Full Moon continues..

1. I was at some fairground and "that guy" from work was there and something about cars/his cars. We were playing games and a game that was like bingo on a pinball sort of a machine and you would win in bit coins, even though you had to put in real money. One game was 40 cents and while I was playing a friend of mine kept adding coins and then I won 1 bit coin and I was confused on how much of the winning was mine since my friend had been putting in more money. 

2. I had my skin put to "wash" (like literally peeled of and put in a machine) to make it softer and tighter. I was supposed to go with my bf/ex (whatever he is) to the summer cabin and I had not gotten my skin back yet. So I had to get it early and it was not sitting properly on my body so I had problems with how it felt and I sat in the car with my bf/ex and while I was driving he was looking for a receipt in his wallet and I saw a condom. Then I took his wallet and had a look and found more, first 5 then 15-20. I got so mad and asked what the hell he is doing with all those condoms. 

A night of nearly getting some...

More dreams during the full moon, all in one night:

1. My neighbour was making a lot of noise and I was so annoyed. Their teenage daughters came to my place since they could not take bing home when the baby was making noise (they don't have teenagers, only one baby in real life). We went out for a cigarette and a part of the time the neighbours baby was there too in a wagon and I was blowing the smoke on it to make it suffer like I suffer for the noise they are making. Then since I had a balcony window open, some teenagers who does not live here, where throwing burning cigarettes up on my balcony (which is very far from the ground so impossible in real life). I got mad and closed the windows so that they could not get the cigarettes on my balcony. 

2. "That guy" at work was at my parents house for a meeting. Like their upstairs was a meeting salon (looked like a country club room with brown leather chairs, dim lighting etc). The house was huge. I was about to take a shower so I waled around the house and turned of lights so that there would be more of a "mood light" and so "he" could not see the faults in my body. I was walking around in just my towel (brown), trying to find my moisturiser. I finally found it, on the back of a chair next to where "he" had his meeting. I quickly grabbed it and went to take a shower. There was a window or somehow people could see in to the showroom so I tried to stand so no one could. Then my mom opened the door and stood there with it so open that anyone could see me and I was trying to cover myself and asked her to leave me alone, but she went on and on about something. And then "he" saw me and came in the shower room. Suddenly when "he" was naked, it was no longer he, it was a friend of mine (who's gay in real life) and we were having some sort of shower-sex-foreplay. 

3. I was driving around in the city using the navigator to find a ex-boyfriends ("C") restaurant to have sex with him on the table. Something we'd agreed on earlier. When I got there "C" was cooking that day's dinners and I was to help him. Then we started thinking on where to find a condom and then it switched between that long time ago ex and my bf/ex (whatever "A" is) and we were in someones room and then back at the restaurant and I went to try and find condoms. 

4. I was in a parking garage and driving like crazy backwards and forward but everything went great and when parking the parking spaces were really weird and in weird places but still I managed to do everything without a scratch. 

Full Moon

Around last weekend it was a full moon and I had the weirdest dreams again.

1. I was just ready at my hairdressers and when I was walking out my cousins mom came to do her hair, with some guy, who I thought looked familiar. They did not notice me and I totally forgot her name so I jumped in front of her and waved in her face. Then she was all "Hi (my name)" and asked me if I could take the booze bottles she had just bought to her car. She had many bags but just wanted me to take the bottles. She gave me her car keys and I was walking to the car when I realised I have no idea on which floor she'd parked (there was 3 or 5). Then I looked at the keys and it was a black sort of a credit card with no brand on it and I thought "I can't just go to every floor and push "open doors" to find her car. So I went back to the salon to ask her and then that man with her had turned in to a woman who was just really hairy in her face. She sat in a chair and started talking about how I haven't sent her a Christmas card in ages and next year when I do her adress is still (something)bridge 12. Her name was Mia... (and I don't have a relative with that name).

2. I had sex with my bf/ex (whatever he is)

3. This one guy at work had baked cakes and brought them to work for us to eat. I was really busy and printing things and cleaning up after others at the office so I was stressed out about having time to eat any cake. "That guy" at work was hanging around close to me all the time, but doing his own things. Then at one point I went to another guy and starting cleaning really loudly because I was annoyed that I had to clean up after others. At the same time there was some bet about a football game and I think I was wooing for the green team and that guy the red (or vise versa). We agreed that if my team wins, we'll switch salaries. But my team lost.  The guy was on the phone with a client so "that guy" came to me and was all "You need to be more quiet" and I was mad and annoyed. Then when I got to eat the cakes I had one bite of this and one of that. Ate like I had not seen food in weeks. One was was supposed to be carrot cake with white chocolate topping, but it tasted nothing like white chocolate. 

4. I was at our summer place, that was on a hill next to my bf/ex's summer place.  I was there with my grandma. I had sent my bf/ex a message earlier that day and he never replied but in the dream he replied " true :) ". Like he'd finally get it and admit he's the one who's been an ass. Then my sister sent me a message that "grandpa's in the hospital" and it was like he was dying any minute. But a few minutes later my grandpa was there at the cabin and I though "maybe he's going to the hospital, to die". And then my bf/ex walked from their cabin to ours all angry and he tried to hug people but no one wanted to and he didn't even say hi to me. 

