Moving

I was driving home from my parents with C on my lap (dear god), driving 100kmh, then because I couldn't focus, down to 90 and 80. In the middle of the hill, on the exit lane, I was in the woods, walking with her. I thought I probably shouldn't be walking here, and run in to some people and then houses. They wew to look at the area where new houses were to be built. We all went in one older, but same brokers house. Some other guy than A was half hugging me. Before I knew it I had signed a lease for the house and had 2h before we were to have some guests. The apartment was smaller than our current. The last resident had left some of her things there, like old messing lamps, some plants and her guineapogs and a cat on the yard! I had our cats too. With A there, he'd brought some old stuff he's dad gave him and had already started to put them somewhere. I had problems with the guineapigs and the 5th cat. It got to the neugbours small rabbits and I was svared it will eat them. When going throught the apartment, the bathroom was super tiny, a jacuzzi eith a shower in it, I could barely turn i the bathroom. Then the downstairs was just the kitchen and a divided livingroom. I started rhinking that I haven't even seen the upstairs, if there's any closet space. And we still hadn't ended our lease of the old apartment. A was planning on brining more stuff there...

May 28th: Dude, where's my car?

I drowe to work and then when at the normal parking lot I couls not see my car anywhere. I thought where the hell did I park it? And I must have driven because I never take the Bus. I just went to work. Again DB. Gavin wasn't there. Later, it was supposedly 2-3 days later, our executive assistant told me he's swimning (just a morning swim, coming soon). Then I had to varry my cat Ashley. Later Milky. There was some huge fight with A, me sayig how I'm taking the cats and leaving!! I was looking around and all the surrounding buildings where half finished. Up to ground floor or "living floors", hte apartments were ready, but everything below was left half finished and the balconies just full of building material. Then I was carrying our cat Pelle, with Pine. I told her I have no idea of where my car is, and wondered if she could give me a ride to where I usually park it. She said yes, the area is just around the corner,but had to out nore money on her Bus ticket first. (Then little miss sunshine woke so no idea if I would've found my car)

May 26-26th: Crazy driver

A couple of nights ago I had a dream about my moms car. 

My mom called that she needed her old Fiat because her new Ford broke. So I was about to go huve her the car, whn on my way, in the middle of the winter and my baby on board, I drowe carefully. Some guy drove like a crazy person stuck in my rear and me gicing him the finger almost all the way. I was super mad that he did not understand that it was super slippery, I had a shitty old car and my baby with me. He thought I was deiving too slow (even if avcording to speed limits).

Rescuing Pelle

Some woman and "cher crew" had stolen my cat, Pelle. I went to rescue him and then had to put on a raincoat and scarf so no one would notice it's me. I grabbed him and run around the city, trying to find a pet store, where I could leave him to deal with the evil woman. At one point he slipped from from my arms and the woman was close, so I was really svared, screaming Pelle, Pelle, come here. Luckily I got him back and people were looking at me like I'm some crazy person running around with my cat under my arm.

How I want you

I was back at DB (again, but nor sure if working or just visiting). Me and some collegues stood at the line in the canteen.  Suddenly Gavin was right behind me. I took my fork and knife, and I could feel his breathe on my arm and my neck. I stayd cool, although thinking how I want him. We started talking about this derivatives case, that involves the police and a former collegue. Suddenly that guy was there with us, dressed in only white. I then noticed that I forgot to take a tray, when there arctually wasn't any. My former best friend at work told me they have their own, but I got to borrow one from the kitchen. Then I was at the juice bar and man was there lots to choose from so I had 3 different kinds, of which one was berries. Then when I went to the salad bar, Gavin followed me and while he said something about the case, he kissed me on the cheek. We sat at a table, Gavin next to me, and everyone else around, but leaving no room for the guy in white. Gavin had 3 white gold rings, one manly with stones, some "just a ring" and an engagement ring, but so did I, have my engagemnt ring on. There was this sexual tenaion between us during the meal and discussion with the other collegues.

Past 2 weeks

Again, I've had lots of dreams, but mostly get interrupted and have to react to the babys needs and quickly forget about the dream, or small details. Besides semi realistic things (like things about the baby) I've seen:

I got my old DB job back. I started, the former CEO had not got fired and said "We should've never let you go, everyone was right that you are great at what you do". Gavin was still working there, and had his own team (which he actually now has, but I did not know that then). He never really noticed me. I asked what I should do, since there was still that blond temp doing what I used to. I told that asshole CEO that I've been looking at "my" old webpages and found lots of flaws, so he said If I wanted to, I can start correcting them, so I did. 

At a shopping mall, super expensive, did not afford to by C anything, but was still looking at baby clothes and stuff. Then I went to look at hand bags and everything was super expensive. For a bag that would normally cost around 100-150 eur was everything between 600-1000 eur. 

There was thins empty big room, like an middle of nowhere office or youth cafe or something, with big windows on one wall. I had to watch C since she had shat up to the middle of her back. There was no lighting, just the light from outside. There was a shower and a white old dirty shower curtain, but you could only cover one wall of windows, so either everyone walking by or anyone who was looking in from the yard side. I had to shower too since I was then in shit, but had to struggle with the curtain and C in my arms and it was a pain in the ass. Then I put it up on one wall with these Ikea curtain hangers, and when looking at it from outside, it was showing like a big tarpaulin.