Last night I was in some poolarea on a party late at night with my friends, wore a green bikini and was hugged by my friend L. We were close but it was just as friends. He has a way of hugging very passionately, so one girl said to me "looks like you want more, you know he's taken, right? so you're basically cheating". I won't lie, the touch and hugs felt good, but for real, he's not the one I want, it's M..
I've also had several dreams of me being in a hospital for practice and even though I try my best, my teacher is not satisfied. I've had to watch over a patient after surgery, who was still covered in blood all over, and help in daily stuff, having everyone mad at me for not helping. Last night it was my first day again and we were sitting in a room waiting to be picked up by our supervisors, and one guy had forgot to bring toothpaste so he got shower duty, as a punishment. And I was put in the wrong waiting-room with another girl.
