A fu**d up family

I just fell asleep on the couch and had one weird dream. I was in a big house, apparently my parents and my sister was there and some boys that I think was supposed to be my cousins or brothers. I was going back and forth all over the house. I saw my dad and he was really drunk. I said something to him and all he said back was this woman's name "Mathilda" or "Marina" or something like that. Then I saw my sister again and there was something in the house that made people eat like a big balloon of air or something that made them bloated in the face. I stopped the ghost a few times. Then I went to this room that was packed, it had only a twin bed in it and there were 4 boys in it who said "get out, this is the boys room only". The room had no door, there were just these blankets as drapes. Then the dog (not like my sisters dog, a smaller one, but it was still "her dog" swallowed a pillow that was some doings of the ghost and I got the dog pulled out of the doorway where the bubble/pillow was and tried to get inside the room where the ghost was but she did not let me in and then I closed the door so the dog could not get in. At some point I was searching for the dog again and I saw the room door was open and I can't remember if I found the dog or not... I went to look for my dad and found him outside on these stairs with some guy and my dad said that woman's name again, and asked who she is, if she's some affair of his? Then he just said her last name "Lund.." "Lind..." and he and that other guy walked away and I shouted at my dad asking if he's cheating on my mom. Then I found my mom laying on a bed that was really short, like meant for kids. I think it was "her" room. I asked if dad has an affair and why said something about him being drunk all the time again. My mom was really confusing, I barely understood anything she said. Then I got her focused and she said something about drinking and pregnant. And asked her what the hell she was talking about, asked if she was pregnant (note that my mom is 52). Then I asked about dads drinking and she said "no me, I wanted to drink more but I can't because of the pregnancy" and I asked if shes pregnant and she said "I don't know I think so" and when I said "what, are you pregnant.. To dad?" she said "No we're not together, it was .... (our old neighbors last name). I was really confused like WHAT THE HELL... "eww him, but he's so ugly. And what are you and dad divorced? How come you live together?" she was just confusing, I guess drunk too so I don't really know what the story was between everyone.

Chased by zombies

I was asleep at "A"'s when his sister came in with friends, and then his brother with his friends. Suddenly the apartment was filled with people making noise, drinking and partying. I tried to explain to them the I need to sleep, that I have to work in 2-3 hours but they didn't mind, they just kept partying. I yelled at "A" to make them go home that I want to sleep and they have no business being there since both his siblings have their own homes, that his home is not some party home they can just come and go to as they please. Then I went for a smoke and I heard bombs. "A" followed me out on the balcony and then we saw something get blown off and then we saw a bomb coming towards his house. He grabbed me into cover as the bomb came closer and finally hit his house. We felt the whole house shake and there was concrete dust everywhere. We run outside, and it was like a war zone. We run and run and tried to find a safe place. The next thing I remember was that I was in a hospital, trying to get to some palce, and therenwere these weird zombies in doctor jackets and everything was really weird. I just tried to hide from them. At some point I tried to scream as loud as I could my boyfriends name and Help but I didn't get a sound out. I was so scared. I hid behind doors, on the side of cupboards and found a room with lockers. I thought I'd hide inside a locker but there was a bunch of zombie doctors coming in to the room so I had to act fast. I saw a man come out pf one bigger locker so I went inside that one and closed the door. It was warm, like a one person steam sauna and I couln't breathe but had to stay inside so that no one could find me... Trying to breathe the thick warm air.. Then luckily my boyfriend woke me...

Little doggy

I dreamt that when I came home, "A" was at my place (He's still mad, I have not heard from him since Tuesday morning, except a 2 word message about a payment) and I got surprised since I wasn't expecting him to come to my place since he's so mad at me. He had his mom's dog with him (which didn't look anything like their dog) and the only thing I did was say "Hi" and "ooh you have "Eleanor" with you", and I petted it. "A" just stood in the hallway.. the rest is blurry.. or then that was it.. I don't know.

Topless partying

I had a fight with "A" yesterday, was really bad and I haven't heard from him since. As usual, when we're having problems, or he's shutting me out, putting me on "hold" and I dream about him, always some crazy dream with younger girls all over him but at the end I'm the one who's with him. So last night I dreamt that I was in a bar with my friends. There were topless girls all around and we we're in small tops too. I was partying quite a lot, but sad and mad, missing "A" so I decided to leave. I thought I'd go over to him, see if he's home. Once again, I took a weird subway/tram I don't quite know what it is (but it's also been in my dreams before). When I got to his building (which looks the same as his real building, but it's higher and has more houses attached to it than the real building has, just like it looks in all my dreams when I dream about his place) the yard was filled with drunk partying people of all ages. And here too, younger girls dressed in barely nothing and/or topless. I was scared "A" would be partying in the middle of all this, since I met some of his friends on the way, who told me he's is upstairs in his apartment, that there's a party in every apartment. I got scared and didn't know what was waiting for me. I realized the party was the housing company's spring volunteer work evening, which had just got a little out of hand. On the way I met lots of people, young, old and everyone was really drunk. When I got to "A"'s apartment, the door was open. I saw him sitting on the edge of the sofa, with his head hanging down, like he had passed out. He had 2 or 3 young blond girls hanging on him, trying to hit on him. I went inside and pushed away the bimbos, lifted his head to kiss him, but he pushed me away. He was really really drunk. He though I was some bimbo too, trying to kiss him. Next I remember was when he was lying on the kitchen floor all drunk and confused. I sat on him, struggled with his arms and tried to get him to focused. We talked some but I can't remember about what, he was just really drunk, something about us. I got a kiss from him, and then I was clearing out the apartment from all the people and we were again, together, just us, hugging.

