June 30th: A terrible hotel room

Again, with old co-workers, such as Gavin, at some Bath or Hotel or both. I had a wetsuit on when at the Bath, since I'm unhappy with my post pregnancy body, and ashamed of it. I had some to do with Gavin. At my room, when I got it, I had to put the trash bins where I wanted and in the bathroom there were make-up on behalf of the hotel. But it was old, used and so 80's. The room itself was terrible, with no window and brown interior from the 70's or 80's. I tried to put it in a condition where I could dare to ask Gavin to come in. About the make-up I was wondering if I could just throw it away or hide it, since I could not have Gavin think it's my make-up.