Archipelago

I was somewhere in the archipelago. I was looking at this one place on the map and then me and my ex's cousin Nico were in a boat. We were looking at the scenery and I saw this beach. I said to Nico that we have to go there in the summer  and thought to myself "so that I'll get to take nice pictures to put up in Instagram, for "D" to see that I have a life". 

Kittens

I was watching over 6 kittens, who suddenly became 7 kittens, and a Doberman. I was protecting the kittens from the dog, even though it didn't seem to want to harm them, but I didn't trust the dog. 

Meeting the family

I was at "D"'s place and he was on the phone. He said "yeah, we'll be there". After the call I was wondering what..? And he said "We're going to my grandmas to eat, and mom and .. will be there". I was confused. "D" then said that "Everyone want's to know who [my name] is".

Metallica concert

I was going to a Metallica concert and I got 3 free tickets. Suddenly I had 6 of them. The announced the seat and the name of the person having that seat. When it came to me they gave a seat and then said "no wait, there's some mix up here. You're supposed to stand where the dogs are". I was thinking "what? stand? dogs?". The whole venue was like an airport with restaurants and shops and these gift boxes with I think a piece of chocolate cake in them. I was hungry and looking for food and thought that at least I'd have the cake but I really want some salty food before that.

Spooky attacking shadows and wolfes

I was in some dark place. Sometimes it felt like I was there myself and sometimes like I was watching what was going on from a TV. It was dark, spooky, freaky, night, moist.. Sometimes my sister was there. I picked up food from some Chinese/Thai place and walked around with the box with food in my pocket. I was supposed to eat with some girl (also Chinese/Thai). We were outside the place where I got my food and I asked her to get her own. I got Chow Mein Chicken. I think she though I'd give some of mien to her, but I knew it was going to be so good that I did not want to share any. Suddenly my food box was pen and there was a box of matches on the lid. Then there were these shadows, that first appeared on the walls and then attacked people. I was never attacked, nor that afraid of them. Not sure if I was just watching a huge TV or if they were "real". Then I was in some what seemed like an abandoned buildings dark wet corridor and a bunch of wolves were running towards me, or past me, and then one of them started attacking the others. They were all sort of humans, that just looked like gray, white, black colored wolves. The one that started attacking them, slowly turned her face from wolf to a "hexenbeast" to a woman, who was looking and growling at me.

Instagramming again

Gavin and "D" had started following the same person on Instagram. 

Sex

The night before last:

I had sex with "D". Just normal sex, like we do it in real life. We fucked, normally, me on top, and I was teasing him by playing with his nipples. Then he told me he was close to coming so I got off him, wiped his dick and gave him head, carefully though starting by kissing him from his nipples down going down to his balls and then up along the shaft, trying not to "taste myself" at any point. He was moaning and making his smiling "it feels so good" face and then I got back "on the saddle". 

The weird thing about this dream was that everything, except the room and bed, was exactly like it is in real life.

Stressful weird dreams continues

For the past 2 nights I've seen really stressful dreams again. I can't remember the dreams from the night before last, but last night I had a couple - three dreams, which are mostly a blur by now but I can remember this:

Some fat around 45-year-old guy had a cut in his head and a tick in the cut. I tried to avoid him like he could somehow transfer the tick on to me. I was really grossed out and stressed about the tick.

I was at "D"'s place cleaning his bedroom (it didn't look anything like his bedroom but in my dream it was). There were clothes everywhere and I was starting with putting dirty clothes in piles, one for dirty sheets, one with dirty clothes and another with sheets or such. At some point one of his sisters came in the room and we talked about something. I also found some new, new orange socks that I put in to a bundle and on a shelf or in a basket.


I was sitting in a group of people, next to "D", and I think my sister was there. I was talking about how I could never date a guy who's fat and bald, and how things change when you actually meet a man who's not perfectly trained, rather chubby, and who's loosing his hair. "D" looked at me a bit disappointed and hurt, but I tried to correct myself saying how I meant that that's what I thought before, and I've changed, that those sort of things don't matter anymore.

The peach dress

I had my peach colored H&M lacy dress on. I was going to work and/or I was at work. I had problems with how the dress fit and sometimes problems with my ass showing. I was thinking about Gavin and "D" from time to time and about the dress and my problems with how it fit. 

There's a man in your room

Last night, quite early after I had fallen asleep I had a dream. I was sleeping and someone said "There is a man standing in your room". I opened my eyes and might have seen a shadow, but thought to myself "It's just a dream". 

Cats & Cops

During the weekend I've had dreams about cops and cats. I can't remember details anymore, but it's been mostly stressful dreams e.g. where I have to do a breath test while driving, one of my cats (new or the old one living at my parents) not obeying me or slipping out and I have to chase it and try and catch it, or some other similar "stressful" situation with a cop or cat. Although, the dreams has never had both at the same time. It's been about the cat or cops.

Only a few dreams during the past few weeks

I've only had a few dreams (that I can remember something off when I wake). I've seen 2 dreams about my cat. One where she was running outside, mostly following me around, like a dog, without a leash and sometimes she was on a leash. I also had another dream about her but that's all I know.

Then a couple of dreams have been about my job. Since I'm leaving my mind is playing tricks with me about it. One dream was about our marketing material folders. I was getting some from the cupboard and it was really messy. The later one was me geting laid off and some guy getting hired in my place, even though no one was supposed to take my place, which was the whole idea in me leaving. I wasn't getting fired so they were not supposed to hire anyone, and if they needed me back they should've hired me back. I was really angry yelling at people. 

I haven't had any nice dreams about me lately. I've wanted to see Gavin in my dreams, but haven't (so that I'd remember). Last night then (after I yesterday sent D (the guy I've been "seeing" for 7 weeks now) a message asking if he wanted to join me on this trip or not since he said he also wanted to travel to the same destination) I dreamt I got a message where he wrote "Hi, I think it's better to be single and fool around a lot for a while....". I've forgotten the end. I remembered it 10 minutes ago but, well it's gone. Normally the first thing I do when I wake is check my phone but I haven't dared to.