What a friend...

A friend of mine was coming over to take me to a party. I had totally forgot, I was already in bed so I got up, tried not to wake "A". Then my friend acted like no one else was at home, and especially not sleeping. I tried to make her see that "A" is sleeping and we need to be quiet. Suddenly some guy was at the apartment, acting all hyper and tried to steal stuff from "A" and when I told him he can't take his things he got all defensive and then said he'd leave the stuff alone. Then when I turned my back he started it again. I asked my friend who the hell that guy is and she'd better get rid of him or she can go alone to the party. She said she'll deal with him and she just kept laughing. I got so mad I started yelling to the guy that he has to leave, if he wakes "A", "A" will beat the crap out of him and then he'll be mad at me for my friends waking him. They continued and I asked my friend if she want's "A" to leave me because of what she and some idiot friend of hers are doing? She got serious for a minute. Then when I was gonna go change my clothes "A" woke. I told him I'm going to the party that I'd forgot. When I went out of the bedroom my friends idiot friend had taken his clothes off and was going to take a shower. I got so mad I opened the door and threw the guy out, with his clothes after him. My friend then came to the door and said nooo, I didn't get to see his penis. He bang on the door and to not make "A" wake I told my friend she could go with the guy, that I don't want to go anywhere with her, so I threw her out too. They left laughing, I started cleaning up the mess they had made. Then I saw them walk outside, him naked with his clothes in his arms and her all laughing and like she was in love with him. I went back to bed, sleeping beside "A".

Unisex showerroom

I dreamt my gym had made one big unisex showerroom and a very open one so no way to hide from ugly fat men looking at me, so I decided I would from here on shower at home. Also the infra-sauna was more like a lounge, people sat there in their normal clothes like jeans and so on, reading books.

Someone's switched my brain with porrige

Lately I've been seeing alot of dreams, but I hardly rememeber anything one minute after waking up. The dreams have been long, most of them nightmare:ish and most of the time I have woken up sleeping on my back (which i never do normally). I know I have, for over a week now seen messed up dreams and I'm confused, sad, scared of my bf leaving me or feeling down when I wake. unfortunately I can't remember anything else than parts from last night, but I'll try to write down wahtever I can remember from the next night forward.

The night before last:
I had a really weird dream. Woke. Fell asleep and dreamt that I told my sister all about the dream I had before.







Last night:
First I had a dream where I was with my parents and aunt and her husband on the way to the Alps for a ski trip. Suddenly I was alone in my aunts husbands car. Driving it with summer tires on a partially snowy and icy road. Then the road became slippery, I couldn't see much. the front window was really narrow and I was staring the car with a joystick, a play station remote and hardly reaching the pedals in the front since I was sitting in the back seat. I could barely control the car. Luckily I made it to a rest stop and I told everyone I'm not driving anymore, that I'd stay where I was. Then I was with a friend and my dad, we went inside some cottage type restaurant. Then my dad said it's ok if I want to smoke since he can see I'm stressed so I bought a pack of cigarettes (I think I said the brand loud in my sleep). Then my dad started planning that we'd stay there because we could drive to 4 different ski resorts (one near our home - even though we were in a different country!!). Then me and my dad went out, were supposed to move the car and he was driving. In a downhill he lost the staring of the car and we were spinning 100 kmh down the icy road, cars and snow coming towards us. I thought I'd die, but we made it. Then we were back in the cottage, suddenly with a bunch of my friends and acquaintances. A friend of mine was dating my ex, but he still kept suggesting things to me, one friend said my boobs were huge and might it be because of "A". Then when I lay on the couch with "A" someone said something and then suddenly a chef from "A"'s work shouted some nasty thing from the kitchen. Then I woke.

The second dream was about "A" breaking up with me. It was a normal day, I think he was picking me up at work. In the car he was all quiet and then suddenly he said "This is now over". I was like "What? What's over? Us?" and he said "I can't deal with your negativity" and I said "WHAT!?!? I've been everything BUT negative lately!" and he said "Yeah well your still negative all the time". Then everything is black until I saw myself sending him a bunch of messages telling him how we've been and I've been the past weeks and that everything has been perfect and asking him what the hell? And all I got was "I can't say". Then I woke up.