Pregnant or flat tummy?

A couple of weeks ago I dreamt:

I was standing on the street, looking at myself in the mirror and noticing, that if I raise my arms my tummy looks weird, but if I stand normal, it's flat. Suddenly I stood there naked, and pregnant. Not ashamed because no one else saw me, just looking at myself wondering how I suddenly was pregnant. 

Boy on the Bus as my neighbour

I was sitting on the Bus with this tattooed guy behind me (same as in the weird party at the shopping mall dream). Suddenly this girl I know sat beside me and she knows that guy. We started talking in our mother tongue and suddenly he also spoke the same language and I started to talk with him and then we were both in the same apartment building and he was my neighbour. I was living with my sister and he with his brother and mom and I was hanging out at their place and talking things like "see you tomorrow" like we were best friends or about to start dating even if the dream wasn't sexual or one where I had feelings. Once when I was leaving their place to get to mine (which was just across the hall) he said "not that door, take the other one"...

Mushroom penises and raped by a dog

There was some huge happening at a shopping mall. I was trying to find something, it was like a treasure hunt. Suddenly it was a huge party. Partially our company party but there were other people too. This one guy who rides the same Bus as I, was one of the bouncers. I saw a friend, jumped on his back and wondered who the two girls was he was with, since none was his girlfriend. Then suddenly this guy, the Bus guys friend who is in a reality TV show was there and the Bus guy and he went out for a smoke. I followed them and met this girl who is on the same show and started hanging out with her. We decided to pair up for the treasure hunt. I saw a guy put mangos inside a sand path, in its walls and figured "great now I know where we should look". That girl I hang out with was walking on the sand path and suddenly a hole opened, where from started pouring out watermelons. They piled up so high that she was like on top of a mountain of melons and tried to get down. Then someone had a gun, inside. Then I stood with some guy at the hallway of the mall and he took out the gun and switched it to a smaller one and I was laughing at it and said it was cute, then he was about to shoot me so I ran. Some weird people grabbed me to hide me inside what was like an office in a school. They blocked the door and I had to climb in through some tiny window. The next part is disturbing. There was this big bed or something and two ugly nerdy men pulled out their penises and one looked like a tiny tiny skinny mushroom and the other short and really ugly. The were masturbating  and rubbing their dicks together and they said they always do that and it feels so nice. Then they came. And they left behind what looked like huge lines of snot. Then someone held me down and I had only a robe on, some woman pulled it open and then a black dog came and raped me. I could feel the nasty sperm all over and felt sick. I just wanted to wipe and wash it off but some guy an woman gave me just a small tissue that was already in sperm, since they tried to wipe off the worst amount first. The woman said I should just lay there. There was black nasty curly dog hair all over me, like I had a hairy man body. Then suddenly I was outside at a pool and there were 3 guys, one in shorts, one in white briefs and one naked. I could see the penis through the white briefs, because they were wet and the guy had a pretty big dick. Then the naked one, who was the guy who plays Neil Caffrey in White Collars (hot hot hot), got a boner and I shouted it out and he tried to cover it but then moved his arms and just sat there with a big boner.

Raped by a pshyco

There was some guy in my apartment who tried to rape me. First I got rid of the guy but later he was back and really forced himself on me, I fell on the floor and felt his penis trying to penetrate me. He looked like a psycho with zits, bad blond hair and was really ugly. I tried to scream but no one could hear me.

Mad because of small bonuses

This is also a while ago, but it haunts me. Again...

There was a company party. It was held somewhere at this cool big house with a terrace and sort of a jungle opening in the middle of the house and the terrace. There where tree branches clinging around the trees. Again, it was sort of a Spanish style-house. The air was hot and steamy and it was getting dark. "Gavin" was super mad because he had not gotten as big of a bonus as before. Our Boss was there too, agreeing with "Gavin" on how this year was and that it sucks that they didn't get paid "enough". I got mad because "Gavin" was so annoying, rude and mad. I went down on the terrace, took my iPhone out and put the headphones in my ears and hid behind a tree at the beginning of the forest in front of the terrace. "Gavin" walked to a tree close by and started opening his pants and started to pee. I said something like "It's just me who's here. I'm just listening to music" and then I turned my back against him. I was pretty far away, like 25 feet, but so close I could still see him very well. He didn't mind me being there at all and then I thought "Why did I turn? What the hell, I've seen his penis before" (even though I haven't but in my world of dreams I have since I've dreamt he's been running naked in a garage and so on, but I've never even then, "seen" his penis) so I turned around. He just stood there looking at me while peeing.  

