Driving with an icy window

Referred to the last post one dream was: I was on my way to work. My car window was foggy and then it turned icy. I was driving on the highway and could not see anything and I was really scared that I'd crash. I occasionally saw some of the traffic but whatever I did to try and see more, the fogginess and ice just got worse. 

Lots of weird dreams

The past 2 weeks I've had a terrible headache and I've seen so many longer dreams. They seem so real and I can remember them the minute I wake up, but most of the time I've fallen asleep pretty quickly again, and when I wake in the morning I can only remember small pieces. It's like my mind is going crazy. And the dreams are all the kind that I'm scared, stressed out, angry or depressed when I wake up.

Playing around

For some reason I was in my co-workers car, the beginning of the dream is a bit blurry. He told me to drive, so I moved behind the wheel of a black Audi A3 Cabriolet. The whole time, there was a lot of tension between us, and then we drove to what's my house, but he got out of the car and I thought that then we'd change seats, but he asked me to continue driving. Suddenly we were at my place, he was nervous that my bf was coming home but I said he's just gone to work so he can't come home. At first we were just talking, then it went to sort of hugging. He then pushed me away saying we can't and I told him that we're not doing anything wrong, that it's not like we're having sex (or something like that). He/we went on about if it's right or wrong and then he came closer. I could feel he was getting a boner so I stroke his pants (what was super weird though that at the same time it was something got hard in the back too, like he had such a long penis that he'd bent it to the back :D haha, but it was something else, his penis was all in the front). The stroking led to kissing, which at first was super awkward. He opened his mouth really wide and took in part of my teeth too ( I guess just nervous) and then got normal, and I was getting so horny. Suddenly we were not in my house anymore, we've moved to some cabin. There we stood stroking and talking if it's right or wrong and getting really horny. Then I saw my bf's brother parking his boat outside and coming in and I told my co-worker to hide so no one would see that we are there. Then they saw us, and by the time the brother got in, I was putting on my panties, all though I never even took them off, but got a flashback that the guy I was with, was touching me down there. The brother was all confused and asked what's going on and I took him to this other room and explained to him that nothing's happened and he said "yeah nothings happened, are you cheating on "A"" and I said "no, but you have to understand. I'm so tired of him, all the crap he uses, all the money issues, the way he talks, all of it. But I did not do anything, there was just a kiss and some dry hump touching but I did not have sex" and the brother said then "Ok, well I guess its fine then, but "A" is going to be so heartbroken if you ever do something with that other guy and leave him, so don't hurt "A"". I staid in the room, sat on the floor and sent a message to someone, I think a friend and the guy I came to the cabin with walked buy the room.. and that's all I can remember. At some point, I guess it was when we were driving, we did talk a lot about cheating on our partners, can we do this, could we cheat and should we, what is this whole thing between us and what's up with the sexual tension.

Stupid Celine Dion song

I was on my way to this one part of the city, by Bus. Suddenly these two guys from my work came on, with their suits on and laptops. They were going to the same part of the city. What was weird is that it was Saturday, and they were going to meet a client.. by Bus (?!?!?). On the radio, which for some reason was under my control, there was only cool rock music. Then suddenly it changed to some Celine Dion song and I did not turn it off. I was hoping one of them (the one who's been crashing my dreams earlier) would listen to the words. Then he turned it off and told me I listen to shit music and was really rude and mean. Then I got off the Bus (even if it wasn't my stop). I found myself sitting on some couch or bed calling him. Discussing that I did not choose to listen to the song, but did not care to turn off the radio or change the channel. He was rude and I was trying to turn his mind to still thinking I was cool and liking me. We agreed on calling later (I asked "Can I call you later" and he said "Yeah, sure, call". Before I hung up a friend of mine wrote something on her phone and showed it to me, and I was supposed to say that to him.. it was something like Soda tablets or similar, anyhow some kind of white tablets that melt in water. I did not understand the point, nor did he and he sounded confused and more annoyed, and I was unsure if he really wanted me to call later or not. 

I really need to, I don't know.. clear my head before I go to bed, because something is wrong up there :D

Big Boobs

I had such a crazy dream a few nights ago...

I was with "A" hanging out with friends. Suddenly this one friend of ours, "Henry", started hitting on me. "A" was somewhere else by that time and I was suddenly in my white bra, with huge breasts. "Henry" came up to me and started grabbing my breasts and said something like "I soo love touching your huge boobs". Then he suggested sex. We were at his place. His mom was there. I was thinking that what does his mom think, since she knows "A". Anyhow, somehow I ended up with "Henry" naked in front of me asking if I mind that he has a smaller penis than "A". I said that a smaller one is what I want right now (WTF?!?). Then it skipped the actual act and I was leaving thinking that actually I did not cheat on "A" because we were broken up at that time, but was worried what he might do to the "Henry", and what "Henry"'s mom would think, now that we are back together with "A", if "A" ever found out. Luckily it was JUST a dream, or more of a nightmare :D

Clark Kent & Lois Lane

I really need to get laid. Been away from home a couple of weeks and it's really effecting my dreams. A few nights ago I dreamt that "A" was like Clark Kent and I was like Lois Lane trying to find a moment to have sex (instead of like them, a moment to get married). And then when we finally got close enough and felt the heat, he had to "take off" and save the world, and I was all ok with it and told him I'd be waiting when he's back. WTF?!?

Out of my Feng-Shui

I've been abroad 5 weeks and the first weeks I didn't dream at all or actually can't remember anything I dreamt. Then recently I read that the mind needs the 8h sleep per night to process what has happened during the day and "recharge". After that, or around that time I started remembering my dreams again, but until few nights ago my dreams were of normal day to day stuff. Like talking with my boyfriend, getting as much whipped cream on my drink as I could possibly get without spilling it and then running to the train. Normal day to day things that could happen with a splash of exaggeration. However now I've been seeing normal dreams and then a few weird ones:

My co-worker is pregnant and the baby want's to come out already so after talking on the phone with her I dreamt that she came by to the office, her tummy was gone and she said it was because the baby wanted to come out already so it's half way. Suddenly her tummy was hanging, like loose skin after someone who's been really really fat has lost a lot of weight. And then all the fat was gone, the baby was there under her skin. She grabbed on of it's arms and pulled and said "look, you can even do this and it won't mind". I just thought how creepy it looked. 

One night I dreamt that "A" was out camping/on a cabin trip with his co-workers and some random girls and I flew in to go over and check it out and when I got to the cabin I asked where "A" is and his co-worker said "In his car, but I think he hooked up with Nina" (or something with an N was the name). I got furious, went to his car and saw him snuggling with 2 girls. When I was about to hit one of them she replied to my fist and though I was saying hi. I was so mad at "A" and started hitting him. 

Last night I had 2 dreams I can remember. One where my sister and I where talking about this rapper and she was all "he's really nice" like I was supposed to hook up with him and I just replied that he's in to all those model, big boob girls and she was "oh no, he likes normal girls" and then I told her I had seen him, here and that he looked straight at me, but because it was pouring I had to take cover and could not go talk to him...

Last night I also dreamt that I broke my laptop when I closed the lid, it got a crack in the screen and at the same time something happened with my Facebook so that it made everything from 4-5 years ago pop up on my wall. I couldn't delete the stuff since my computer didn't work. "A" called and said "This is IT! no more, no excuses, it's over" and he didn't listen to me telling him it's stuff from before I knew him, that FB has somehow reposted everything. He just yelled at me something about liking 5 other mens photos all the time. When I got to my computer, to take pictures for the insurance company it started melting and burning through (bed or table..). I had to take it and throw it on something else.