April 6th: Sleepover and flowers (pregnant)

I was at this huge house with my 2 friends Hannah or Heidi (let's call her H since I can't remember which one it was), but there was also my sisters Boss' whole family. Then there was this guy. The guy, H and I were all in the bathroom, and he asked if we could hug, naked. Then he got a boner while hugging me. Then I needed to pee, and H wanted to hug him, but he didn't really want to. Then we all went out, on the street. It turned out that the guy was only 17, and I asked when he's turning 18, and he said "the 5th".. ("Phew" I though). Then I bought some orchids, that were meant for A's sister and Niccy. I got big and small fuchsia or lilac colored and white ones. Then I thought about how cool it will be for my sister so see all the orchids bloom, because we are there (somewhere abroad)  already in the spring (May). I then came to a hotel, where I showed A's sister and Niccy the flowers I bought, but there were also a bunch of people from my elementary school class, and they were all yelling "Heeeey!". A's sister was going to go buy more orchids, because I've bought ones that were just one flower on one branch. Then I was outside, on a balcony with the guy, and it was like he was A, but just not, and younger. 

Then I had a dream about my friend Tony talking that his girlfriend is coming home in 2 days, and he finally gets to see some boobs. 

April 2nd: Boating and an ultrasound (pregnant)

I was boating in May, and it was as warm as it's normally in July. Then I saw only baby pink and then I went to the doctor, for a 3D ultrasound. Everything was good with the baby, no Down's Syndrome. then the baby turned and opened it's eyes and looked right at us. 

March 27th: Grocery shopping & Miami (pregnant)

I was in the grocery store with my sister, and a soda bottle fell on the floor. Immediately a snot nosed 18-year old security guard came and asked if I was asked if I was going to order someone to collect it, or will I throw it myself. Then we were at a market-place and bought lettuce etc., but I did not have cash, so I had to go withdraw some. When I paid, everything I had bought was all mashed up in my bag. Then I bought some honey melon.

We were on holiday in Miami, on a gig/show, and A's cousin Niccy flashed her boobs at A every time he got close to her. On the last day, my sister and I almost forgot that we had a flight back home, so we did a one last quick road trip in a hurry and snapped a lot of pictures (since we hadn't taken any). Then something about 2 sisters, or half sisters, who were in love, and their underwater date. The woman's mom then went something on about shit and when he was giving in.. something about him then being gone, under her grave, in some dungeon. 

March 26th: My old working place and Extreme living (pregnant)

I was at my old job and I saw Gavin sit in the new Boss' room, and he never even said hi to me nor looked at me, he was just super cold. Our old Executive Assistant was on her way to the dentist, because half of her tooth had broke. Then I was talking to Erik. I tried to get Gavin's attention, but he had left.. the rest is way too blurry..

Something about jumping out of a helicopter/armored car, but I said we can't jump out on asphalt without a helmet. I was really horny and tried to come, while something about a helicopter and picking up my sisters boyfriend, who was living in the house where my grandparents live. He had cancer and was supposed to get to the hospital to get more medicine. We were to take his motorcycle/ scooter with us, so that he could drive home himself and not wait for my mom and dad to pick him up with a car. 

March 18th: Fucked up dating and Gavin again (pregnant)

My sister was dating my "Tinder ex", Danny, although her boyfriend T was with us the whole time. We were driving and I was steering A's red Audi, and he got really pissed off. Then we stopped and I found my sister and her best friend at Danny's and my sister was drunk and fooling around naked, so I got super mad at her for being a total idiot, Danny for dating my sister and A for wanting to stay at the party, because his friend P was also there. Before that we were all driving around with mom and dad, and were supposed to eat something, when it was raining a lot, until it stopped and then it was super nice and sunny, middle of the summer. 

We were supposed to have a showing of our flat, so I was cleaning my desk at work, which was in the same space as A's garage. I was however working with Gavin and Tara. Tara was pregnant, and had a really weird thin pouting tummy and super fat cheeks. I was wondering about how to tell them that both of the girls in our team is pregnant. And how would Gavin take it. He was again looking at me, with that far angry look. 

March 15th: Nasty weed smokers and shopping (pregnant)

Me an my sis were walking to the city where you go by boat to A's summer cabin. We had to go by sea, so then we had to swim. Our friend Sebastian had a tiny row boat that he was hanging out in, next to us, while we were swimming. I found a lot of junk in the reed, at the edges of the harbor canal. I wanted Sebastian to take a kids tricycle in his boat, for my kid, so I had to tell him that I'm pregnant. I was thinking that I should probably be at home. So then when I was home, A was supposed to go to his grandparents house, and he'd already rolled up a vanilla joint, so I got really mad at him and started hitting him and throw his clothes and yell at him that he was supposed to quit before the baby comes, and this way he's never even going to see the baby. He didn't listen at all, and then his friend P was there and A lit up the joint. I had to open all doors and windows, to not inhale any of the smoke. Our cats where there, really close to me and happy that I was home. Outside it was sunny and nice. Then suddenly some other A's really nasty smoking buddies were there, who started smoking inside. I started yelling at them "Don't you get that I'm pregnant and A's never going to see his kid because he can't quit smoking!!". Everyone just continued smoking, and I tried not to inhale, but still did some. Then A's super nasty friend, Sini (or something like that) with her boyfriends to our bedroom to have sex in our bed. I started pulling people by their hair and yelled to everyone to "GET THE FUCK OUT!!!" and continued hitting A. 