You're so nice...

"Gavin" has been asking me about the coffee machine and I always tell him that I don't drink coffee. Once he wanted to serve me one from the better machine (where you have to have you own coffee buttons to put in) but I told him that I don't drink coffee, like before. So two nights ago I dreamt:

"Gavin" was waiting for a cup of coffee at our normal coffee machine. Then he went to the fridge and got a sandwich from there. He opened the package, took out all the nasty parts and left only the cheese in. Then he gave me the bread and the cup of coffee and said "He're you are since you're so nice!" and gave me a big smile. He just stood there smiling and I was thinking "Coffee.. really. I don't drink coffee, I've told him like a million times, and besides, it's from the bad machine and the sandwich was one of our free basic "on call" sandwiches". 

Love your tummy

Last night I had a bunch of weird dreams, one was when:

"A" came and hugged me from behind and started rubbing my tummy. I pulled it in and he said how he loves it, and the little bump I have and that he also likes it when it's bloated, so I filled my lungs with air to make my tummy look like I was preggers and he tried to do the same but didn't manage to make his tummy as big as mine and then we bumped our tummy's together. 

Company Party that ends in Portugal

It's a long time ago since I saw this dream but I can't get it out of my head so I have to write it down.

We had a company party. I don't know what company but I can remember just a few people that I actually work with. Suddenly  "Gavin" and I was in this big Super Markets garage, on our way to an after-party. He suddenly stripped naked and started walking these stairs, which had windows between them and the store. I was so embarrassed and thought about how I hope "A" doesn't see me with some naked guy running up and down some stairs. Then "Gavin"'s friends came and was supposed to pick us up, but I couldn't fit in the car. There was one dude already in the trunk and "Gavin" had to sit at one guys feet, like a dog. The funny part was however that it was an old, like 1940's light blue car, without a roof. It was barely drivable. They drove away and suddenly I was in the car, another, new black BMW or Audi, with "Gavin". I'm not sure anymore who was driving. We drove through some place that looked like Mexico. With sand on the road and sand colored houses. There was a tattoo shop and big ass bikers. We went up a pair of stairs of a two-story building. There was some big ass biker dude watching us when we went in to the apartment. The inside was awesome. It was this huge room, with black marble all over and big old style windows. There was a small terrace, with tree branches hanging to the floor. "Gavin" and I were suddenly in this huge bed like we'd had sex. Hugging, kissing and fooling around. Then suddenly we were on a couch and I was talking about going to Portugal. He asked if I was going there with "that guy" (meaning "A") and I was by then walking on the marble floor and laughed, "noo.. noo.. I'm going there..." (can't remember why). Then we were on the bed again, under the sheets, looking out and there was suddenly a small swimming pool. I was talking how warm and nice it would be to go swim, but "Gavin" said "Think about the water coming from (some place) and all the people walking on (a street) and spitting in it". There was then a small precinct between a rock wall and my pool where people were walking. The street name he said was something Spanish type and the house we were in was in Portugal.

Cheating boyfriend

Yesterday when I got to "A"'s I saw my deo was upside down in my sanitary basket and then he says I should change my towel since he's borrowed it. Of course I had my suspicions but I doubt any girl has been there but my head still must have thought there was since I saw 3 dreams about him cheating. One where I beat him because he had cheated on me, 1 of him dumping me after we had sex and he never told me why he dumped me and one was when he got up in the morning and I searched his bedroom and found an opened condom wrapper beneath his shelf and then I found a used condom. I never said anything to him, just picked them up and put them on his side of the bed. Then opened a drawer and found a similar unused condom. I went to the living room where he was, never said anything. Then he went to the bedroom and saw the stuff on the bed, but pretended nothing was there.

