perjantai 19. huhtikuuta 2013

A dream that doesn't make any sense

"A" and I were walking the streets at 4-5am and I heard a man "N" from work across the street. He and his husband were harassed by some weirdo. I wanted to just continue walking but my boyfriend then had to go talk to them and asked if they knew if the crazy guy sells any drugs, e.g. weed. I looked at "A" so angry. The guy looked at me and then said he has no idea, never seen the crazy guy before. We continued walking and I gave "A" such a lecture about what was he thinking, that now that guy will tell everyone at work what "A" asked him, and even though I don't use any it will still get me in trouble because everyone will think that it was for us and not just "A". We got to this weird dark place, like an old school or warehouse. People were selling clothes and stuff, like a street sale or second hand sale. Then I saw "Gavin". He was walking towards us, in weird clothes (quite fitted sand brown "man" pants, a belt and a white t-shirt tucked in his pants (nothing he'd ever normally wear)). I tried to hide away and he looked as he saw me but just walked pass me, until our paths crossed in a way that I couldn't ignore him. I introduced "A" to him  and said "and you remember "blabla"" (they've met once in real life). Then that crazy guy showed up and came talking to "Gavin" and said "guess what just happened, I totally freaked out some people". He had been pretending to be a crazy person. And this guy was "Gavins" friend. Then he said something like he'd heard some guy had been asking if he had drugs to sell and "how crazy is that?". I was so mad at "A". Later it was like "Gavin" was drunk, in the beginning of the dream he was sober and a bit ignorant towards me. Everyone else left somewhere and I stood there alone with him. He asked if I wanted to (can't remember if it was a game or try out something or what he asked). There was an empty circle around me, like everyone else just kept walking but far away. "Gavin" stood there circling me and every now and then kissed me, for different amount of time. I had to keep my eyes open to look out for anyone who could see (e.g. "A"). "Gavin" just kept doing this until everyone started to come back. Later I saw him doing weird stuff, I was thinking if he's going to get a tan but it was a copy machine that was upside down somehow. He and this woman (same age as me, so well young woman) started to take copies of themselves, face and so on, and kissing to get kissing pictures. I though he's just drunk and that's why he kissed me, if he's kissing her too. When we got the pictures (they were in a ribbonlike photo paper style) the other woman nearly tried to rip them from my hands (she normally always interrupts and takes over if I'm talking about something, she thinks she's smarter and better just because she makes more money...  From there the dream continued with me holding a bike and I had to walk some weird road to get home and I thought I'd cut but ended up at someones yard. There were 3 or 4 men soaking in a hot tub and the host sipping beer in his sun chair. He said I'm not allowed to cut through and I explained that I'm lost and somehow I ended up staying there for a while and my sister and some of her friends came there too. Then suddenly when the water drew backwards after the waves I saw some letters and numbers in the water (sand/bottom). They where white, army style (damn that I can't remember what the combination was, started with a U or R). I asked what it was at the same time as I saw this huge army ship approaching. The guy who lived there said it was a sign for the navy boats to see where to "park". There where more ships coming in and a lot of talk with the girls was happening at the same time. I was trying to take pictures of the boats and such. Inside the house I saw "Gavin". He looked at me like he sometimes looks at me at work (makes me wonder why he looks (since you don't if you're not intentionally wanting to see that person) especially since he said (not that drunk yet) "I do like you" (like, like like, not like "she's nice/cool")). He was doing something over a table and I was asking (referring to the kisses he gave me) if he remembers. At first he pretended (or played me?) he didn't and then turned it in to another game, something about "trying it out later" or "playing it again" or whatever his words were, suggesting we'd go somewhere a bit later and do it again, or continue. I'm not sure if that dream ended there or if there was this thing with clothes and my sister in a separate or same dream...