I was shopping for clothes. I tried on this lovely blouse, but my back was killing me. I thought I'd get another size, and while at it, a bunch of other clothes to try on. While I was in the fitting booth, there was 2 other girls, looking over the drape, using my mirror. The sales person didn't think the blouse fit, so I got another one. While I was away, someone had taken my booth, and I was thinking about asking if I could have my clothes, I was yet to try on, so that they are not in her way. Outside there was the sister to the person who was in my booth, and her son. The baby boy was smiling at me, so I went over to tickle his feet. 

March 13th: Monkey (pregnant)

I was about to get on the Bus, when I saw a monkey run across the street. I stepped out of the Bus because I wanted to save it. It jumped in a birds nest that lay on the ground. Just when I was next to it, the monkey ran in to the woods. I went after, and met my grandpas wife, who was out with a dog. We went together to have a look if the nest was the monkeys, but it was some kind of a hoax, for celebrities, but there wasn't supposed to be any real animals, only a fake one. But still, the monkey we saw was real... 

March 3rd: Boating (pregnant)

I was out boating in the middle of the winter, with super speed, and it was so cool. Then we went trough a shallow point, where people were laying on the beach sun bathing, and suddenly it was summer. I said to my sister that we've been there as kids, and that we need to get a boat, or walk there if it gets so shallow that we can walk. Then it became cold again and we were supposed to train to save a boy, and how to help if someone has hypothermia, or how to avoid getting it. Then we went super fast again, through a big ocean. Then we unpacked the boat, and someone said there is a chapel in the boat, and I said to Anton "this could be the boat where we get married". Then I found a Race Marine jacket and thought that it must be Gavins. I then was about to go off the boat, and Gavin and two others walked next to me, even though Gavin had avoided me the whole boat trip. They were on their way to this karaoke bar to have a few beers, since Gavin had fought with his girlfriend about the furniture in their living room. He was quite open about us hooking up, and I was wondering if he can see my baby belly, even though I'd tell him that the child is dead (as I thought it was at this point, since the doctor had not been able to find the fetus). Then I was in a hurry when I looked at the time, since I was on my way to an ultra sound. It was a really short straight walk, but I was like I was in another city, with lots of long stairs, colorful houses and I had to crawl under a door, in some nasty hobo district, so that my lips touched the ground and I was grossed, and I was at least 10 minutes late at that point. 

Feb 25th: Gavin and other weird stuff (pregnant)

I was at some public toilet when I saw Gavin talk to someone, and I hoped he'd notice me. He noticed me and came and asked "How are you?" (with a little wink in his eye), so I showed him that I'm pregnant. He didn't have the chance to say anything before Erik and and a few other old colleagues came to say hi. 

I sat with a cafe in the part of the city where my grandparents live. There was some really nasty hobo, and some old lady who said "Oh if you would revenge against people by telling others everything you know. I was texting with Nilla to come to the city center, where I then went. In the city center my cellphone battery was almost empty, the weather was super nice, and we were talking about me going sailing on the "words largest sailing boat" that was 17 something in length.

Something light blue... 

Feb 24th: A friends birhday (pregnant)

My friend Max had his birthday out in the woods. It was summer, warm and sunny. The woods were filled with pine trees, and big sand dunes. My sister only cared about the guys, and was all about doing everything for the party, even though I was supposed to. She kind of took over the whole thing and credit for everything. She didn't even invite me, who's been friends with Max longer. At the same time my grandma was in the hospital, and mom went over to check that she's eating. Later it was mom who was sick, but was out, around the hoods were the party was. My sister suddenly had a big baby belly. I was jealously looking at the party crowd. I walked past, to the back of a grocery store, where I met with Max's girlfriend. She was being painted to look like she's been murdered, and said she'd rather just had a simple theme, like "light blue", than a masquerade, but it was my sister who had changed the theme. I was spying on the party, and when I saw the cake on a sand road, I got so angry that I hit my fists in it and threw it in a puddle. Then there was something about some "bad guys", and we hid under a rock, which then grew huge and we were floating out in space in it. 

Feb 23: Crazy dreams (pregnant)

Something about going to the sauna, at someones house, and borrowing a towel. 

Something about my ex "Nick" and his apartment, but Nick was kind of a mix of Nick and A. 

My old schoolmate Jen and my friend Caroline were performing, with a song. Then some crazy person started to attack people by injecting nerve toxic in to them, so they got paralyzed. We were running for our lives. Some toxic stuff flew on me, but we got away, and then I threw two water bottles to distract him. I tried to hide under a shelf, but I didn't fit since my ass was too big, so I hid on a pile of boxes and a sofa. The crazy man found me, but we got him and injected him with all the syringes and poured a bottle of thyroxin and water down his throat. He just got more crazy and came after us. He started throwing toilet seats at us and we started hitting him with baseboards. Then i noticed baby pink baseboards and lamp shades in a room, and thought "that's what I want when we renovate our apartment". Then suddenly we were at someones house. The man was also there, though he didn't look the same. He slept on a sofa with a snoring machine, and said "well at least I got this one, she's promised me that I can sleep in the bed if I have the machine". We girls were in a toilet, talking about the woman's pregnancy and ovulation tests, while she was talking about pillows (which meant positive pregnancy tests) and then the next day about negative tests and that sperms give a positive test and the ovulation is 3 times within a few days, that soon she'll have eggs "all over" and showed with her hand around her body, including her armpits.  

Catching up on old dreams

Again I've been too busy to write down the dreams to the blog, so here I go, from the end of Feb until last night.