At the library

I was going to get a book from the University Library and they had renovated it. It was huge, and instead of the old way, the floors were not in letters, but in numbers and I didn't know what the old N floor was. I thought I'd see by the author but didn't know where to look. Then I came across the thought "Why am I here, I already have both books that I need". I went into the big book room and it was so high in the roof, the book shelves were fancy old big dark wooden shelves and looked like something from Harry Potter, but more modern. Then if you wanted to go upstairs, there was this pathway in the middle built of glass walls, or rails, hang-bridges and it all had a red velvet floor. I was dead scared that the hang-bridges would break since they were so far up that you might die if you fell, and then get all the shattered glass on you. At one point I hit my toes at something sharp and broke my pantyhose. I continued to walk along the path thing, and when I decided to leave I saw a small train and some mini Bus (grey and black). They were both on rails. Then I got caught on a rail and was moved forward to a place where 2 men were fixing the rails. And there at the end, were these plastic curtains, like a cold room has. When I was at the end and jumped off I ripped my pantyhose again. Then just before I went outside I caught and looked for my lighter. A man also caught and said in my own language (even if it's not this countries first language) "you shouldn't smoke". I was wondering how he knew I was looking for my lighter and noticed I had a smoke at my lips. I spit it out and then met a girl I know outside. She started talking to me and I just looked outside and thought what way I should take, what was shorter to the Bus station.I started walking and realized that I took the wrong way, the longer way. 

Brazilian

What a weird night. First I saw a dream that was super weird, I can't remember anything else than that "A"'s supposed cousin (it didn't look like her AT ALL, and she was older, like 40 in my dream) but it still was "her", the part I remember was: "A"'s cousin laying on a table, like a operating table or something similar and my mom was putting lotion on her naked body, as in a beauty salon or something. I saw she was shaved, all the way and said "Bet she's had a Brazilian since she's so smooth" and I was really jealous of her and "A", like they had something going on and I then touched her "down there" to see, and noticed how smooth it was and started thinking if I should also get one to keep "A" so he doesn't run away with his teenage sexy perky boobs and Brazilian pussy. And the weird thing is that this is NOTHING that I'd wonder about since I can't stand body hair on women (if you get the hint).

Running in the woods to a frozen hot tub

I have no idea how the dream started or everything that happened in it, there are only bits and pieces here and there and the more I think about it the more messed up it all seems. The parts I can remember: I was running in the woods, not from something, just running, with two guys who were my friends. One had a dog and I was running in the middle. My path open to this open place where as one stayed somewhere behind and one got in to some place where there were bushes like walls and a fence at the end. I was alone on a path, with a road opening in front and a bigger road going sideways in front of me. I stopped and looked if I could see my friends. Then there was this old VW van, I think it was light blue. I couldn't start it because the guy who had run to the part of the forest that had the walls had the keys. I heard voices and got scared so I hid somewhere that felt like a pile of chopped trees that had been covered with plastic. There was a small piece that I could hide behind, unless someone came from the other side. I saw these two guys kill a girl (everyone around 20-30 years old) with a rusty metal bar (the type you use inside concrete walls when building houses). Then they saw me and I was begging them to spear my life. Suddenly I was in the van with those two guys who were my friends. Suddenly there was a bump in the road and I saw the killed girl fall off the bottom of the van into the ground and there was a huge pile of blood and the dog that had been with us run to the body and started licking the blood. I asked the guys not to look but they did. And looked at me confused but I couldn't tell them anything. Next I sat in front of Facebook, watching my friends list and thinking about whether I should tell my co worker "Alfons" (not any one that's that close to me) that he should not wait for his girlfriend to come home since she's been killed. Then I was in some kind of a hotel room and we had an argument about sex with "A" and I shouted "Well maybe you should change to another pair of wet boxers"... somehow that would help him get his mood on. There was a pile of clean wet white boxers on the couch. Then the idea was to go to the hot tub, on the balcony, and beneath there were people laughing at "A" who couldn't get the ice off our hot tub. It was suddenly winter and "A" sat there with his feet in a frozen hot tub, trying to break the ice. Then we were in a Hotel lobby going somewhere and then at a techno party with some friends who I have not seen in a long time. People were getting a signature in some notebooks, which meant they was getting their VIP passes for the parties to come. When I went to the toilet I asked my friend to grab my coat, but she only took hers and I had to go get mine from the lady at the cloak room, who had made a mess of my coat and her cardigan all wrapped in each other. 

