head and face in some trees on the way. I could hear how that guy and his mom were following me. I was beat, woozy, cold, scared and hurt from hitting so many trees on the way. I found an old warehouse and hid there. I remember how I was telling my dream me (the guy who I was in my dream) that it was stupid to hide in the house, they will find me there, I should've just kept running. Then I could hear the door open and that other guy saw me and laughed and said something suggesting I'm dead. Suddenly I saw this crowbar or hook or something beside a very high cabinet and I grabbed it and on top there was my brother (my dream brother, since I don't have one) saving me. He pulled me up so the bad guy couldn't catch me, but suddenly he took this saw, electronic thin blade and started threatening me with it so I fell on the ground, tried to grab a rope but I slipped and down on the floor I could see the bad guy standing on top of me about to hit me with.. something (axe, club.. I can't remember). Then I woke up.


Thursday:  That someone was again knocking on my door. This time I got up and looked through the door eye but the lights were off in the hallway so I couldn't see who it was. The knocking continued and I went to look again. This time I could see someone was looking in from the outside through the door eye. Suddenly I had the neighbors 2 girls over and then someone knocked and the girls run to the door and I told them not to open but they wanted to go home and opened and there was this long thin blond guy trying to get in. The girls got out even if the security chain was on, and I tried to keep the man out. When I got the door closed the man stood in my living room. He said he was so thin he could fit through the hole. I asked scared and angry, shouting, why he's doing this to me and what have I done and why does he want to hurt me. He said "Right, you ... -girls always think like that" and I said I was calling the cops and then I can't remember more...



Thursday:
I was going to this shopping mall to buy a sexy nightgown that was on sale. When I got to the store it a was wine-red babydoll (not sexy at all but in my dream it was super sexy). Then a friend of mine suggested, pushed me against the wall, and wanted me to buy a pair of underwear instead. They were something a granny would put on. Like 80DD wine-red lace, see through nude tone parts.. NOT SEXY on me. I never bought anything. There is a gap between the nightgown part, something about food, might have been burgers, and then suddenly I was in a toilet and from my purse there fell a pregnancy test. I thought, "but I just took one and it was negative". So I heard a voice say "you can't trust the first so you're supposed to take a second test a few days later". So I though, fine.. I wasn't pregnant two days ago so how could I be now. The toilet was SO nasty I couldn't sit on it. I covered the seat with paper but I still couldn't sit down since there was pee water almost to the top so I saw a jar on the floor and peed standing up, on the pregnancy test. When I was finished both lines turned red and I was horrified. Then the "pregnant" line disappeared and I was so relieved. But 2 minutes later the first line appeared again and a check box where it said pregnant turned red. So it meant I was pregnant. I was terrified and was only thinking about how I would tell "A" and should I get an abortion or not what if it was my only chance to get a child but then again my whole life could be ruined because I couldn't afford a child at this point... then I woke.