Pregnant?, Company parties, Kissing & Sex

The past week I've had really long vivid dreams. I've been too busy to write them down but I still remember parts.

1. I was to have lunch at the company canteen but was a bit late. I saw "that co-worker" and asked where they are seated. He got up to get a coffee while I was getting the food. When I got back and sat down, he also came back but instead of sitting with us he sat at a table close by, with some blond pregnant woman, who had a red shirt or dress. I thought it was his girlfriend, but she turned and it was someone else. I got a bit "WTF!??!". 

2. I was outside and dressed in many layers since it was cold and it looked like I was pregnant since I also had a lot of stuff in my jacket pockets. My mom got mad at me since she thought I was pregnant to my ex and I had to prove to her that my "tummy" was just stuff in my jacket pockets and the amount of clothes I was wearing. 

3. We had a company party and I was sitting at a table and "that co-worker" came by and sat next to me. He started to kiss my cheek and hold my hand. I told him to be careful so that not everyone could see "us" and he said "Don't worry, they won't" even if all the lights were on and people were looking straight at us. 

4. Some dream where I was to kiss with my ex, but remembered I had not brushed my teeth and was worried he'd think my breathe smells terrible.

5. The night before last I had a super long dream. Again, partially work related. I was a t work when the fire alarm went off. Everyone got out and I grabbed my jacket and bag so I was one of the last ones outside. Then we were in a parking hall or something with a really weird elevator. It had no walls and it was just a couple (or maybe 4) stories high. With me I had some people who's faces I can't remember, and old classmate and his pregnant girlfriend. I was pushing this button to go down but nothing happened. So I pushed it again and then the up button and again. Suddenly the elevator started going up and down and up and down, until the final down when it crashed so that people were flying of. My old classmates girlfriend flew against this glass wall and he was running to her and screaming for me to come and help her. She had some cuts and trouble standing up and we helped her walk and he was telling me how everything was my fault and I had to help because I'm the one who caused the accident. 

Then we got to this venue which was a surprise party for our company. No fire, just an excuse to get us out and to the venue. It was some sort of a congress center - hotel place. We had to put our jackets to the cloakroom and I was one of the last people to arrive so some were already really well dressed and had beautiful hair do's. It was some sort of a assignment thing. We were to figure something out to get inside a room where we got fancy clothes and there were hairstylists and make-up artist making us look good. Suddenly this old classmate of mine came and screamed at me and was close to hitting me. She was going on about how I've hitter on her boyfriend and slept around in college and ruined many relationships, like hers. And I had no idea of what she was talking about. She claimed I had slept with e.g. LM and a bunch of other guys. I really had not done anything, and I was the one being throated like garbage and a total looser by those girls and I was invisible, not some whore. So I trie my best to defend myseld and told her I have no idea who she's even talking about. 

I was confused about everything and did not now where to go and what paper to fill in so I was walking around. I tried asking people but no one was helping me. Then I saw "that co-worker" all dressed in a fancy fray suite with a vest and everything and I asked him how do I get to the room and he was a bit rude and said something like "you just have to figure it out". I was walking the hallways and run in to a door that was kind of not a door. Behind it I found a hotel room where my ex was. We started having sex. Suddenly we were outside in his car, and I was topless. We drove to some parking lot where I saw my car all washed and polished and thought "ooh so this is were they took our cars, another surprise" and we were to stop and have sex but I saw a guy so we drove off. I noticed we were on the other side of the building and there were huge windows from the party to the car and people might see us and me being topless and I did not want people to see my boobs so I tried to hide them and my face and told my ex that we have to go back to the hotel room. On the way I tried to hide so no one could see me walk around in panties and for some reason I had my blue-white stripe shirt on. We got safely to the room. 

Then I was in a basement. I had finally found the dressing room, but all that was left were some whore clothes. Red latex and PVC outfits. Lot's of people had some "theme" clothes, like from movies or a different time or naughty. I said I did not want that kind of clothes and that I have a really nice black-lace dress I can put on, if I'm allowed. So I got to wear that one instead. Then I finally got to the party and it was this huge area with black curtains and tablecloths and it was dark and there were some candles or tiny lamps as lights. Then there white walls started to come down over our tables and then one tables walls came up and the people at that table were on ascend performing a play or had been given a task to do. I was waiting to see where "that co-worker" was and what their task was. I can't remember what ours was, just that it wasn't anything I was happy about but before it was our turn I woke. 

6. And last night I had some dream about sex with my ex and I don't remember much more than that.

3 nights in a row

For the past 3 nights I've seen super long dreams, with things happening that make no sense at all. And during all 3 nights I've been very horny and trying to get off using water (public toilet hand shower, shower, garden hose…).

