At work (my old job at DB). There was some party and cake. I had some, but could not have as much as I wanted since I needed to go to the toilet. My stomach was turning and I felt I need to go now! I did not want anyone to see so I thought I'd go home or something. When I was leaving I met Gavin on the way. I thought, No not him of everyone, not now. We joked around for a while and I was thinking how weird his blond curly hair was looking, like he'd gotten a perm.
I had A's sister, cousin and cousins mom over. A was dressed really nice, had cologne and had shaved his awful beard. I asked if he was supposed to meet someone when he was all "fancy". He said yes. That he has a Tinder date while C is sleeping. He was going to stay at my place until her nap time, go on a date and then come back. I started crying and yelling that he's the worst. That he chose drugs over his family, then when I leave him he decides to quit and then THIS! All his family members were interested in was her. Not what he was doing to me and our family. I asked about the other girl and he told me her name, and where she lives. And said that for once he'll be with someone good looking. I just yelled at him and his family for being so mean and at my house, only interested in his new fwb or girlfriend to be, when he's hurt me and done what he did to his family. I told him he's never to step foot in my home again, and from now on, until we have a meeting with child protective services about his time with C and alimony, he will not see C more than 1h once a week, outside on our house playground. I fell asleep and saw the same again. Fell asleep and saw the same again. Fell asleep, and again this same hurtful dream.
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