A fu**d up family

I just fell asleep on the couch and had one weird dream. I was in a big house, apparently my parents and my sister was there and some boys that I think was supposed to be my cousins or brothers. I was going back and forth all over the house. I saw my dad and he was really drunk. I said something to him and all he said back was this woman's name "Mathilda" or "Marina" or something like that. Then I saw my sister again and there was something in the house that made people eat like a big balloon of air or something that made them bloated in the face. I stopped the ghost a few times. Then I went to this room that was packed, it had only a twin bed in it and there were 4 boys in it who said "get out, this is the boys room only". The room had no door, there were just these blankets as drapes. Then the dog (not like my sisters dog, a smaller one, but it was still "her dog" swallowed a pillow that was some doings of the ghost and I got the dog pulled out of the doorway where the bubble/pillow was and tried to get inside the room where the ghost was but she did not let me in and then I closed the door so the dog could not get in. At some point I was searching for the dog again and I saw the room door was open and I can't remember if I found the dog or not... I went to look for my dad and found him outside on these stairs with some guy and my dad said that woman's name again, and asked who she is, if she's some affair of his? Then he just said her last name "Lund.." "Lind..." and he and that other guy walked away and I shouted at my dad asking if he's cheating on my mom. Then I found my mom laying on a bed that was really short, like meant for kids. I think it was "her" room. I asked if dad has an affair and why said something about him being drunk all the time again. My mom was really confusing, I barely understood anything she said. Then I got her focused and she said something about drinking and pregnant. And asked her what the hell she was talking about, asked if she was pregnant (note that my mom is 52). Then I asked about dads drinking and she said "no me, I wanted to drink more but I can't because of the pregnancy" and I asked if shes pregnant and she said "I don't know I think so" and when I said "what, are you pregnant.. To dad?" she said "No we're not together, it was .... (our old neighbors last name). I was really confused like WHAT THE HELL... "eww him, but he's so ugly. And what are you and dad divorced? How come you live together?" she was just confusing, I guess drunk too so I don't really know what the story was between everyone.

Chased by zombies

I was asleep at "A"'s when his sister came in with friends, and then his brother with his friends. Suddenly the apartment was filled with people making noise, drinking and partying. I tried to explain to them the I need to sleep, that I have to work in 2-3 hours but they didn't mind, they just kept partying. I yelled at "A" to make them go home that I want to sleep and they have no business being there since both his siblings have their own homes, that his home is not some party home they can just come and go to as they please. Then I went for a smoke and I heard bombs. "A" followed me out on the balcony and then we saw something get blown off and then we saw a bomb coming towards his house. He grabbed me into cover as the bomb came closer and finally hit his house. We felt the whole house shake and there was concrete dust everywhere. We run outside, and it was like a war zone. We run and run and tried to find a safe place. The next thing I remember was that I was in a hospital, trying to get to some palce, and therenwere these weird zombies in doctor jackets and everything was really weird. I just tried to hide from them. At some point I tried to scream as loud as I could my boyfriends name and Help but I didn't get a sound out. I was so scared. I hid behind doors, on the side of cupboards and found a room with lockers. I thought I'd hide inside a locker but there was a bunch of zombie doctors coming in to the room so I had to act fast. I saw a man come out pf one bigger locker so I went inside that one and closed the door. It was warm, like a one person steam sauna and I couln't breathe but had to stay inside so that no one could find me... Trying to breathe the thick warm air.. Then luckily my boyfriend woke me...

Little doggy

I dreamt that when I came home, "A" was at my place (He's still mad, I have not heard from him since Tuesday morning, except a 2 word message about a payment) and I got surprised since I wasn't expecting him to come to my place since he's so mad at me. He had his mom's dog with him (which didn't look anything like their dog) and the only thing I did was say "Hi" and "ooh you have "Eleanor" with you", and I petted it. "A" just stood in the hallway.. the rest is blurry.. or then that was it.. I don't know.

Topless partying

I had a fight with "A" yesterday, was really bad and I haven't heard from him since. As usual, when we're having problems, or he's shutting me out, putting me on "hold" and I dream about him, always some crazy dream with younger girls all over him but at the end I'm the one who's with him. So last night I dreamt that I was in a bar with my friends. There were topless girls all around and we we're in small tops too. I was partying quite a lot, but sad and mad, missing "A" so I decided to leave. I thought I'd go over to him, see if he's home. Once again, I took a weird subway/tram I don't quite know what it is (but it's also been in my dreams before). When I got to his building (which looks the same as his real building, but it's higher and has more houses attached to it than the real building has, just like it looks in all my dreams when I dream about his place) the yard was filled with drunk partying people of all ages. And here too, younger girls dressed in barely nothing and/or topless. I was scared "A" would be partying in the middle of all this, since I met some of his friends on the way, who told me he's is upstairs in his apartment, that there's a party in every apartment. I got scared and didn't know what was waiting for me. I realized the party was the housing company's spring volunteer work evening, which had just got a little out of hand. On the way I met lots of people, young, old and everyone was really drunk. When I got to "A"'s apartment, the door was open. I saw him sitting on the edge of the sofa, with his head hanging down, like he had passed out. He had 2 or 3 young blond girls hanging on him, trying to hit on him. I went inside and pushed away the bimbos, lifted his head to kiss him, but he pushed me away. He was really really drunk. He though I was some bimbo too, trying to kiss him. Next I remember was when he was lying on the kitchen floor all drunk and confused. I sat on him, struggled with his arms and tried to get him to focused. We talked some but I can't remember about what, he was just really drunk, something about us. I got a kiss from him, and then I was clearing out the apartment from all the people and we were again, together, just us, hugging.

