Playing around

For some reason I was in my co-workers car, the beginning of the dream is a bit blurry. He told me to drive, so I moved behind the wheel of a black Audi A3 Cabriolet. The whole time, there was a lot of tension between us, and then we drove to what's my house, but he got out of the car and I thought that then we'd change seats, but he asked me to continue driving. Suddenly we were at my place, he was nervous that my bf was coming home but I said he's just gone to work so he can't come home. At first we were just talking, then it went to sort of hugging. He then pushed me away saying we can't and I told him that we're not doing anything wrong, that it's not like we're having sex (or something like that). He/we went on about if it's right or wrong and then he came closer. I could feel he was getting a boner so I stroke his pants (what was super weird though that at the same time it was something got hard in the back too, like he had such a long penis that he'd bent it to the back :D haha, but it was something else, his penis was all in the front). The stroking led to kissing, which at first was super awkward. He opened his mouth really wide and took in part of my teeth too ( I guess just nervous) and then got normal, and I was getting so horny. Suddenly we were not in my house anymore, we've moved to some cabin. There we stood stroking and talking if it's right or wrong and getting really horny. Then I saw my bf's brother parking his boat outside and coming in and I told my co-worker to hide so no one would see that we are there. Then they saw us, and by the time the brother got in, I was putting on my panties, all though I never even took them off, but got a flashback that the guy I was with, was touching me down there. The brother was all confused and asked what's going on and I took him to this other room and explained to him that nothing's happened and he said "yeah nothings happened, are you cheating on "A"" and I said "no, but you have to understand. I'm so tired of him, all the crap he uses, all the money issues, the way he talks, all of it. But I did not do anything, there was just a kiss and some dry hump touching but I did not have sex" and the brother said then "Ok, well I guess its fine then, but "A" is going to be so heartbroken if you ever do something with that other guy and leave him, so don't hurt "A"". I staid in the room, sat on the floor and sent a message to someone, I think a friend and the guy I came to the cabin with walked buy the room.. and that's all I can remember. At some point, I guess it was when we were driving, we did talk a lot about cheating on our partners, can we do this, could we cheat and should we, what is this whole thing between us and what's up with the sexual tension.

Stupid Celine Dion song

I was on my way to this one part of the city, by Bus. Suddenly these two guys from my work came on, with their suits on and laptops. They were going to the same part of the city. What was weird is that it was Saturday, and they were going to meet a client.. by Bus (?!?!?). On the radio, which for some reason was under my control, there was only cool rock music. Then suddenly it changed to some Celine Dion song and I did not turn it off. I was hoping one of them (the one who's been crashing my dreams earlier) would listen to the words. Then he turned it off and told me I listen to shit music and was really rude and mean. Then I got off the Bus (even if it wasn't my stop). I found myself sitting on some couch or bed calling him. Discussing that I did not choose to listen to the song, but did not care to turn off the radio or change the channel. He was rude and I was trying to turn his mind to still thinking I was cool and liking me. We agreed on calling later (I asked "Can I call you later" and he said "Yeah, sure, call". Before I hung up a friend of mine wrote something on her phone and showed it to me, and I was supposed to say that to him.. it was something like Soda tablets or similar, anyhow some kind of white tablets that melt in water. I did not understand the point, nor did he and he sounded confused and more annoyed, and I was unsure if he really wanted me to call later or not. 

I really need to, I don't know.. clear my head before I go to bed, because something is wrong up there :D

Big Boobs

I had such a crazy dream a few nights ago...

I was with "A" hanging out with friends. Suddenly this one friend of ours, "Henry", started hitting on me. "A" was somewhere else by that time and I was suddenly in my white bra, with huge breasts. "Henry" came up to me and started grabbing my breasts and said something like "I soo love touching your huge boobs". Then he suggested sex. We were at his place. His mom was there. I was thinking that what does his mom think, since she knows "A". Anyhow, somehow I ended up with "Henry" naked in front of me asking if I mind that he has a smaller penis than "A". I said that a smaller one is what I want right now (WTF?!?). Then it skipped the actual act and I was leaving thinking that actually I did not cheat on "A" because we were broken up at that time, but was worried what he might do to the "Henry", and what "Henry"'s mom would think, now that we are back together with "A", if "A" ever found out. Luckily it was JUST a dream, or more of a nightmare :D

Clark Kent & Lois Lane

I really need to get laid. Been away from home a couple of weeks and it's really effecting my dreams. A few nights ago I dreamt that "A" was like Clark Kent and I was like Lois Lane trying to find a moment to have sex (instead of like them, a moment to get married). And then when we finally got close enough and felt the heat, he had to "take off" and save the world, and I was all ok with it and told him I'd be waiting when he's back. WTF?!?

