November 14th: Old place and Don't mess with me (single mom)

For many weeks, I've had dreams, but I forget them as soon as I open my eyes, and the only memory I have, is the feeling they caused.

We've separated with A, and C and I moved to our own place. Last night I had a dream that I went over to our old apartment, I saw stuff in the window, but the place was still empty. Then I drove back there another day and went in the apartment through the balcony (4th floor). Inside were furniture that I have sold or thrown out. Some baby stuff and our lost mail. I took the mail (well, the important ones) and left. At the ground floor one really annoying neighbour saw me and stared asking a bunch of questions. I left in a hurry, only to not remember where my car was parked. I then started worrying about the new people finding out I've been there since my mail was picked up. I later found myself at the apartment again, when the new owner came in and had some story about me being a cleaning lady or coming in to see if my mail had been delivered there and the door was open because of the cleaning lady. 


I was going to the gym with A, in a really bad mood since he was the typical him, really annoying. When I came in, a friend of ours, Lassie asked if I wanted to go the one gym or where (can't remember name) was. When I got to the locker room some twice as big as me, girl came an threatened me with scissors in her hand. I started yelling at her to bud off, that she can go fu** herself and I'm not int he mood and since it's my friend (Tony), who owns the place, I can have her banned for life, at any second. I then got to be by myself... And even though a gym, somehow I was more to go swimming. 

October 3rd: Gavin again (single mom)

I was having lunch with Sally, Gavin and some other old co-workers. I sat across the table from Gavin, having my feet close to his under the table, thinking about playing under the table. I had ordered 3 t-shirts for him, and had them at my desk (secretly). He came by my desk and said "Could I have that newspaper" (meaning the newspaper with the bag of shirts between it). I handed over the bag, and he was all "no no no" and looking around to see that no one is watching, so he could hide the bag inside the newspaper. Then when he already had the bag, I remembered that there is my address on the package.

I was walking home, and at a round-about there was one black boy (20-something) and one muslim. They both had triggers, and pushed a red button. I realised they were suicide bombers and was just waiting for there to be enough people to kill. I started running away from them, took cover from a street sign and then found a tunnel in the ground. In the tunnel there were 2 US soldiers. I told them about the bombers, and they said they know about them. Then I heard 2 loud noises, like 2 bombs went off, and then the soldiers said "the danger is over, you can go now". 

October 2nd: Travelling (single mom)

I was on a huge cargo type ship, in the middle of the night, in the middle of freezing winter. It was super beautiful, with a black sky, light blue icebergs and a dark sea. I was sitting at the edge in the front, taking pictures and sending them through WhatsApp to my parents. Then I almost slipped, and realised I have C inside, sleeping, without a lifejacket. 

I was in Greece with my mom and dad, and we all were hanging out at the pool. Then suddenly we were on the beach, where it was really shallow water for as far as you could see. I was thinking about taking pictures and posting them on Instagram, but I didn't have my phone on me. Then we noticed a snake, which we all followed, to a place where the beach was divided by a fallen tree. The other side was super dirty with garbage and pieces of trees on the beach and floating in the water.

September 29th: Shitty gig (single mom)

I was with my sister at a concert. It was a topless Russian DJ, who sucked! She was terrible, just putting on a record and then pretending to DJ. I had to go to the toilet, got a terrible diarrhoea, and luckily missed out on most of the show. When I got out of the toilet, my sister was waiting for me and told me that the show is cancelled and everyone has to leave because there is a risk that the building will collapse. Then we walked to my car.

September 28th: Someone is out to get me (single mom)

I was sitting in a jacuzzi when I heard someone say "I'm going to kill you". I got up and went to take a swim instead. I made a really nice jump, but the water was like jelly, and bouncy, so I was never able to land head first. Then I went to the sauna with the 3-4 other people I was with, when one of the people said that he/she died of lung cancer. That was what mu cough was, cancer, and I was dead. 

September 22nd: Just walking trough (single mom)

I was with an old colleague Erik, walking in to Gavins house, through his balcony. We came through he window in to their kitchen. He was home with his girlfriend. Erik was supposed to stay for dinner, but I was just walking through their house, down to the front yard, taking a shortcut to the Bus stop. 

I was visiting my old job (DB), which was like a book store. Gavin, who had partially gray hair, was super cold towards me. There was a cash register, and my old classmate Cami Funck was the cashier, and when I went to talk to her, another old classmate, Kitty, was super unkind and telling me that Cami can't talk to me because she has customers. I was then wondering where C is, and rememberder she's with Cami. I walked to Cami and C was playing with her and 2 other kids. 

September 14th: Pokemon eggs (single mom)

I was walking in the city center and there were poké syops evertwhere and I got eggs from all, and one super egg, until I had 9 which is the most you can have, and 2 was in an incubator.