What a friend...

A friend of mine was coming over to take me to a party. I had totally forgot, I was already in bed so I got up, tried not to wake "A". Then my friend acted like no one else was at home, and especially not sleeping. I tried to make her see that "A" is sleeping and we need to be quiet. Suddenly some guy was at the apartment, acting all hyper and tried to steal stuff from "A" and when I told him he can't take his things he got all defensive and then said he'd leave the stuff alone. Then when I turned my back he started it again. I asked my friend who the hell that guy is and she'd better get rid of him or she can go alone to the party. She said she'll deal with him and she just kept laughing. I got so mad I started yelling to the guy that he has to leave, if he wakes "A", "A" will beat the crap out of him and then he'll be mad at me for my friends waking him. They continued and I asked my friend if she want's "A" to leave me because of what she and some idiot friend of hers are doing? She got serious for a minute. Then when I was gonna go change my clothes "A" woke. I told him I'm going to the party that I'd forgot. When I went out of the bedroom my friends idiot friend had taken his clothes off and was going to take a shower. I got so mad I opened the door and threw the guy out, with his clothes after him. My friend then came to the door and said nooo, I didn't get to see his penis. He bang on the door and to not make "A" wake I told my friend she could go with the guy, that I don't want to go anywhere with her, so I threw her out too. They left laughing, I started cleaning up the mess they had made. Then I saw them walk outside, him naked with his clothes in his arms and her all laughing and like she was in love with him. I went back to bed, sleeping beside "A".

Unisex showerroom

I dreamt my gym had made one big unisex showerroom and a very open one so no way to hide from ugly fat men looking at me, so I decided I would from here on shower at home. Also the infra-sauna was more like a lounge, people sat there in their normal clothes like jeans and so on, reading books.

Someone's switched my brain with porrige

Lately I've been seeing alot of dreams, but I hardly rememeber anything one minute after waking up. The dreams have been long, most of them nightmare:ish and most of the time I have woken up sleeping on my back (which i never do normally). I know I have, for over a week now seen messed up dreams and I'm confused, sad, scared of my bf leaving me or feeling down when I wake. unfortunately I can't remember anything else than parts from last night, but I'll try to write down wahtever I can remember from the next night forward.

The night before last:
I had a really weird dream. Woke. Fell asleep and dreamt that I told my sister all about the dream I had before.







Last night:
First I had a dream where I was with my parents and aunt and her husband on the way to the Alps for a ski trip. Suddenly I was alone in my aunts husbands car. Driving it with summer tires on a partially snowy and icy road. Then the road became slippery, I couldn't see much. the front window was really narrow and I was staring the car with a joystick, a play station remote and hardly reaching the pedals in the front since I was sitting in the back seat. I could barely control the car. Luckily I made it to a rest stop and I told everyone I'm not driving anymore, that I'd stay where I was. Then I was with a friend and my dad, we went inside some cottage type restaurant. Then my dad said it's ok if I want to smoke since he can see I'm stressed so I bought a pack of cigarettes (I think I said the brand loud in my sleep). Then my dad started planning that we'd stay there because we could drive to 4 different ski resorts (one near our home - even though we were in a different country!!). Then me and my dad went out, were supposed to move the car and he was driving. In a downhill he lost the staring of the car and we were spinning 100 kmh down the icy road, cars and snow coming towards us. I thought I'd die, but we made it. Then we were back in the cottage, suddenly with a bunch of my friends and acquaintances. A friend of mine was dating my ex, but he still kept suggesting things to me, one friend said my boobs were huge and might it be because of "A". Then when I lay on the couch with "A" someone said something and then suddenly a chef from "A"'s work shouted some nasty thing from the kitchen. Then I woke.

The second dream was about "A" breaking up with me. It was a normal day, I think he was picking me up at work. In the car he was all quiet and then suddenly he said "This is now over". I was like "What? What's over? Us?" and he said "I can't deal with your negativity" and I said "WHAT!?!? I've been everything BUT negative lately!" and he said "Yeah well your still negative all the time". Then everything is black until I saw myself sending him a bunch of messages telling him how we've been and I've been the past weeks and that everything has been perfect and asking him what the hell? And all I got was "I can't say". Then I woke up.