Out of my Feng-Shui

I've been abroad 5 weeks and the first weeks I didn't dream at all or actually can't remember anything I dreamt. Then recently I read that the mind needs the 8h sleep per night to process what has happened during the day and "recharge". After that, or around that time I started remembering my dreams again, but until few nights ago my dreams were of normal day to day stuff. Like talking with my boyfriend, getting as much whipped cream on my drink as I could possibly get without spilling it and then running to the train. Normal day to day things that could happen with a splash of exaggeration. However now I've been seeing normal dreams and then a few weird ones:

My co-worker is pregnant and the baby want's to come out already so after talking on the phone with her I dreamt that she came by to the office, her tummy was gone and she said it was because the baby wanted to come out already so it's half way. Suddenly her tummy was hanging, like loose skin after someone who's been really really fat has lost a lot of weight. And then all the fat was gone, the baby was there under her skin. She grabbed on of it's arms and pulled and said "look, you can even do this and it won't mind". I just thought how creepy it looked. 

One night I dreamt that "A" was out camping/on a cabin trip with his co-workers and some random girls and I flew in to go over and check it out and when I got to the cabin I asked where "A" is and his co-worker said "In his car, but I think he hooked up with Nina" (or something with an N was the name). I got furious, went to his car and saw him snuggling with 2 girls. When I was about to hit one of them she replied to my fist and though I was saying hi. I was so mad at "A" and started hitting him. 

Last night I had 2 dreams I can remember. One where my sister and I where talking about this rapper and she was all "he's really nice" like I was supposed to hook up with him and I just replied that he's in to all those model, big boob girls and she was "oh no, he likes normal girls" and then I told her I had seen him, here and that he looked straight at me, but because it was pouring I had to take cover and could not go talk to him...

Last night I also dreamt that I broke my laptop when I closed the lid, it got a crack in the screen and at the same time something happened with my Facebook so that it made everything from 4-5 years ago pop up on my wall. I couldn't delete the stuff since my computer didn't work. "A" called and said "This is IT! no more, no excuses, it's over" and he didn't listen to me telling him it's stuff from before I knew him, that FB has somehow reposted everything. He just yelled at me something about liking 5 other mens photos all the time. When I got to my computer, to take pictures for the insurance company it started melting and burning through (bed or table..). I had to take it and throw it on something else. 

A dream that doesn't make any sense

"A" and I were walking the streets at 4-5am and I heard a man "N" from work across the street. He and his husband were harassed by some weirdo. I wanted to just continue walking but my boyfriend then had to go talk to them and asked if they knew if the crazy guy sells any drugs, e.g. weed. I looked at "A" so angry. The guy looked at me and then said he has no idea, never seen the crazy guy before. We continued walking and I gave "A" such a lecture about what was he thinking, that now that guy will tell everyone at work what "A" asked him, and even though I don't use any it will still get me in trouble because everyone will think that it was for us and not just "A". We got to this weird dark place, like an old school or warehouse. People were selling clothes and stuff, like a street sale or second hand sale. Then I saw "Gavin". He was walking towards us, in weird clothes (quite fitted sand brown "man" pants, a belt and a white t-shirt tucked in his pants (nothing he'd ever normally wear)). I tried to hide away and he looked as he saw me but just walked pass me, until our paths crossed in a way that I couldn't ignore him. I introduced "A" to him  and said "and you remember "blabla"" (they've met once in real life). Then that crazy guy showed up and came talking to "Gavin" and said "guess what just happened, I totally freaked out some people". He had been pretending to be a crazy person. And this guy was "Gavins" friend. Then he said something like he'd heard some guy had been asking if he had drugs to sell and "how crazy is that?". I was so mad at "A". Later it was like "Gavin" was drunk, in the beginning of the dream he was sober and a bit ignorant towards me. Everyone else left somewhere and I stood there alone with him. He asked if I wanted to (can't remember if it was a game or try out something or what he asked). There was an empty circle around me, like everyone else just kept walking but far away. "Gavin" stood there circling me and every now and then kissed me, for different amount of time. I had to keep my eyes open to look out for anyone who could see (e.g. "A"). "Gavin" just kept doing this until everyone started to come back. Later I saw him doing weird stuff, I was thinking if he's going to get a tan but it was a copy machine that was upside down somehow. He and this woman (same age as me, so well young woman) started to take copies of themselves, face and so on, and kissing to get kissing pictures. I though he's just drunk and that's why he kissed me, if he's kissing her too. When we got the pictures (they were in a ribbonlike photo paper style) the other woman nearly tried to rip them from my hands (she normally always interrupts and takes over if I'm talking about something, she thinks she's smarter and better just because she makes more money...  From there the dream continued with me holding a bike and I had to walk some weird road to get home and I thought I'd cut but ended up at someones yard. There were 3 or 4 men soaking in a hot tub and the host sipping beer in his sun chair. He said I'm not allowed to cut through and I explained that I'm lost and somehow I ended up staying there for a while and my sister and some of her friends came there too. Then suddenly when the water drew backwards after the waves I saw some letters and numbers in the water (sand/bottom). They where white, army style (damn that I can't remember what the combination was, started with a U or R). I asked what it was at the same time as I saw this huge army ship approaching. The guy who lived there said it was a sign for the navy boats to see where to "park". There where more ships coming in and a lot of talk with the girls was happening at the same time. I was trying to take pictures of the boats and such. Inside the house I saw "Gavin". He looked at me like he sometimes looks at me at work (makes me wonder why he looks (since you don't if you're not intentionally wanting to see that person) especially since he said (not that drunk yet) "I do like you" (like, like like, not like "she's nice/cool")). He was doing something over a table and I was asking (referring to the kisses he gave me) if he remembers. At first he pretended (or played me?) he didn't and then turned it in to another game, something about "trying it out later" or "playing it again" or whatever his words were, suggesting we'd go somewhere a bit later and do it again, or continue. I'm not sure if that dream ended there or if there was this thing with clothes and my sister in a separate or same dream...