Thursday night:
I was at my grandpas with my sister and there were 2 other girls there, who looked kind of scary, and I think they were twins, and they were afraid of us. We had no idea who they where, supposedly some relatives or friends kids. We were going to get our grandpa new sheets and my sis wanted to change them in to place as a surprise but I said we should wait. She insisted so we tried to find out which was his blanket. Look in all the bedrooms but since those 2 girls were sleeping at his house, we did not know where he slept. Then I was in "my" room at my grandpas (just another guest room, but everything was white, and bright and so nice). I was on my laptop, trying to watch some light "porn" because I was really horny. But I was haring noise and thought everyone would be back and since I could not lock the door I moved. I'm not sure if I went to the shower or a toilet or. I've seen these "water" dreams for 3 nights now. Then I was outside, on a parking lot with a garden hose, trying to get off (water play). I was standing next to this black BMW and every time some walked passed I was hosing the car (supposedly washing it). It was supposed to be my car but at the end of the dream some woman came with her kids and opened the car doors, looked at me like I was some homeless person, and put her stuff in the car. 

Friday night:
I can only remember that I was in Sweden, a toilet, some colleagues from abroad and horny and some water play but scared someone will hear or catch me in the act. 





Last night:
Super confusing things were happening and so much I can't remember half of it. I don't really have an idea of what happened when so I'll have to write the things down in a list:

- I was in a bar, some really cool bar, and "the bar" where every financial suit or young cool guy would go for drinks. It was abroad but I was maybe moving to that country so I was thinking how I can start coming there. I had 3 drinks (Mojito, Caipiroska and ?). It as happy hour so I paid only 3€, 4€ and 6€ for the drinks. Later in my hotel room, a co-worker said I owed him 3,4,6 but look in my wallet and saw that I had paid the drinks myself!

- Something with a river

- Some weird futuristic/alien like stuff was going on. There were some orange things (partially human?) and some humans working with those and they were after something that me and my co-workers, and I think my sister, wanted to fix before they got to it

- I was in a canteen and in the line I was telling my friend (not co-worker, just friend) about what a taxi driver had said to having sex or any nasty suff in his car, and joking that he'd probably been joining if he could've. This was supposedly something that happened with my ex/bf. When I got to order, I ordered a salami-pizza. I had to stand in the side and wait. Then I saw "that" co-worker and he ordered the "?" (called the same as the restaurant) and it was a pizza with meatballs and lot's of tomato-sauce and he was just adding stuff to it. I was hoping he had not heard the thing about the sex and the taxi. When I finally got my pizza the cook handed it over to me really poorly and it almost fell, but I picked the plate from the table and the part of the pizza from the table that had slipped out from the plate. I was looking for a place to sit, near the co-worker, but my friend had found a table so I tried to get to my seat, but there was so many people and just when I was at my table, everyone around ours had to go get coffee and dessert so I had to wait until I even got to my seat. 

Vacation in Thailand

I was on holiday, 11 days, in Thailand. I was living in this hotel with big rooms, on the ground floor and had these huge glass window doors with white wooden panels. The outer door was not glass, but still sometimes it was. Everything in the room (sheets, curtains etc) where white. Outside the room there was a small yard of grass and a river (or dam built between houses) and it made a T shape to the right of my room. By the river there were yellow tall flowers (lily like, star shaped). I was getting ready to go to some paradise island in 2 days. The first night when I tried to lock the big glass window doors I had a lot of problems making them stay shut. I finally did and hoped no one would come and rob me during the night. Suddenly when I was in bed my sister was there too. The next day I was walking outside. When I got to my hotel I took a right turn, but realised after a while it was the wrong direction to where my room is. That night my ex/bf slept with me. The day before I was to go to the island I decided to do some shopping. There was some huge mall I thought I'd go to. I also thought about buying some food, like juice to take with me. Again walking to my room I took the wrong turn. When I walked back I saw this restaurant and thought abut food. Then I found myself in a Sport store and there was some model apologising for her friends no show. And some guy throwing a baseball ball and the sales people looking at it and him to see if it was from the batch that was stolen from them. I looked at some shirt and college pants and then when I left, I saw that guys baseball on the floor so I threw it back to him. Around this time there was a news about 3 little girls who had been poisoned. I was back at the hotel, some area, not my room, trying to explain to these 3 other girls what had happened to their friends and what it means to choke. They did not talk my language, but got it in the end when I used theatre. And again with the wrong turn when I got to my room. At the rooms, my sister suddenly had the room next to me and she was wondering about how she could sleep alone and only in her underwear….

An unsafe candyfactory

I can only remember small bits.. We we're going to some fancy old building and there was this weird old elevator which barely had no walls and was unstable so we all had to sit or stand still or it would tilt. There were several levels but the only one I can remember was this place where they made chocolate and we got to taste some and really ate like we haven't seen food in a week… but they were so good. Some where in a walnut shell that had yellow balloon type wrapper. Since me and my friend were sick, the guy who gave us the tour said that they have to calculate how much we owe them because of contamination. When getting back on the elevator thing, we had problems and it tilted so much that I almost fell of (and we were up at the 47th or 49th floor, so falling down would've been deadly). I decided to not take the elevator, and managed to get off. I took the star is instead, to some place that was our "home base".