Someone's switched my brain with porrige

Lately I've been seeing alot of dreams, but I hardly rememeber anything one minute after waking up. The dreams have been long, most of them nightmare:ish and most of the time I have woken up sleeping on my back (which i never do normally). I know I have, for over a week now seen messed up dreams and I'm confused, sad, scared of my bf leaving me or feeling down when I wake. unfortunately I can't remember anything else than parts from last night, but I'll try to write down wahtever I can remember from the next night forward.

The night before last:
I had a really weird dream. Woke. Fell asleep and dreamt that I told my sister all about the dream I had before.







Last night:
First I had a dream where I was with my parents and aunt and her husband on the way to the Alps for a ski trip. Suddenly I was alone in my aunts husbands car. Driving it with summer tires on a partially snowy and icy road. Then the road became slippery, I couldn't see much. the front window was really narrow and I was staring the car with a joystick, a play station remote and hardly reaching the pedals in the front since I was sitting in the back seat. I could barely control the car. Luckily I made it to a rest stop and I told everyone I'm not driving anymore, that I'd stay where I was. Then I was with a friend and my dad, we went inside some cottage type restaurant. Then my dad said it's ok if I want to smoke since he can see I'm stressed so I bought a pack of cigarettes (I think I said the brand loud in my sleep). Then my dad started planning that we'd stay there because we could drive to 4 different ski resorts (one near our home - even though we were in a different country!!). Then me and my dad went out, were supposed to move the car and he was driving. In a downhill he lost the staring of the car and we were spinning 100 kmh down the icy road, cars and snow coming towards us. I thought I'd die, but we made it. Then we were back in the cottage, suddenly with a bunch of my friends and acquaintances. A friend of mine was dating my ex, but he still kept suggesting things to me, one friend said my boobs were huge and might it be because of "A". Then when I lay on the couch with "A" someone said something and then suddenly a chef from "A"'s work shouted some nasty thing from the kitchen. Then I woke.

The second dream was about "A" breaking up with me. It was a normal day, I think he was picking me up at work. In the car he was all quiet and then suddenly he said "This is now over". I was like "What? What's over? Us?" and he said "I can't deal with your negativity" and I said "WHAT!?!? I've been everything BUT negative lately!" and he said "Yeah well your still negative all the time". Then everything is black until I saw myself sending him a bunch of messages telling him how we've been and I've been the past weeks and that everything has been perfect and asking him what the hell? And all I got was "I can't say". Then I woke up.