Only bits and pieces

Lately I've been dreaming a lot but I can hardly remember anything from my dreams, later than a few seconds after waking up. Before this I had a week or two when I couldn't remember anything.  What I can remember, looking back a week or so, and last night this is what I've dreamt, in the order newest on top.

Something about trying to have sex with "A" but he said he was only thinking about taking a shower. 

I was in L.A. and looked at this map. I was trying to copy the map into my head so that I could find a bike. I started walking, I was looking for a health centre after which the bikes that were for rent would be.  I thought the centre looked quite nasty, and nothing like a hospital. I went inside and saw really sick people and tried to find someone. Then I realised it wash't a normal health centre when I saw this poster or paper on the wall/door, where it said AIDS, HEPATITIS,.... (and some other deadly disease). I went out, trying not to touch anyone too much but still a little so that no one would attack me. Outside I started walking to where I thought the bikes were, but there were none. I just ended up at the end of a road, and there was a carnival or something. I remember thinking about or having a view of the future where I had cool pictures of the booths at the carnival type of place. I started walking back, I then got some guy to join me. He was some old child movie star. He was there to help me, kinda like a "big brother" (even though he was way younger than me). Suddenly I was joking about staying there and going "Mexican". Then we found the bikes, and I could imagine the map in my head. The guy was telling me why I couldn't go "Mexican" or an illegal immigrant. However I ended up being forced to "work" for free at this mani-pedi place. When I got there, the older Thai woman who owned the place was saying my nail polish was wrong and my feet too dry, she was going to do a pedi for me, because I couldn't do customers looking like that. My toenails where painted light blue and then suddenly I had one toe red and one peach coloured and she was telling me how none match and something about the blue and red. The next thing I remember was that I was supposed to make some ornament or something and was outside. It was winter and there was snow. I was trying to find pine tree cones. I had to hit agains a tree beside a house, and it's walls so get some to fall and to not get caught by the people living there. Inside I wanted to watch a program from a tape, but the tape jammed and the VCR player made a weird noise. I only got to watch a part. It was called "Stars" and my co-worker, his girl friend and another guy and girl where in it. They were snowboarding and just hanging out. At one point the other guys girl got a bit too close to my co-worker so they filmed his girlfriend getting super jealous and mad at the end. More towards the end all of the other episode people joined and were all making flips at a pipe. Then the VCR machine made a high and loud noise so one of the Thai men who sat in the same room turned it off. 

Some woman had me wait or come inside this building. I did not follow her orders as to wait, but followed her. It was really dark, the building was like a big factory or machine room, or server room. I went trough this space between tables or shelves and saw the machine going nuts, starting to blow up parts of itself and people's working booths. I hid under a table but soon realised that it was after me. It or I said something about it not stopping before it's killed me, so I took my bag and carefully went back the same way I came in. 

I had 3 boobs. When I didn't have my bra on, I had 3 boobs. I was freaking out, how would I ever find a bra. And how would it look if I stuffed one boob in one cup and two in the other. And what would my boyfriend think and how would it look at work. Then I had my bra on, and everything looked normal, like I had only 2 boobs. 

I was at the office, printing out pictures of houses, like I was looking for a new place. "Gavin" came and asked if I was moving and I said "no, just looking". Then he came close (I sat, he stood) and I leaned on him while we were talking. Then he had to go (something about his girlfriend) and I just felt his body still on my cheek. If I remember correctly, I saw my boyfriend walking towards me (or maybe it was his girlfriend)... However what is weird is that our office, was again like a huge hall made of dark granite and we had our cubicles and small lamps with dim lights on our desks. So quite the opposite of our real office.