sunnuntai 19. elokuuta 2012

Cheating boyfriend

Yesterday when I got to "A"'s I saw my deo was upside down in my sanitary basket and then he says I should change my towel since he's borrowed it. Of course I had my suspicions but I doubt any girl has been there but my head still must have thought there was since I saw 3 dreams about him cheating. One where I beat him because he had cheated on me, 1 of him dumping me after we had sex and he never told me why he dumped me and one was when he got up in the morning and I searched his bedroom and found an opened condom wrapper beneath his shelf and then I found a used condom. I never said anything to him, just picked them up and put them on his side of the bed. Then opened a drawer and found a similar unused condom. I went to the living room where he was, never said anything. Then he went to the bedroom and saw the stuff on the bed, but pretended nothing was there.

keskiviikko 15. elokuuta 2012

At the library

I was going to get a book from the University Library and they had renovated it. It was huge, and instead of the old way, the floors were not in letters, but in numbers and I didn't know what the old N floor was. I thought I'd see by the author but didn't know where to look. Then I came across the thought "Why am I here, I already have both books that I need". I went into the big book room and it was so high in the roof, the book shelves were fancy old big dark wooden shelves and looked like something from Harry Potter, but more modern. Then if you wanted to go upstairs, there was this pathway in the middle built of glass walls, or rails, hang-bridges and it all had a red velvet floor. I was dead scared that the hang-bridges would break since they were so far up that you might die if you fell, and then get all the shattered glass on you. At one point I hit my toes at something sharp and broke my pantyhose. I continued to walk along the path thing, and when I decided to leave I saw a small train and some mini Bus (grey and black). They were both on rails. Then I got caught on a rail and was moved forward to a place where 2 men were fixing the rails. And there at the end, were these plastic curtains, like a cold room has. When I was at the end and jumped off I ripped my pantyhose again. Then just before I went outside I caught and looked for my lighter. A man also caught and said in my own language (even if it's not this countries first language) "you shouldn't smoke". I was wondering how he knew I was looking for my lighter and noticed I had a smoke at my lips. I spit it out and then met a girl I know outside. She started talking to me and I just looked outside and thought what way I should take, what was shorter to the Bus station.I started walking and realized that I took the wrong way, the longer way. 

Brazilian

What a weird night. First I saw a dream that was super weird, I can't remember anything else than that "A"'s supposed cousin (it didn't look like her AT ALL, and she was older, like 40 in my dream) but it still was "her", the part I remember was: "A"'s cousin laying on a table, like a operating table or something similar and my mom was putting lotion on her naked body, as in a beauty salon or something. I saw she was shaved, all the way and said "Bet she's had a Brazilian since she's so smooth" and I was really jealous of her and "A", like they had something going on and I then touched her "down there" to see, and noticed how smooth it was and started thinking if I should also get one to keep "A" so he doesn't run away with his teenage sexy perky boobs and Brazilian pussy. And the weird thing is that this is NOTHING that I'd wonder about since I can't stand body hair on women (if you get the hint).

maanantai 6. elokuuta 2012

Running in the woods to a frozen hot tub

I have no idea how the dream started or everything that happened in it, there are only bits and pieces here and there and the more I think about it the more messed up it all seems. The parts I can remember: I was running in the woods, not from something, just running, with two guys who were my friends. One had a dog and I was running in the middle. My path open to this open place where as one stayed somewhere behind and one got in to some place where there were bushes like walls and a fence at the end. I was alone on a path, with a road opening in front and a bigger road going sideways in front of me. I stopped and looked if I could see my friends. Then there was this old VW van, I think it was light blue. I couldn't start it because the guy who had run to the part of the forest that had the walls had the keys. I heard voices and got scared so I hid somewhere that felt like a pile of chopped trees that had been covered with plastic. There was a small piece that I could hide behind, unless someone came from the other side. I saw these two guys kill a girl (everyone around 20-30 years old) with a rusty metal bar (the type you use inside concrete walls when building houses). Then they saw me and I was begging them to spear my life. Suddenly I was in the van with those two guys who were my friends. Suddenly there was a bump in the road and I saw the killed girl fall off the bottom of the van into the ground and there was a huge pile of blood and the dog that had been with us run to the body and started licking the blood. I asked the guys not to look but they did. And looked at me confused but I couldn't tell them anything. Next I sat in front of Facebook, watching my friends list and thinking about whether I should tell my co worker "Alfons" (not any one that's that close to me) that he should not wait for his girlfriend to come home since she's been killed. Then I was in some kind of a hotel room and we had an argument about sex with "A" and I shouted "Well maybe you should change to another pair of wet boxers"... somehow that would help him get his mood on. There was a pile of clean wet white boxers on the couch. Then the idea was to go to the hot tub, on the balcony, and beneath there were people laughing at "A" who couldn't get the ice off our hot tub. It was suddenly winter and "A" sat there with his feet in a frozen hot tub, trying to break the ice. Then we were in a Hotel lobby going somewhere and then at a techno party with some friends who I have not seen in a long time. People were getting a signature in some notebooks, which meant they was getting their VIP passes for the parties to come. When I went to the toilet I asked my friend to grab my coat, but she only took hers and I had to go get mine from the lady at the cloak room, who had made a mess of my coat and her cardigan all wrapped in each other.