Billionare/Trillionare

I had won the lottery. So typical freaking out when you realize you have the right line, but then on top of that when I looked at my gambling account and it said I had 86 or 68 (can't remember which) billion or trillion (LOTS of zeroes). A weird thing about the line was was that there was two number 4, one 9. The rest I can't remember but what makes the line weird is that there can't be the same number twice, but I had it and the winning line had it, and the money had already popped up on my account.

Crazy week

I haven't had time to write down my dreams from the past week, but here is what I can remember:

Tuesday:
Some knocked 4 times on my door, when I heard it I woke and it was 4:44am.
I'm not sure if the knocking was a dream or not but I think it was, since my bf usually knocks and doesn't ring the bell and we weren't sleeping together that night.


Wednesday:
I was a man, sometimes seeing the dream from my eyes, sometimes from a bystander (like whey you're watching a movie). I was dropping off my kids at some friends house, his mom and he was supposed to look after them. When there they drugged me and took the kids somewhere I couldn't see them. After a while of trying to fight it I passed out and when I woke i could hear that guy and his mom arguing. Everything was blurry but I could see the door was open so I ran out, hitting the walls almost falling all the time since I was still drugd. The guy who was supposed to be my friend noticed it and started running after me. I ran through the yard, which had this small play house on it, then suddenly I was in the woods and it was really dark, I could barely see anything. I ran as fast as I could hitting my head and face in some trees on the way. I could hear how that guy and his mom were following me. I was beat, woozy, cold, scared and hurt from hitting so many trees on the way. I found an old warehouse and hid there. I remember how I was telling my dream me (the guy who I was in my dream) that it was stupid to hide in the house, they will find me there, I should've just kept running. Then I could hear the door open and that other guy saw me and laughed and said something suggesting I'm dead. Suddenly I saw this crowbar or hook or something beside a very high cabinet and I grabbed it and on top there was my brother (my dream brother, since I don't have one) saving me. He pulled me up so the bad guy couldn't catch me, but suddenly he took this saw, electronic thin blade and started threatening me with it so I fell on the ground, tried to grab a rope but I slipped and down on the floor I could see the bad guy standing on top of me about to hit me with.. something (axe, club.. I can't remember). Then I woke up.


Thursday:  That someone was again knocking on my door. This time I got up and looked through the door eye but the lights were off in the hallway so I couldn't see who it was. The knocking continued and I went to look again. This time I could see someone was looking in from the outside through the door eye. Suddenly I had the neighbors 2 girls over and then someone knocked and the girls run to the door and I told them not to open but they wanted to go home and opened and there was this long thin blond guy trying to get in. The girls got out even if the security chain was on, and I tried to keep the man out. When I got the door closed the man stood in my living room. He said he was so thin he could fit through the hole. I asked scared and angry, shouting, why he's doing this to me and what have I done and why does he want to hurt me. He said "Right, you ... -girls always think like that" and I said I was calling the cops and then I can't remember more...



Thursday:
I was going to this shopping mall to buy a sexy nightgown that was on sale. When I got to the store it a was wine-red babydoll (not sexy at all but in my dream it was super sexy). Then a friend of mine suggested, pushed me against the wall, and wanted me to buy a pair of underwear instead. They were something a granny would put on. Like 80DD wine-red lace, see through nude tone parts.. NOT SEXY on me. I never bought anything. There is a gap between the nightgown part, something about food, might have been burgers, and then suddenly I was in a toilet and from my purse there fell a pregnancy test. I thought, "but I just took one and it was negative". So I heard a voice say "you can't trust the first so you're supposed to take a second test a few days later". So I though, fine.. I wasn't pregnant two days ago so how could I be now. The toilet was SO nasty I couldn't sit on it. I covered the seat with paper but I still couldn't sit down since there was pee water almost to the top so I saw a jar on the floor and peed standing up, on the pregnancy test. When I was finished both lines turned red and I was horrified. Then the "pregnant" line disappeared and I was so relieved. But 2 minutes later the first line appeared again and a check box where it said pregnant turned red. So it meant I was pregnant. I was terrified and was only thinking about how I would tell "A" and should I get an abortion or not what if it was my only chance to get a child but then again my whole life could be ruined because I couldn't afford a child at this point... then I woke.